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今までのこと全部
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だからわたし
もう間違わないように
今までのこと全部
夢ってことにしたんだ
A haiku to rheumatism:
Joints on my arm hurt a lot
Why would they do that
I woke up and now cant sleep bc it rly hurts
Its snowing on mt fuji
Joints on my arm hurt a lot
Why would they do that
I woke up and now cant sleep bc it rly hurts
Its snowing on mt fuji
February 6, 2026 at 2:46 AM
A haiku to rheumatism:
Joints on my arm hurt a lot
Why would they do that
I woke up and now cant sleep bc it rly hurts
Its snowing on mt fuji
Joints on my arm hurt a lot
Why would they do that
I woke up and now cant sleep bc it rly hurts
Its snowing on mt fuji
There are many benefits of taking t
But theres also the "few days before taking t" thing.
But theres also the "few days before taking t" thing.
February 5, 2026 at 10:54 PM
There are many benefits of taking t
But theres also the "few days before taking t" thing.
But theres also the "few days before taking t" thing.
"Wait maybe itll get better since there were rumours that they found more copies?"
Oh, poor child. You innocent soul. You naïve fool.
Yes, all are above ~$270.
Oh, poor child. You innocent soul. You naïve fool.
Yes, all are above ~$270.
February 5, 2026 at 6:20 PM
"Wait maybe itll get better since there were rumours that they found more copies?"
Oh, poor child. You innocent soul. You naïve fool.
Yes, all are above ~$270.
Oh, poor child. You innocent soul. You naïve fool.
Yes, all are above ~$270.
Making a confession on bsky as if i literally killed someone
I got so anxious lmao
I got so anxious lmao
February 5, 2026 at 2:04 PM
Making a confession on bsky as if i literally killed someone
I got so anxious lmao
I got so anxious lmao
Post wine clarity:
Fuck that bitch im not gonna go bald from her stressing me out.
Just bc this happened doesnt mean im worthless and i dont deserve anything.
My bday is this month and im not gonna torture myself bc of one prof who has ego issues.
Fuck that bitch im not gonna go bald from her stressing me out.
Just bc this happened doesnt mean im worthless and i dont deserve anything.
My bday is this month and im not gonna torture myself bc of one prof who has ego issues.
February 5, 2026 at 12:05 PM
Post wine clarity:
Fuck that bitch im not gonna go bald from her stressing me out.
Just bc this happened doesnt mean im worthless and i dont deserve anything.
My bday is this month and im not gonna torture myself bc of one prof who has ego issues.
Fuck that bitch im not gonna go bald from her stressing me out.
Just bc this happened doesnt mean im worthless and i dont deserve anything.
My bday is this month and im not gonna torture myself bc of one prof who has ego issues.
Also also i got scared i have +30 notifs on alt
But i forgor im on main.
But i forgor im on main.
February 5, 2026 at 2:10 AM
Also also i got scared i have +30 notifs on alt
But i forgor im on main.
But i forgor im on main.
Also i dont feel my feet.
February 5, 2026 at 2:09 AM
Also i dont feel my feet.
In my father era.
February 5, 2026 at 2:08 AM
In my father era.
Oomf reposted my start-of-the-meltdown post on main and like.
I like you oomf. And ig you just liked the meme. But that feels a bit weird to me.
I like you oomf. And ig you just liked the meme. But that feels a bit weird to me.
February 4, 2026 at 11:44 PM
Oomf reposted my start-of-the-meltdown post on main and like.
I like you oomf. And ig you just liked the meme. But that feels a bit weird to me.
I like you oomf. And ig you just liked the meme. But that feels a bit weird to me.
Might regret it
February 4, 2026 at 11:25 PM
Might regret it
I dont think i should buy myself a bday gift bc i dont deserve it now ehh
February 4, 2026 at 10:48 PM
I dont think i should buy myself a bday gift bc i dont deserve it now ehh
Last thing she sent me was 🫂
...atp i think 90% of altoomfs have the same reaction to that emoji.
...atp i think 90% of altoomfs have the same reaction to that emoji.
February 4, 2026 at 2:52 PM
Last thing she sent me was 🫂
...atp i think 90% of altoomfs have the same reaction to that emoji.
...atp i think 90% of altoomfs have the same reaction to that emoji.
Also a girl who studied with us but took a break dmed me asking "hiiiii do you have notes for []?"
She only dms me when she wants something. And she picked the worst moment to do that.
Im so done with everything i just blocked her.
She only dms me when she wants something. And she picked the worst moment to do that.
Im so done with everything i just blocked her.
February 4, 2026 at 2:48 PM
Also a girl who studied with us but took a break dmed me asking "hiiiii do you have notes for []?"
She only dms me when she wants something. And she picked the worst moment to do that.
Im so done with everything i just blocked her.
She only dms me when she wants something. And she picked the worst moment to do that.
Im so done with everything i just blocked her.
Im sorry for that spam especially since theres a very big and very real issue happening
I think ill just leave socials for today.
I think ill just leave socials for today.
February 4, 2026 at 2:44 PM
Im sorry for that spam especially since theres a very big and very real issue happening
I think ill just leave socials for today.
I think ill just leave socials for today.
