Toasty
@beansontoast4.bsky.social
I just woke up and I'm already tired again
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my monthly hyperfixation: crk/crob
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my monthly hyperfixation: crk/crob
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Urgh I have to make my bed but I don't wannaaaaa
But if I don't do it I can't go to sleep
I once fell asleep on my bean bag and damn did my back hurt
But if I don't do it I can't go to sleep
I once fell asleep on my bean bag and damn did my back hurt
February 9, 2026 at 12:26 AM
Urgh I have to make my bed but I don't wannaaaaa
But if I don't do it I can't go to sleep
I once fell asleep on my bean bag and damn did my back hurt
But if I don't do it I can't go to sleep
I once fell asleep on my bean bag and damn did my back hurt
I hate that ppl still call me chubby and that my thighs are so disgustingly fat that I can't wear dresses without looking stupid
Does it sound stupid that I get exited when I realize that after years of struggeling to lose weight that I can finally see my collar bones?
Does it sound stupid that I get exited when I realize that after years of struggeling to lose weight that I can finally see my collar bones?
February 7, 2026 at 10:49 AM
I hate that ppl still call me chubby and that my thighs are so disgustingly fat that I can't wear dresses without looking stupid
Does it sound stupid that I get exited when I realize that after years of struggeling to lose weight that I can finally see my collar bones?
Does it sound stupid that I get exited when I realize that after years of struggeling to lose weight that I can finally see my collar bones?
I'm a bit scared to use the scale cause I know that I fucked up
I ate way too much during my period cause of course I randomly get food cravings urgh I hate it
I'll try my best to at least skip one meal per day cause luckily my appetite has grown a lot smaller
I ate way too much during my period cause of course I randomly get food cravings urgh I hate it
I'll try my best to at least skip one meal per day cause luckily my appetite has grown a lot smaller
February 7, 2026 at 10:45 AM
I'm a bit scared to use the scale cause I know that I fucked up
I ate way too much during my period cause of course I randomly get food cravings urgh I hate it
I'll try my best to at least skip one meal per day cause luckily my appetite has grown a lot smaller
I ate way too much during my period cause of course I randomly get food cravings urgh I hate it
I'll try my best to at least skip one meal per day cause luckily my appetite has grown a lot smaller
Two more characters to go and maybe I'll also continue working on my bigger piece of Cherry Jam
God I love my OCs so much
God I love my OCs so much
February 2, 2026 at 5:17 PM
Two more characters to go and maybe I'll also continue working on my bigger piece of Cherry Jam
God I love my OCs so much
God I love my OCs so much
Oh my god I'm crying I finally finished his ref sheet
And guess what? Bitch is still orange great... But at least this shade of orange fits him I guess
And guess what? Bitch is still orange great... But at least this shade of orange fits him I guess
February 2, 2026 at 5:16 PM
Oh my god I'm crying I finally finished his ref sheet
And guess what? Bitch is still orange great... But at least this shade of orange fits him I guess
And guess what? Bitch is still orange great... But at least this shade of orange fits him I guess
God I can't decide a color scheme for this bitch
I hate myself
He deserves better than staying completely grey...
Orange just doesn't fit what I wanted...
I hate myself
He deserves better than staying completely grey...
Orange just doesn't fit what I wanted...
February 2, 2026 at 12:03 PM
God I can't decide a color scheme for this bitch
I hate myself
He deserves better than staying completely grey...
Orange just doesn't fit what I wanted...
I hate myself
He deserves better than staying completely grey...
Orange just doesn't fit what I wanted...
