It has been over eight months since I actually lived by myself in this fucking house. With a cat. A modern single mom.
And you know what? I don’t feel any different from the past.
And you know what? I don’t feel any different from the past.
February 17, 2026 at 8:52 AM
It has been over eight months since I actually lived by myself in this fucking house. With a cat. A modern single mom.
And you know what? I don’t feel any different from the past.
And you know what? I don’t feel any different from the past.
If there’s a war, which I think there will be, I’m open to dying.
I’ve always wanted to love. To love in every way, in everything. And I feel like there’s nothing left for me to receive or even give. At least not for me. I’m done.
I’ve always wanted to love. To love in every way, in everything. And I feel like there’s nothing left for me to receive or even give. At least not for me. I’m done.
February 17, 2026 at 8:38 AM
If there’s a war, which I think there will be, I’m open to dying.
I’ve always wanted to love. To love in every way, in everything. And I feel like there’s nothing left for me to receive or even give. At least not for me. I’m done.
I’ve always wanted to love. To love in every way, in everything. And I feel like there’s nothing left for me to receive or even give. At least not for me. I’m done.
I dreamed last night about a stranger who harassed me on the phone while I was alone and panicked. It was a normal night. Also, Jorge was acting crazy, screaming and running all across the house. It was horrible, and I felt devastated.
February 17, 2026 at 7:41 AM
I dreamed last night about a stranger who harassed me on the phone while I was alone and panicked. It was a normal night. Also, Jorge was acting crazy, screaming and running all across the house. It was horrible, and I felt devastated.
force myself to fantasize and sleep on it. Absolute failure.
February 16, 2026 at 10:44 PM
force myself to fantasize and sleep on it. Absolute failure.
I can’t even cry. I just exist without living.
February 16, 2026 at 10:00 PM
I can’t even cry. I just exist without living.
He's method acting on me. Grow up, idiot!
February 16, 2026 at 7:17 PM
He's method acting on me. Grow up, idiot!
All the butterflies in my heart have turned into spiders.
February 16, 2026 at 4:15 PM
All the butterflies in my heart have turned into spiders.
The other day, I wrote in my diary "fulfilled by feeling seen." And today was the opposite. Magic.
February 16, 2026 at 4:12 PM
The other day, I wrote in my diary "fulfilled by feeling seen." And today was the opposite. Magic.
Of course "نه همین لباس زیباست نشان آدمیت", but dude. Be handsome.
February 16, 2026 at 2:44 PM
Of course "نه همین لباس زیباست نشان آدمیت", but dude. Be handsome.
Welcome to my PMS zone. Watch out.
February 16, 2026 at 2:36 PM
Welcome to my PMS zone. Watch out.
Miss my tangerine 🍊
February 16, 2026 at 7:32 AM
Miss my tangerine 🍊
Every time I hear words pour out of his lips, it reminds me how deeply, cruelly, and selfishly I love him.
Fuck this world.
Fuck this world.
February 15, 2026 at 10:11 PM
Every time I hear words pour out of his lips, it reminds me how deeply, cruelly, and selfishly I love him.
Fuck this world.
Fuck this world.
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My boss wants everyone IN THE OFFICE tomorrow, at a time when I’m still not loaded and can’t even tell left from right. PAIN.
February 15, 2026 at 7:21 PM
My boss wants everyone IN THE OFFICE tomorrow, at a time when I’m still not loaded and can’t even tell left from right. PAIN.
As my last gift to him, and naturally to myself, I staged the luxury divorce.
February 15, 2026 at 6:39 PM
As my last gift to him, and naturally to myself, I staged the luxury divorce.
I think I tricked my therapist, saying everything just to say nothing.
February 15, 2026 at 6:35 PM
I think I tricked my therapist, saying everything just to say nothing.
In the end, I’ll get over it، maybe all of it.
But I’m not sure what will remain.
A more bitter person. More comfortable within my own disappointment.
But I’m not sure what will remain.
A more bitter person. More comfortable within my own disappointment.
February 15, 2026 at 4:13 PM
In the end, I’ll get over it، maybe all of it.
But I’m not sure what will remain.
A more bitter person. More comfortable within my own disappointment.
But I’m not sure what will remain.
A more bitter person. More comfortable within my own disappointment.
I decided to tweet—or whatever this is—in English here. This thirst to write just keeps overflowing from me, in every moment.
February 15, 2026 at 3:15 PM
I decided to tweet—or whatever this is—in English here. This thirst to write just keeps overflowing from me, in every moment.
Somehow I feel dizzy and confused, anxious and broken. But deep in my heart, I know I’ll survive. Like a cockroach.
February 15, 2026 at 3:10 PM
Somehow I feel dizzy and confused, anxious and broken. But deep in my heart, I know I’ll survive. Like a cockroach.
I did all the hard work.
February 15, 2026 at 12:24 PM
I did all the hard work.
Do not buy friendship or comfort نادان.
February 15, 2026 at 7:49 AM
Do not buy friendship or comfort نادان.
تا کی دنیا دست مرداست؟
June 26, 2025 at 12:05 AM
تا کی دنیا دست مرداست؟
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دوستان من واقعا احتیاج دارم پولدار بشم
June 10, 2025 at 3:20 PM
دوستان من واقعا احتیاج دارم پولدار بشم
