love too do exactly what everyone says not to do (live in between genders for many years and piss everybody off waiting for hrt to kill the brainworms)

maybe my parents know? what the fuck am i doing lol

i cannot believe everyone let me walk around like that for so long when they fucking knew. what the fuck!

there is still time

making me too aware of my cuticles

i think i am ok going to green apple books the balboa and the roxie alone in the dark and that might be it right now. panda express sometimes. i did go to safeway last night, that was ok

its fucking cool to watch a movie 20 times, raea. you're doing the right thing

parasocial i guess but i just think she deserves to see her fans looking after themselves, tits getting bigger each time they come to town, etc

they're getting pretty "good" jobs doing this! like director level shit at known firms just saying "outsourcing your reasoning facilities to a roulette wheel is a great idea and definitely not harder than doing it normal style"

and yes you seemed to find the normal style pretty hard, so

"ai" for software development is just three cueing as a service and for some fellas - particularly those being dragged by their ankles through every work or school task by others - that's indistinguishable from what they were already doing. magic!

the hard part is having any creativity available when i'm both tired and frantically ruminating about something else

how can i relate to the inner life of a bird with enough detail to pay respects to the bird and its world