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i don’t like what i become when someone hurts me especially when it’s someone i really care about

i know my ex really hurt me and he did things he shouldn’t have done but i really shouldn’t talk down on him and i don’t want to hold any grudges (with anyone no matter what happened between us)
February 9, 2026 at 3:04 AM
why does 1 week ago feel like 3 weeks ago
February 6, 2026 at 1:43 AM
my ex needs to be locked up in one of those really quiet rooms where you can hear your own heartbeat so he can go insane
February 3, 2026 at 9:17 AM
maybe i should start c/s again 🤔🤔
February 3, 2026 at 6:50 AM
food noise .-.
February 3, 2026 at 4:57 AM
dinner made my stomach hurt
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February 2, 2026 at 10:58 PM
i 🦇 love 🫶 not 🚫 being 🐝 bloated 🤰 and 🙀 puffy 🙈
February 2, 2026 at 9:53 PM
ahhhh i finally brought it up but only briefly
i was gonna bring it up to my mom but i couldn’t speak :/

selective mutism is so lame what the heck
for a while i’ve suspected that i have cptsd because it would really make a lot of sense for me. i’ve done a lot of research for a long time and i’ve listened to other people’s experiences and i’ve applied many things to my own life and my own experiences because i found so many similarities.
February 2, 2026 at 8:52 PM
my head doesn’t feel right and my stomach is churning and my heart is racing and there’s shame and sadness washing over me
February 2, 2026 at 7:35 AM
may my pain and suffering bring great weight loss 🪽🪽
February 2, 2026 at 4:47 AM
okay so maybe i’m not as cozy as i said i am

i’m laying in bed with my heart racing as if i’m being chased down by a tiger
February 2, 2026 at 4:47 AM
well now i have new trauma from this relationship that i get to add to my old trauma yay how amazing
February 2, 2026 at 4:27 AM
oh also i did it
i think it’s time to actually unfollow my ex on instagram because why is he reposting so many things that make him look like a victim ?? it’s things about people taking everything as a personal attack WHICH HE WOULD DO and it’s things like people not taking accountability
February 2, 2026 at 4:15 AM
i wanna play minecraft again but i’m cozy in bed
February 2, 2026 at 4:15 AM
i’m so anxious right now but at least i don’t have an appetite
February 2, 2026 at 2:07 AM
i think it’s time to actually unfollow my ex on instagram because why is he reposting so many things that make him look like a victim ?? it’s things about people taking everything as a personal attack WHICH HE WOULD DO and it’s things like people not taking accountability
February 2, 2026 at 12:52 AM
mom is sad because i’m eating shriveled up blueberries 🫐 someone has to love them though
February 1, 2026 at 9:34 PM
i’m gonna play minecraft while watching minecraft videos hehe yay
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February 1, 2026 at 7:58 PM
i showered and i might go back to sleep now because i’m so tired but i’m not sure yet

i can never relax enough to sleep at night and i feel so guilty if i sleep at all during the day ;-;
February 1, 2026 at 6:19 PM
i was gonna bring it up to my mom but i couldn’t speak :/

selective mutism is so lame what the heck
for a while i’ve suspected that i have cptsd because it would really make a lot of sense for me. i’ve done a lot of research for a long time and i’ve listened to other people’s experiences and i’ve applied many things to my own life and my own experiences because i found so many similarities.
February 1, 2026 at 5:28 PM
10k done 🌚
anxious and can’t fall back asleep so.. pacing and reading time

also got a 2am energy drink because i don’t care right now 😭😭
February 1, 2026 at 9:50 AM
for a while i’ve suspected that i have cptsd because it would really make a lot of sense for me. i’ve done a lot of research for a long time and i’ve listened to other people’s experiences and i’ve applied many things to my own life and my own experiences because i found so many similarities.
February 1, 2026 at 8:37 AM
a big part of my ed is nostalgia. that’s what really keeps me glued to it. i constantly catch myself repeating the same habits i picked up when i was about 15 and i’m going to be 22 in a couple of months.
February 1, 2026 at 8:33 AM
anxious and can’t fall back asleep so.. pacing and reading time

also got a 2am energy drink because i don’t care right now 😭😭
February 1, 2026 at 7:38 AM
didn’t do any steps under 10k all of january B)
February 1, 2026 at 6:31 AM