I have that file open on my laptop and i cant even look at it without feeling sick and im not even being dramatic in text. Maybe dramatic in... myself. But yeah im built from fucking sugar glass when it comes to stuff like that
February 4, 2026 at 2:43 PM
I have that file open on my laptop and i cant even look at it without feeling sick and im not even being dramatic in text. Maybe dramatic in... myself. But yeah im built from fucking sugar glass when it comes to stuff like that
Im less than a human being and for the most part im ok with it
But things like that where its apparent that im incapable of anything make me feel like trash.
I wish i was able to do anything that was ok.
But things like that where its apparent that im incapable of anything make me feel like trash.
I wish i was able to do anything that was ok.
February 4, 2026 at 2:42 PM
Im less than a human being and for the most part im ok with it
But things like that where its apparent that im incapable of anything make me feel like trash.
I wish i was able to do anything that was ok.
But things like that where its apparent that im incapable of anything make me feel like trash.
I wish i was able to do anything that was ok.
I feel like i wanna cry and its making things even worse bc i literally cant cry when its sth about myself
So i get irritated by that
And its this stupid cycle of my wanting to destroy myself
So i get irritated by that
And its this stupid cycle of my wanting to destroy myself
February 4, 2026 at 2:40 PM
I feel like i wanna cry and its making things even worse bc i literally cant cry when its sth about myself
So i get irritated by that
And its this stupid cycle of my wanting to destroy myself
So i get irritated by that
And its this stupid cycle of my wanting to destroy myself
I was excited for that break, i had plans and i even thought ill buy something for myself as a bday gift.
But now i cant relax, cant do things i wanted to and i cant buy anything bc i dont deserve it
But now i cant relax, cant do things i wanted to and i cant buy anything bc i dont deserve it
February 4, 2026 at 2:38 PM
I was excited for that break, i had plans and i even thought ill buy something for myself as a bday gift.
But now i cant relax, cant do things i wanted to and i cant buy anything bc i dont deserve it
But now i cant relax, cant do things i wanted to and i cant buy anything bc i dont deserve it
Im about 2 steps from coming back to all of my bad habits BC OF THAT ONE FUCKING FILE
February 4, 2026 at 2:37 PM
Im about 2 steps from coming back to all of my bad habits BC OF THAT ONE FUCKING FILE
If its all wrong just tell me what to do instead of making me guess? Part of me wants to go to that meeting with her and show her my diagnosis or sth bc i just cant understand that woman and her "well its your job"
ITS MY JOB TO WRITE THE FUCKING THING NOT TO READ YOUR MIND
ITS MY JOB TO WRITE THE FUCKING THING NOT TO READ YOUR MIND
February 4, 2026 at 2:37 PM
If its all wrong just tell me what to do instead of making me guess? Part of me wants to go to that meeting with her and show her my diagnosis or sth bc i just cant understand that woman and her "well its your job"
ITS MY JOB TO WRITE THE FUCKING THING NOT TO READ YOUR MIND
ITS MY JOB TO WRITE THE FUCKING THING NOT TO READ YOUR MIND
I made ONE small mistake in that file and she just had to point that out. Well im sorry im just stupid, youre not the only one thats surprised i got accepted into masters
February 4, 2026 at 2:34 PM
I made ONE small mistake in that file and she just had to point that out. Well im sorry im just stupid, youre not the only one thats surprised i got accepted into masters
I wanna hide in my bed and never leave please let me live like that id literally go with anyone as long as they allow me to do that ill do whatever theyll want me to i just dont want to participate in real life its not for me i cant take it i dont wanna think id rather just be an object please
February 4, 2026 at 2:33 PM
I wanna hide in my bed and never leave please let me live like that id literally go with anyone as long as they allow me to do that ill do whatever theyll want me to i just dont want to participate in real life its not for me i cant take it i dont wanna think id rather just be an object please
Fuck i will so bad now, how am i supposed to eat dinner
And i cant even leave half of it bc im already being judged for not eating
And i cant even leave half of it bc im already being judged for not eating
February 4, 2026 at 2:31 PM
Fuck i will so bad now, how am i supposed to eat dinner
And i cant even leave half of it bc im already being judged for not eating
And i cant even leave half of it bc im already being judged for not eating
Im here only bc my family told me to go
And bc it gives me 2 more years of knowing i wont end up on the streets bc im incapable of living.
And bc it gives me 2 more years of knowing i wont end up on the streets bc im incapable of living.
February 4, 2026 at 2:30 PM
Im here only bc my family told me to go
And bc it gives me 2 more years of knowing i wont end up on the streets bc im incapable of living.
And bc it gives me 2 more years of knowing i wont end up on the streets bc im incapable of living.
I hate how that prof needs everything to be perfect
I get it that youll be judged for your performance too. But idgaf anymore. I can finish this degree with the lowest grade. No one will care what grade you got on your stupid paper when theyll be deciding if they wanna hire you
I get it that youll be judged for your performance too. But idgaf anymore. I can finish this degree with the lowest grade. No one will care what grade you got on your stupid paper when theyll be deciding if they wanna hire you
February 4, 2026 at 2:29 PM
I hate how that prof needs everything to be perfect
I get it that youll be judged for your performance too. But idgaf anymore. I can finish this degree with the lowest grade. No one will care what grade you got on your stupid paper when theyll be deciding if they wanna hire you
I get it that youll be judged for your performance too. But idgaf anymore. I can finish this degree with the lowest grade. No one will care what grade you got on your stupid paper when theyll be deciding if they wanna hire you