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beetlespite.bsky.social
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deliciousdevil.bsky.social
July 15, 2025 at 2:40 AM
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saint-vagrant.bsky.social
i've said all this before but lord knows i love to reify
being able to call myself what i am is a hard-won reward and it feels better than anything else to arrive at a point where "man" is my home. it's the silk in which i wrap myself. it's surgical steel, chrome, concrete, red earth, river water, denim, down, blood, hair, summer sweat, thunder, geosmin, petrichor, stone fruit, folcánta... i don't have to abandon anything about myself and i can become anything. i can decide. deciding comes at times with a steep cost, but what's the alternative? maybe i can end some degree of torment— torment, not confusion. i'll keep trying. i understand why it's a useful catch-all but personally i don't ever refer to myself as "transmasculine," not to the public, not to my partner, not in my own head. "boy" might always be charming but, having lived long enough to grow into it, i've come to like "man" plenty. the novelty has never worn off being called "he" and "him" and something is "his." it's tremendous. whenever i'm called what i am, acknowledged for my stubborn consistency in spite of setback after setback, i get to feel a little more real, more present in the world. i can't care if being man/butch/dyke/fag is contradictory: it's much healthier for me to give in and be that guy than to kill myself trying to avoid it. it feels dumb as shit to say this but i don't suddenly become something else just because you see my face or my art and decide it doesn't fit your criteria, or if our definitions don't line up, or if you don't like me, i wasn't different before i had surgery, nor because i had nonstandard surgery, or because i like the colour pink, or grow my hair out, or am fat, or sick, or need help, or sometimes wear... shorts? why would this modify me or anyone? even when i'm ignorantly they/themmed, i'm undiluted. even in a life rife with painful compromises, this won't be one. transition— becoming— being— is, if nothing else, a good effort at staying alive. yeah maybe i'll never look the part, maybe not everyone will agree on what or why i am, and the kind of man i am may by some standards be no man at all— but it's with a heart as light as air that i sadly must confess i could not give a fuck. it's my home! many times my only home. even in the face of further torture i cannot stand to diminish or rescind myself (though i urge all of us to do whatever keeps us safe.) i hope everyone has/finds just as comfortable a home for themselves. whatever of me i can't adjust into my ideal shape, i plan instead to fetishise until it rocks. then we're golden. the tags on the post say: afab however makes me want to eat a fucking gun like. like ohhhh right! nothing i can do will change it. i just have to be okay with people reminding me about my ~biology~ and lack of choice instead of just saying 'trans' but ANYWAY... i'm good
July 14, 2025 at 6:08 PM
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hellocloudy.bsky.social
hey, i made a terrible comic instead of working #makeaterriblecomicday2025
panel 1: a person is pointing on a bed where cats are lying in a way that leaves a vaguely human outline in the middle, saying "this is my hole!! it was made for me!! panel 2: a twisted shape of a person lies on the bed, screaling silently as the cats sleep peacefully in random positions
June 24, 2025 at 2:19 PM
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lancerstiler.bsky.social
#makeaterriblecomicday2025
Never talking about types with cishet people again
Cat girl: and whats your type? Raccoon boy: well um... I like fat hairy men. Cat girl: haha wait- fat? For real? Pff. Raccoon boy, angry: THE FUCK YOU MEAN "FOR REAL?"
June 24, 2025 at 5:34 PM
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zootzonk.bsky.social
April 23, 2025 at 4:04 PM
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harrisonkates.bsky.social
Pretty Girls Should Always Smile

#art #painting #t00vivid
March 2, 2025 at 1:35 PM
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coffinsneeze.bsky.social
our Mother she hungers
Graffiti reading“may the rotting flesh of kings feed the earth”
March 2, 2025 at 3:33 AM
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cheshirski.bsky.social
Monday mood
#FirstFRame

🎞️ Kodak ColorPlus redscaled
📷 Minox 35ML

#FirstFrameOfTheRoll
#BelieveInFillm
#FilmPhotography
#redscale
This is a photograph of a utility pole with multiple power lines extending in various directions against the sky. The image has a strong red and orange tint due to being shot on redscale film, which alters the color balance by reversing the film's light-sensitive layers. There are two prominent yellow-green light leaks across the top and middle of the image. These defects are likely due to light exposure on the first frame of the film roll, creating an overexposed effect. The overall aesthetic is surreal and striking, with deep contrast and an almost dystopian atmosphere. The silhouetted trees and cables add to the complexity of the composition.
February 17, 2025 at 9:11 AM