The house is cockroach infested, there’s no communication, and they actively bombard me with verbal abuse. Granted the physical abuse has stopped, they still actively make threats on my life. And I’d be understanding if I was doing shady shit but they explode over the simplest things like a spoon.

Can’t take it anymore, I don’t want to keep living like this. As much as I dream of them changing, the only person who has is me. I’ve changed so much I’ve lost myself as a result of obsessively pleasing them. It’s a spiral of us doing the same song and dance of screaming at one another.

Always know when it’s a banger design when thorn says “he’s hot.” Thanks dude lol

That’s Mirai! Based on the botnet of the same name, I’ve been trying to finish him but never got back to it bc I’ve stopped working on AC. Don’t remember his story too well but he’s an independent like assassin dude…turns other executables into bots…

Might doodle Nexus as my warmup…the evil fucking malware beckons to be drawn for spoopy season

Missing my malware and antivirus goobers…

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The constant cycle of "We ballin!" to "I need to die."

Idc if I get a big following or popular from what I make. What matters is that I’m putting myself out there and realizing that people enjoy what I make. People won’t always like me or my work but that’s ok! As long as I’m given good criticism and advice to make myself better that’s something I want.

For the longest time due to years of verbal abuse, I have put down my work. And through positive criticism and genuine love I’m fighting back when my brain says that what I make is nothing. Showing off the audio drama and sketches to have people inquire more about bombshell is just AAAAUGH 😭

Estranged from his father Adam, he follows the path of the healer. Wanting to use his ability to manipulate the Ichor to help create various forms of medicine. After Kaiser’s death he joins the Bombshell mercenaries to further his research in taboo medicine.