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Gethsemane❄️🤍
@bugluv00.bsky.social
♡ 25 || God loves me; pray, pray, pray
♡ he/she
♡ Almost Human Hikikomori Devil
• jobless, disabled, plural, latino, queer
✖️ TW for mentally ill venting. Topics include ed/sh, past traumatic events, and delusions/dreams. Plz block, don't report.
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December 15, 2025 at 10:39 PM
sorry for ranting so much today everyone 💪
December 15, 2025 at 10:59 PM
my body makes me feel trapped, my life makes me feel trapped, I want to be free I want to finally be free please
December 15, 2025 at 9:12 PM
me: "I feel bad about myself today, like really fat and ugly so I'm trying to feel good about myself," wearing lingerie

wife: "damn that sucks," doesnt look up once from her phone

Do you even like me? Do you even want to be married to me? You didn't tell your family we were married for 3 years
December 15, 2025 at 9:10 PM
WOOOO DERES MY BROTHER GO BUDDY GO!!!
December 15, 2025 at 2:39 PM
we were already planning on waking up early anyways, why is it that when it's my brother's graduation you decide you rather go back to sleep?
December 15, 2025 at 2:34 PM
wow baby, it's almost as if you refusing to watch my little brother's graduation made me pretty pissed
December 15, 2025 at 2:26 PM
like yea this is me
December 15, 2025 at 4:14 AM
I'm so bloated I feel like the michelin man
December 15, 2025 at 4:13 AM
srry just stressed
December 14, 2025 at 2:25 PM
when I told my brother that my wife and I were considering relocating to Ireland to be safe,

he told me we'd get killed way faster there 🫩 buddy idk man they're not rounding us up to put us in detention centers there
December 14, 2025 at 2:18 PM
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Anyone else actually crashing out about having to keep living in this country everyday like a prisoner
December 13, 2025 at 11:33 AM
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i am like a dog. a dog is the only thing on earth that loves you more than he loves himself.
December 12, 2025 at 11:32 PM
saw a mootie talking about their awesome weight loss, so I felt like I could actually be proud of mine too :))
lost 45lbs this year or about 20.4kgs and I think I can maybe feel a little good about that
really stagnated here at the end of the year though XC
maybe it can be a 50lb loss.
December 12, 2025 at 7:01 PM
Normal as a person Can be
December 12, 2025 at 6:43 PM
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the last unicorn always makes me sob
a cartoon of a woman with white hair says i can feel this body dying all around me
ALT: a cartoon of a woman with white hair says i can feel this body dying all around me
media.tenor.com
December 12, 2025 at 5:32 PM
I'm normal and okay and here's a picture of my precious kitty daughter.
December 12, 2025 at 3:28 PM
Being plural definitely helps me seem normal to outsiders, but dear god when I'm at home it's like everything just falls apart.

It's like squeezing together a big ball of playdoh, except instead of it melding together it just crumbles into chunks.
December 12, 2025 at 3:20 PM
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December 12, 2025 at 2:33 PM
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PART OF ME DIED IN ORDER TO SURVIVE. I MAY GROW AGAIN, BUT I'LL NEVER BE THE SAME.
December 11, 2025 at 9:23 PM
really trying to stay positive today and not rage quit life
December 11, 2025 at 7:24 PM
you get asked to help keep track of people's calories but then they get mad at you for telling them the calories
don't freakin ask me to help then
December 11, 2025 at 7:01 PM
i want to believe one day i will see a unicorn
i know im not pure hearted anymore, growing old has made anger grow in my heart
but a little girl can dream of those things
December 11, 2025 at 3:25 PM
im a grown adult who believes in santa and fairies, not enough people believe anymore
how can tinkerbell live if you dont believe? how can pixie dust make you fly if you dont believe?
December 11, 2025 at 3:20 PM
fighting my pcp so hard on this
my mch test results can't be high because of testosterone because I haven't been able to access it for two fucking months
I started having a period again, I really don't think it's the gd T
It's been high since 2021 please fuckin look into it ms."doesnt concern me"
December 10, 2025 at 11:33 PM