In the VR world I'm holding my little on my chest and I have an asset that makes a rough brushing sound when I pet her head and a heartbeat in my chest.
This helps her to sleep each night

Well the way I do it, is we go into a world in VRChat that has rain.

It's soothing.

I have a program that dims my headset screen when I want to sleep.

I lay on my side irl with the front of the headset off the pillow

Omg the number of times we've all put our avatars in bed in Secondlife and then went to bed irl..
I can't count the number of times Sila and I used to to sleep with our Webcams pointed at us in video calls.

In fact that's also what me and my little do as well. We watch each other sleep.

Its really great cause we help each other achieve a regular sleep schedule, despite being 5 hours apart.

Thank you, Weh..
I'm just going through it rn..
I've never felt grief like this before.

It just really goes to prove you really don't know what the future holds, it reminds you just how fast things can change, things you're so sure of can be something completely wrong and you'll never know until the day it happens..

I don't understand, he was extremely healthy, and we even got him from a trusted breeder and liniage to guarantee no heath problems.

We were so sure we had a solid dog to build our life with and he was just.. Suddenly taken from us..

Our life has been halted for a while..

Like he was the one thing we both were invested in surrounding our future with.
Sila and I built our life around that dog.
He was our future, he was Sila's life purpose.

He was supposed to bring us so much..

Please kit-nap me

I miss when he pushed his face firmly against mine and licked my face like he was trying to scrub off a stubborn stain.. he was so forceful he often accidentally bit my nose..

Cosmo loved so much he couldn't contain it..
nothing could contain my boy..
He really was too good for this world..

All in all everything totaled around $4,000 after everything..
I don't care if it would have cost $12,000 and I would be in debt for the next 15 years.. I would have paid anything to have my boy here with me, barking, playing, biting..
Kissing his wet nose, running my hand through his long soft fur.

See them in a year when they're legal.
They draw some pretty cute stuff, but I agree it's not safe to have them interacting with us.
I'd love to see what they accomplish when they're older tho.

It sucks they're probably going to be exiled for showing up as a minor, that usually puts a stain on ya.

You're amazing dude, never falter, never give in.
I've watched you defy it all for a while, I love all of your work.
You draw what most are too afraid of. Thank you for that.
You've helped me feel inspired to be comfortable with drawing certain things myself.
And I'm glad I did.

It wasn't till a couple years later that desire grew more where I was understanding it.
But I remember that moment feeling something weird click in my head.
Was it jealousy, or was it something else?

So this makes me think back to the point where I feel like mine did..
It was when I had to change my younger stepbrother after I stuffed sand down his diaper..

Seeing him allowed to wear em and still be taken care of, it hit me.
It added to my already strong curiosity about diapers.

It was nothing more than them holding on to that comfort, that youth, that feeling of being happy and blissfully absent of responsibility.
Just enjoying the opportunity, and moment to revel in it while they still can before the younger one is supposedly potty trained..

Or were they really? =3c