I'm not sure if I'm going to survive school tomorrow
I'm thinking about just not going there but I'm scared that I might get in trouble
I'm thinking about just not going there but I'm scared that I might get in trouble
February 1, 2026 at 9:25 PM
I'm not sure if I'm going to survive school tomorrow
I'm thinking about just not going there but I'm scared that I might get in trouble
I'm thinking about just not going there but I'm scared that I might get in trouble
I finally finished two of the five designs
One of the other three just needs some coloring
And the other two definetly need to be reworked I was so burned out when I drew them
One of the other three just needs some coloring
And the other two definetly need to be reworked I was so burned out when I drew them
February 1, 2026 at 9:24 PM
I finally finished two of the five designs
One of the other three just needs some coloring
And the other two definetly need to be reworked I was so burned out when I drew them
One of the other three just needs some coloring
And the other two definetly need to be reworked I was so burned out when I drew them
Update eight: we made it
I hope we find a way to open the doors
I hope we find a way to open the doors
Update seven: we're slowly getting to the station
The train is moving but it stops periodically and we're stuck again for a bit
I hope we can make it
We're finally near a small town so if we get stuck again help isn't far away
The train is moving but it stops periodically and we're stuck again for a bit
I hope we can make it
We're finally near a small town so if we get stuck again help isn't far away
Update six: the other train also had a power outage
It's completely dark now and the other train has problems with getting power too
We still don't have any power and the doors won't open
Train conductor is stressed out too and said that it'll take a while
It's completely dark now and the other train has problems with getting power too
We still don't have any power and the doors won't open
Train conductor is stressed out too and said that it'll take a while
February 1, 2026 at 5:34 PM
Update eight: we made it
I hope we find a way to open the doors
I hope we find a way to open the doors
Update seven: we're slowly getting to the station
The train is moving but it stops periodically and we're stuck again for a bit
I hope we can make it
We're finally near a small town so if we get stuck again help isn't far away
The train is moving but it stops periodically and we're stuck again for a bit
I hope we can make it
We're finally near a small town so if we get stuck again help isn't far away
Update six: the other train also had a power outage
It's completely dark now and the other train has problems with getting power too
We still don't have any power and the doors won't open
Train conductor is stressed out too and said that it'll take a while
It's completely dark now and the other train has problems with getting power too
We still don't have any power and the doors won't open
Train conductor is stressed out too and said that it'll take a while
Update five: help is there
The other train is going to drag ours to the trainstation soon (they said it'll take about 15min)
I'm still mentally unstable but I'm calm now
School will not be managable tomorrow
I'll try my best to stay neutral on my main
The other train is going to drag ours to the trainstation soon (they said it'll take about 15min)
I'm still mentally unstable but I'm calm now
School will not be managable tomorrow
I'll try my best to stay neutral on my main
February 1, 2026 at 5:30 PM
Update seven: we're slowly getting to the station
The train is moving but it stops periodically and we're stuck again for a bit
I hope we can make it
We're finally near a small town so if we get stuck again help isn't far away
The train is moving but it stops periodically and we're stuck again for a bit
I hope we can make it
We're finally near a small town so if we get stuck again help isn't far away
This is surely going to make headlines in my country
God I just want to go Home and forget everything
God I just want to go Home and forget everything
February 1, 2026 at 5:10 PM
This is surely going to make headlines in my country
God I just want to go Home and forget everything
God I just want to go Home and forget everything
It's so dark...
I'm scared that smth might Happen now
It already almost happened on wednesday but I was able to fight against it
I'm scared that smth might Happen now
It already almost happened on wednesday but I was able to fight against it
February 1, 2026 at 5:03 PM
It's so dark...
I'm scared that smth might Happen now
It already almost happened on wednesday but I was able to fight against it
I'm scared that smth might Happen now
It already almost happened on wednesday but I was able to fight against it
I'll not go back to my main for a while
I can't pretend like everything is fine, I'm so unstable rn and might break down soon
I talked to a friend and they suggested me to get myself tested for smth cause it's very possible that there's a reason why I'm so unstable
I can't pretend like everything is fine, I'm so unstable rn and might break down soon
I talked to a friend and they suggested me to get myself tested for smth cause it's very possible that there's a reason why I'm so unstable
February 1, 2026 at 5:00 PM
I'll not go back to my main for a while
I can't pretend like everything is fine, I'm so unstable rn and might break down soon
I talked to a friend and they suggested me to get myself tested for smth cause it's very possible that there's a reason why I'm so unstable
I can't pretend like everything is fine, I'm so unstable rn and might break down soon
I talked to a friend and they suggested me to get myself tested for smth cause it's very possible that there's a reason why I'm so unstable
I don't know if I can get home...
Ppl are slowly panicking and it's getting more noisy
Ppl are slowly panicking and it's getting more noisy
February 1, 2026 at 4:57 PM
I don't know if I can get home...
Ppl are slowly panicking and it's getting more noisy
Ppl are slowly panicking and it's getting more noisy
Update six: the other train also had a power outage
It's completely dark now and the other train has problems with getting power too
We still don't have any power and the doors won't open
Train conductor is stressed out too and said that it'll take a while
It's completely dark now and the other train has problems with getting power too
We still don't have any power and the doors won't open
Train conductor is stressed out too and said that it'll take a while
Update five: help is there
The other train is going to drag ours to the trainstation soon (they said it'll take about 15min)
I'm still mentally unstable but I'm calm now
School will not be managable tomorrow
I'll try my best to stay neutral on my main
The other train is going to drag ours to the trainstation soon (they said it'll take about 15min)
I'm still mentally unstable but I'm calm now
School will not be managable tomorrow
I'll try my best to stay neutral on my main
Update four: false alarm
It wasn't the new train, they just removed the breaks
So we're still stuck, it's getting really dark rn
Im not panicking that much anymore, I'm rather bored...
