so fuckin cute

would be nice. everyone i want to hang out with is so far away

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i feel it's normal to think about these things. but in the end we know who we are. trust yourself, always. ❤️

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thank you. it is sometimes hard to feel like i can talk about having a not perfect experience with this in our community.

but what I'm trying to say is talking with other girls who had happier experiences is much more likely to align with what your experience would be.

what i can say is that my experiences are not normal. everyone's is unique, but mostly fall within a similar range. but i had things that didn't quite hit that median. i had a few problems. your experience would be different and very likely much better. look at other girlie's experiences over mine.

it's weird; i don't regret getting surgery. i love not having a cock. but I'm so sad and frustrated and feel so trapped and betrayed by my body. this was supposed to free me and instead my fucking flesh found another way to keep me bound.

i think a big part of my problem is the issues and complations I've had after surgery. not my surgeon's fault, mind, my body's. that's important to note. i feel betrayed by my own being. i honestly feel worse living in my body than i did before.

you truly are beautiful, for what that's worth. i know as much as anyone that shit doesn't internalize.

*hugs*

I'm so sorry. it is the worst feeling.

it sucks. i want physical companionship so badly, but I'm so shamed by how i look and how i feel about myself in general. i don't know how to reach out anymore. or if i can follow through. or if i even will want to when someone expresses interest because I'm so distraught by how all of me looks.

definitely feeling like it would further break me in a way i really need rn