Precious tool tbh

So here I am, working a shitty minimum wage retail job part time, checked out mentally most days, never leaving the house unless it's for work... things haven't been great for quite some time tbh so I'm sorry I don't really talk to anyone anymore

And it's kinda like... I'd love being an operator, but my brief time as a mechanic was so cool too. I miss twisting wrenches and getting into the guts of a 17 ton machine, but I also miss operating those same vehicles

I want to do everything, but in trying to do so I have ended up doing nothing

I really miss the teachers there, they were chill and they were funny and they were knowledgeable and experienced, and they really made the course even better.
I miss Ange especially, he was my favourite - he was probably everyone's favourite.
I don't want to let him down, but I'm afraid I have

God I love your art, it's just so warm and cozy