literally non existent at this point and is for the foreseeable… it sucks… i spent my summers working on articles and doing all of the data for them… my proposal is my own.. i feel like if u do a lecturers pet project u get a PhD scholarship easier which is fucking ridiculous

it’s literally the least they can do

will have taken 6 weeks medical leave but I needed to for my health. hope to get moved into better role if not will be quitting for sure. will absolutely be taking full advantage of free counselling thru my job while i still work there

literally made loads of friends at both uni’s i went to, made friends through my job, research, social media, politics, sport and music

this is why i have a handful of friends.. because i want friends who also respect me and my time, the same way i would for them

like is it so difficult to actually just scroll up and have the manners to reply and acknowledge my message?

like the issue is that it’s not a 1 time thing. happens all the time and like if you open ur app and start typing what you wanna say and just go for it, that’s great - not what my issue is, it’s the complete lack of respect for me imho

like I’ve spent the last 4/5 months just feeling low and reading has really helped me just get out of my head and it’s something good to focus on rather than being stuck in my head overthinking and overthinking

i have basically no followers on here so idc I’m venting my 4am thoughts

it’s like do they just need a therapist?? like i just don’t see how it’s a friendship like?

in a constant state of not wanting to do anything and feeling constant worthlessness and loss in life