Maia Starchild | Cendarii VTuber/Artist
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angelic.observer
Maia Starchild | Cendarii VTuber/Artist
@angelic.observer
Comfy Trans VTuber and character artist!
Holy eldritch entity living in a person-shaped shell.
https://www.twitch.tv/maia_starchild
https://www.cendaran.com
https://vgen.co/Maia_Starchild
https://www.patreon.com/maia_starchild
Even though there's no realistic way they could track me down from just my online presence. But they do have a habit of looking for dissenters online and attempting to locate them.
But I also hate spending every day looking over my shoulder.
January 15, 2026 at 3:47 PM
Yeah, it's that thought of "I'll get in trouble!" that sticks with me.
Like I'm afraid someone from the cult will find out and rat me out to the rest or something.
(Which incidentally is why I also don't specifically mention which cult this was/is...)
January 15, 2026 at 3:47 PM
It's kind of scary, in a way, but I think it's important to do.
I don't even know what I'm afraid of, I just get anxiety thinking about drawing certain things. Logically, it doesn't bother me, but it's like I'm afraid I'll be hated for it or something.
I guess that's the point of brainwashing though
January 15, 2026 at 3:28 PM
Even so, I'm just totally wiped, like, all the time. So I've been taking more days off than usual. So art and comic updates are going to be a touch slower than they have been in the past.

I really appreciate all your support! You guys make my day, seriously.
January 9, 2026 at 6:43 PM
So the way I've started to operate is to do lineart on 'bad' days, since color perception doesn't matter.

And on 'good' days, where I don't need my filtered lenses, I can work on colors.
January 9, 2026 at 6:43 PM
The concussion has been the worst issue. It's left me pretty sensitive to light, which of course includes my tablet screen. I've obtained some special, filtered glasses that help, but they color everything red. This, of course, makes it hard to color stuff.
January 9, 2026 at 6:43 PM
This is basically exactly what I've been looking for. Very excited for it!
December 30, 2025 at 1:09 PM