It wasn't the new train, they just removed the breaks
So we're still stuck, it's getting really dark rn
Im not panicking that much anymore, I'm rather bored...
February 1, 2026 at 4:56 PM
Update six: the other train also had a power outage
It's completely dark now and the other train has problems with getting power too
We still don't have any power and the doors won't open
Train conductor is stressed out too and said that it'll take a while
It's completely dark now and the other train has problems with getting power too
We still don't have any power and the doors won't open
Train conductor is stressed out too and said that it'll take a while
Update five: help is there
The other train is going to drag ours to the trainstation soon (they said it'll take about 15min)
I'm still mentally unstable but I'm calm now
School will not be managable tomorrow
I'll try my best to stay neutral on my main
The other train is going to drag ours to the trainstation soon (they said it'll take about 15min)
I'm still mentally unstable but I'm calm now
School will not be managable tomorrow
I'll try my best to stay neutral on my main
Update four: false alarm
It wasn't the new train, they just removed the breaks
So we're still stuck, it's getting really dark rn
Im not panicking that much anymore, I'm rather bored...
It wasn't the new train, they just removed the breaks
So we're still stuck, it's getting really dark rn
Im not panicking that much anymore, I'm rather bored...
Update three: Help is there I guess
Smth just bumped into us, I believe it's the new train that's going to drag ours to the next train station
There are teenagers outside who just got here they can't help us but they are watching
I don't blame them it's pretty unusual seeing a stranded train
Smth just bumped into us, I believe it's the new train that's going to drag ours to the next train station
There are teenagers outside who just got here they can't help us but they are watching
I don't blame them it's pretty unusual seeing a stranded train
February 1, 2026 at 4:31 PM
Update five: help is there
The other train is going to drag ours to the trainstation soon (they said it'll take about 15min)
I'm still mentally unstable but I'm calm now
School will not be managable tomorrow
I'll try my best to stay neutral on my main
The other train is going to drag ours to the trainstation soon (they said it'll take about 15min)
I'm still mentally unstable but I'm calm now
School will not be managable tomorrow
I'll try my best to stay neutral on my main
Update four: false alarm
It wasn't the new train, they just removed the breaks
So we're still stuck, it's getting really dark rn
Im not panicking that much anymore, I'm rather bored...
It wasn't the new train, they just removed the breaks
So we're still stuck, it's getting really dark rn
Im not panicking that much anymore, I'm rather bored...
Update three: Help is there I guess
Smth just bumped into us, I believe it's the new train that's going to drag ours to the next train station
There are teenagers outside who just got here they can't help us but they are watching
I don't blame them it's pretty unusual seeing a stranded train
Smth just bumped into us, I believe it's the new train that's going to drag ours to the next train station
There are teenagers outside who just got here they can't help us but they are watching
I don't blame them it's pretty unusual seeing a stranded train
February 1, 2026 at 4:23 PM
Update four: false alarm
It wasn't the new train, they just removed the breaks
So we're still stuck, it's getting really dark rn
Im not panicking that much anymore, I'm rather bored...
It wasn't the new train, they just removed the breaks
So we're still stuck, it's getting really dark rn
Im not panicking that much anymore, I'm rather bored...
Update three: Help is there I guess
Smth just bumped into us, I believe it's the new train that's going to drag ours to the next train station
There are teenagers outside who just got here they can't help us but they are watching
I don't blame them it's pretty unusual seeing a stranded train
Smth just bumped into us, I believe it's the new train that's going to drag ours to the next train station
There are teenagers outside who just got here they can't help us but they are watching
I don't blame them it's pretty unusual seeing a stranded train
February 1, 2026 at 4:20 PM
Update three: Help is there I guess
Smth just bumped into us, I believe it's the new train that's going to drag ours to the next train station
There are teenagers outside who just got here they can't help us but they are watching
I don't blame them it's pretty unusual seeing a stranded train
Smth just bumped into us, I believe it's the new train that's going to drag ours to the next train station
There are teenagers outside who just got here they can't help us but they are watching
I don't blame them it's pretty unusual seeing a stranded train
I don't know what to do rn like I have to wait until we get help but I'm panicking rn and need smth to calm myself down
The people are so noisy and loud like I can't blame them but still-
I've been stuck for like an hour now...
