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24 || They/He/She || 🏳️‍⚧️

I bitch and moan really loud here.
first commission of the year and my wrist hurts. I even took breaks but I did play video games for my break lol
January 29, 2026 at 2:30 AM
The last day I worked was Saturday because of the ice storm. My paycheck is about to be awful!!!

I have not loved being confined to the house either!! Gonna need to do either an adopt or open for custom work 😵‍💫 just to help out. Maybe both
January 28, 2026 at 6:15 AM
Things don’t feel like they’re getting better. There’s small wins here and there but nothing is getting better.
January 27, 2026 at 4:38 AM
there were times at ane where I felt really annoying being more out going, talkative and loud but most of the time it felt really good to not be paralyzed with anxiety and thinking people don’t want me around/actually don’t like me/feel like I don’t belong
January 25, 2026 at 2:39 AM
Everyone wish me luck I’m filing my 1099 on my own this year and I have to file two W-2s
January 24, 2026 at 5:29 PM
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ALL MY FRIENDS ARE CRITTERS!!
January 23, 2026 at 6:49 PM
I just scheduled my hrt consult
January 23, 2026 at 1:47 AM
lot more “he/they” from friends when referring to me at the function unprompted and I think that’s very cool and makes me happy
January 20, 2026 at 3:38 AM
it’s going to be a good year. That ANE was some of the best fun I’ve had. Despite the bumps with a jump in attendance I was extremely social this con, saw so many people, met new friends and stayed up very late. I am so sad it’s over
January 19, 2026 at 11:05 PM
making new friends on day zero of the con
January 16, 2026 at 5:38 AM
and also pissed off and upset
January 12, 2026 at 12:35 AM
I’m really pretty
January 11, 2026 at 11:31 PM
I’m so mentally/physically taxed from therapy today it’s made me exhausted
January 9, 2026 at 1:33 AM
I feel like a really different person
January 8, 2026 at 7:31 PM
I find it extremely scary that 🧊 is going to continue to pressure down and start targeting all minority groups until white people are ontop and I don’t know what to do
January 8, 2026 at 12:35 AM
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Orange slices #oilpainting #art
January 7, 2026 at 12:45 AM
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"Will I ever get to talk to you again?"
January 5, 2026 at 1:58 AM
I’m gonna do one of the entomology classes this year
January 5, 2026 at 2:44 AM
I hope one day I have a kitchen with a level stove so that my oil can evenly coat the pan
January 5, 2026 at 12:21 AM
it feels nice to feel fresh and new
January 2, 2026 at 4:08 AM
I have one day off next week which I don’t think was intentional but I’m not gonna say anything because the money will be nice LOL
January 2, 2026 at 12:43 AM
I’m only half way done with this book and it’s almost time to give it back. I really want my own copy!!
January 1, 2026 at 6:39 AM
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My best Turtle shot of 2025 and it ain't close! #Photography #Nature #SantaBarbara
December 31, 2025 at 7:15 PM
My therapist is gonna have the most shit eating grin on their face when I tell them the book that I’ve been taking breaks from mentions the book they’re letting me borrow
December 30, 2025 at 2:34 AM
Finding solace in sitting on this step in the breeze with my coffee
December 29, 2025 at 12:25 PM