And that's not to say I accomplished nothing this year! I did some really cool shit!

I just wish I could *do more* and actively grow my community instead of feeling stagnant.

And yeah we always say that numbers aren't everything, but being locked out of opportunities when this is my only source of income as a disabled creator is really stressful. I am trying my best to be present and show up but whooo boy it's been hard with everything going on.

These feelings always tend to come up around this time of year with me realizing I've not accomplished everything I set out to do within the year. It feels even more heavy with being rejected by multiple creator programs for not holding a higher CCV.

I fucking wish dude 😭 I'm so glad you saw this though since you were literally just talking about the cancelation the other day

Literally massive news! And so deserved!

got my fingers crossed for you!

LETS FUCKING GOOOO????!!!

I just don't understand how anyone can look at the games industry and be like "yeah, you know what, genAI good, paying people bad"