Congratulations! You’re finally free from the burdens of it all, but you left everyone behind. Now what will you do?

This tunnel vision to a twisted promised land blinds him to other pathways to happiness. Accepting genuine connections or friendship with others would only distract him, when he knows the end goal.

But if he ever reaches the end of the tunnel, he’ll have to reckon with the lonesome abyss it is

“I want to be the strongest so no one can bring me down”

And certainly never back to the vulnerable places he’s been in before.

His whole life and afterlife have been within a system of haves and have-nots. I don’t think he simply wants to be at the top of the food chain, I think he wants to be above the food chain altogether, no longer in competition, free to do as he pleases when he pleases

He certainly relishes in domination, but I don’t think he’s motivated by it.

Each battle he wins is joyous because he gets closer to becoming unstoppable, uncontrollable by anyone or any force

At this point, I'm deliberately avoiding news and blocking every negative comment or post I see online, because I refuse to let the world ruin my Christmas 😤😤😤