The people are so noisy and loud like I can't blame them but still-
I've been stuck for like an hour now...
February 1, 2026 at 4:08 PM
I don't know what to do rn like I have to wait until we get help but I'm panicking rn and need smth to calm myself down
The people are so noisy and loud like I can't blame them but still-
I've been stuck for like an hour now...
The people are so noisy and loud like I can't blame them but still-
I've been stuck for like an hour now...
Second update: the lights are gone
They turned on for like two minutes and everyone was cheering but now it went out again
I had to use the bathroom in the dark with just my flash from my phone as a light and water doesn't work either...
They turned on for like two minutes and everyone was cheering but now it went out again
I had to use the bathroom in the dark with just my flash from my phone as a light and water doesn't work either...
Short update: we'll get help in about an hour hopefully
My mental state is worsening rn and I don't know if I'm able to go back to my main
My mental state is worsening rn and I don't know if I'm able to go back to my main
As if this week couldn't get worse I'm literally stuck on the train rn due to a power outage
February 1, 2026 at 4:05 PM
Second update: the lights are gone
They turned on for like two minutes and everyone was cheering but now it went out again
I had to use the bathroom in the dark with just my flash from my phone as a light and water doesn't work either...
They turned on for like two minutes and everyone was cheering but now it went out again
I had to use the bathroom in the dark with just my flash from my phone as a light and water doesn't work either...
Short update: we'll get help in about an hour hopefully
My mental state is worsening rn and I don't know if I'm able to go back to my main
My mental state is worsening rn and I don't know if I'm able to go back to my main
As if this week couldn't get worse I'm literally stuck on the train rn due to a power outage
February 1, 2026 at 3:38 PM
Short update: we'll get help in about an hour hopefully
My mental state is worsening rn and I don't know if I'm able to go back to my main
My mental state is worsening rn and I don't know if I'm able to go back to my main
As if this week couldn't get worse I'm literally stuck on the train rn due to a power outage
February 1, 2026 at 3:00 PM
As if this week couldn't get worse I'm literally stuck on the train rn due to a power outage
I'm now a proud polly pocket bunny basket set owner (˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶)♡
I'm a legal adult btw
I'm a legal adult btw
January 28, 2026 at 9:55 PM
I'm now a proud polly pocket bunny basket set owner (˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶)♡
I'm a legal adult btw
I'm a legal adult btw
The actual names:
Choco Soufflé
Flødeboller Cream
Royal Icing
Cherry Pie
Marzipan Pie/Marzipan Cream
Cherry Jam
Orange Jelly
Butterkuchen
Choco Soufflé
Flødeboller Cream
Royal Icing
Cherry Pie
Marzipan Pie/Marzipan Cream
Cherry Jam
Orange Jelly
Butterkuchen
Goofy aah nicknames that are cursed af but bitch is too lazy to write their full name all the time:
ChoSou
FløCre (why does it sound french when said out loud)
RoyIc
CherPi
MarPi
CherJa
OJelly
BuKu
I'm gonna cry wtf is this and why is it so damn funny
ChoSou
FløCre (why does it sound french when said out loud)
RoyIc
CherPi
MarPi
CherJa
OJelly
BuKu
I'm gonna cry wtf is this and why is it so damn funny
January 28, 2026 at 9:39 PM
The actual names:
Choco Soufflé
Flødeboller Cream
Royal Icing
Cherry Pie
Marzipan Pie/Marzipan Cream
Cherry Jam
Orange Jelly
Butterkuchen
Choco Soufflé
Flødeboller Cream
Royal Icing
Cherry Pie
Marzipan Pie/Marzipan Cream
Cherry Jam
Orange Jelly
Butterkuchen
Maybe I should drop their actual names so it makes sense huh
Blueberry Muffin
Milkcrown
Appeltaart
Blueberry Muffin
Milkcrown
Appeltaart
Okay I might have added three new unplanned characters to my au oops
Their cursed nicknames would be:
BluMu
MilCro
ApTa
You're welcome
Their cursed nicknames would be:
BluMu
MilCro
ApTa
You're welcome
January 28, 2026 at 9:37 PM
Maybe I should drop their actual names so it makes sense huh
Blueberry Muffin
Milkcrown
Appeltaart
Blueberry Muffin
Milkcrown
Appeltaart