I have to wait till 10am bruh

Dude that’s a really good movie and definitely a healthy way to view art 😭✨ I need to rewatch it

That’s what I’m getting for Ethan as well!! I do not go there but understand the hype !

part of me wants to stream art again too but I would legit just struggle and crash out internally right now

like now I know I'm autistic, but god I wish I knew earlier so I could tell those people that and maybe they would of given me a chance/benefit of the doubt. But no use dwelling on it, it just makes me sad for my younger self lol

but theres kind of a new found frustration/ annoyance that Ive been feeling. like I think back at some interactions I had and wanna shake some people and be like "I AM NOT THE PERSON THAT BULLIED YOU, STOP THINKING THE WORSE OF ME AND KNOW I AM 100% SERIOUS WHEN I TALK TO YOU!!!!"

but what I noticed with some people I tried to get to know in the . they always misinterpreted my intentons based on their old bully. and expect the worst of me. It definitely left me confused and misunderstood in my 20s

but they'll act weary of me. And I realize now theyre projecting their highschool mean girl bully on my intentions. Like when I say I like how you dress or youre so cool, I am being 100% honest. I'm not trying to make you look like a fool. In fact in the past I was bullied the same way

😭

You’re right, 🥺 I get so impatient and wanna speed through this part, it definitely feels like sometimes I worry I will lose it . But I just gotta be patient 😭…

Thank you, art block is killing me rn 😭

If only it was that easy 😭