It only seems to happen to me when I want to do something, which just leaves me baffled about why I do this. If I could get through this I would probably be drawing a lot more, I just don't know how to make my body actually fucking do something even though I desperately want to do it.

I can't tell if I'm just really lazy and I'm trying to justify it or if there's something else going on. My immediate thoughts are to either ADHD or Autism but I'm skeptical of my diagnoses so I'm not really sure, and I don't know how to explain this in a way a search engine would understand.

This happens way too often and I'm growing increasingly concerned about it. I bought a cheap tablet with intent to dedicate myself to learning to use it 3 years ago, and in that time I've done basically nothing. I'm lucky if I can make my body move long enough to play a game for a couple of hours.

I'm stuck thinking the entire time "why am I not moving?" "Come on, get up and do something" but I just don't. I'm not doing anything, I'm not watching videos or scrolling through social media, I just stare out desperately trying to move when my body just won't do it. Why the fuck does this happen?

I can see this post.

That's good to know, thank you!

Would writing something basic like "commission payment" with no further information cause any problems?

I think she did a wonderful job playing Yuzuha, and I wish only the best for her in the future.