But I'm starting to realize that even if I lose this weight, even if I go back to what I look like, this feeling of dysmorphia will never end. I will never be satisfied. It's not the weight thats making me feel this way, but its something else? 🥲 fashion? gender? who knows 😢 (3/3)

I was around 65-70kg, looking at these photos now, I would kill to have that weight again. But at that time I felt absolute disgust looking at my body, THAT body. That feels nice to look at NOW.

Ever since my mental has been a little more stable, I have gained a lot of weight. (2/3)

im still holding on to it cuz im in denial </3 stonks down

Me too lugi na ko pero I just decided to keep it anyway kase im still coping that I get it back 😐

TY FOR JOINING!!!!

they are so cute!! your product photos always look so good Rai goodluck!!! <3

Whats up Chaos!!!!

I ALWAYS DO WHEN IM IN JAPAN YIPEEE

ccv is average viewers on twitch 😜

thanks chaossss!!!

sorry but >lumpia I like lumpia but you get sick of the oil fast... I could eat 10 of these babies as a snack

my exact thoughts

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I believe with all of my heart, that kindness is NOT the answer to everything. Some people are just born evil, and being kind to people who don’t deserve it will only hurt you and leave you defenseless. You have to put yourself and your boundaries first, before you can be “kind” to others.

I never regret not being “kinder” to the people who abandoned me. The only thing I regret to this day, is not standing up for myself, and beating myself over and over when I should be the first one to pick myself back up.