this made my brain jump to “all the single enchiladies”

sorry if anyone disagrees and wants to point out i am actually pretty unlikeable sometimes, i hope this didn’t offend anyone 😱

(jk)

(only half jk)

affirmation: i actually am a likeable woman, and my issue of not daring to ask for what i want/need from other people is not based on justified fears of today

(and then literally while i was talking with my new therapist, my old therapist emailed me back to thank me for the painting and message i sent 🥹)

so heart? runnething over.

and also had conversation about realistically what is going on with (not) advancing relationships, so my homework this week is to take at least one courageous healthy risk to have more interpersonal connection

eeeeek!!! 😬

although, when i went to look at cis women models wearing low-rise jeans, the first examples i saw all had fabric bunching up at the front too, which would stress me yet nobody else would think twice about

i meant specifically if the crotch is bulging out in a clocky way but yes, absolutely agree in general 😞

i should buy low-rise pants in future

overthinking it: these are women's jeans, but they sit so low on my narrow hips — i can't bear a tight waistline on my actual waist — without actually being low-rise jeans that i get all that excess material bunched up at the front and sighhhh

(things that only newly-transitioning women worry over)

i had to be proactive to sort out hrt (lost referral between doctors offices) and then again to even get into the correct bottom surgery referral process, and oh it goes so hard against the grain of my personality 😕

amazing!!!

i hope the nurse gives me clarity on how long the wait for my next step will be, but everything seems very vague here until you actually get an appointment

i had assumed this was him attempting 49 and 50 … are all his pull-ups this desperate?