so so wild that, in just the past 24 hours alone, my ex-best friend posted about how much she adores her new best friend, & then out of the blue, i got a call from my manipulative ex-partner who i've been no-contact with for 2 months. mind you, these people are both IN THEIR THIRTIES 💀 i canttt lmao

my ex boyfriend is currently making playlists about how he views women as females, how he gets "as much pussy as he wants", and how he will threaten to kill any girl who tries to ever cross him again. so, safe to say i dodged a bullet by breaking up with him last year... jesus

yeahhhhh... lmao, ok so it's been rough...😓🥲 but honestly, SO GRATEFUL for taylor and ttpd for getting me through this breakup. that relatable moment when their impressionist paintings of heaven turned out to be fakes, and how i would've died for their sins, but instead i just died inside 🤪😭

on further reflection, maybe my last two exes were actually being incredibly sweet and empathetic to me when they were manipulating me and treating me so awfully! perhaps they were thinking, "i see that bailey doesn't yet relate to taylor swift's lyrics as deeply as she could - here, we can help!"😌

And I just wanna tell you
It takes everything in me not to call you
And I wish I could run to you
And I hope you know that every time I don't
I almost do
I almost do
Oh, we made quite a mess, babe
It's probably better off this way
And I confess, babe
In my dreams you're touching my face

"you're so funny"

thanks! i had to google "how prevent panic attacks before hanging out with friends" and read the results for an hour until it was time to come over :)