AND it's on Juneteenth!! I'm really excited to see not just white men composers (or else I'm going to riot)

This is super late bc I always forgot to use this app but nah it's okay. It was all in good fun

that she brought a first chair flutist from an actual auditioned ensemble to play all the music alongside me. So she's gonna put me up on this pedestal and I'm gonna be high and expected to actually play good. This old white lady is intimidating 😭 (3/3)

And like. I'm the only upper woodwind in the group. There were two other flute players, both who don't play too well. Which is fine, I don't judge. But like the conductor puts me up on the pedestal as an amazing woodwind player and it's a lot of pressure. So I was delighted (sarc) when I saw (2/3)

Tho tbf it is my fault, I had to reschedule like so many times and haven't seen him in a long time. So, this should've been noticed like. 3 months ago, but alas apparently feeling extremely tired makes it Really hard to get my blood work in

I thought 100mg gave me boob growth so my DR was ok with me doubling to 200mg. And now my T levels are very high aswell and I think it's been stunting my transition as well as my life in general (perpetual lethargy)

I think my biggest issue with it is the face blindness. All the humans and all the hobbits look the same. Thank God Sam and frodo were the only two I was able to tell apart

I can do this. I can push through until next friday. I can save my sick days for next year. I got this.

I'd imagine skdbjd luckily I don't really remember my dreams so I lucked out on that one