im rambling bad now but also most social media is a self obsession platform where everyone has their own mini podium so i can say whatever i want lol

i have to assume i am not a good artist or maybe not an interesting one or some other shit i dont know. i dont really make art with the intent for it to be seen by others, so maybe thats why. i hate making things for other people though because they are very diverse and hard to understand.

when i try just existing on social media literally nothing happens and its a huge waste of time. it feels like some people have a proclivity to become popular and i Dont. ive made maybe 1 friend off of social media and it was a very small platform

i dont rlly know which apps i mesh with the best either, i tried tumblr and it feels like everyone sucks there, and i dont rlly like character limits or learning the lay of the land of new platforms. like idrk what the point of posting is bc i dont rlly get anything out of it...?

WHY THIS GET POSTED WITH A LINEBREAK IN THE MIDDLE. bsky mobile moment (i can barely type)

you people cannot be liking that fast what