amyrosetherascal.bsky.social
@amyrosetherascal.bsky.social
Right Wingers were technically right, I WILL never be a woman in a world like this, gender doesn't matter when the world is collapsing
I just want to feel something and have any reason to live, I keep getting bashed on for not trying and yet they don't let me, it feels like nothing is worth it because the world is just too broken and abusive to see anything around them
January 9, 2026 at 7:08 AM
I dont even have anything feminine about me anymore, what beauty is there in being trapped, abused, mentally unwell and untreated, no idea of what i am, no childhood and being demonised for asking for help every time, im not just asking for sympathy
January 9, 2026 at 7:01 AM
I started naming myself Ami but the name is too similar to Amy and is also used by Israelis who are conducting an ongoing genocide, plus im scared of people saying I'd be culturally appropriating Japanese Women if I had my name as Ami
January 9, 2026 at 6:56 AM
I dont even like my own name i chose as I chose the name when I was still a Sonic Fan and was dating my Ex Boyfriend who was never there for me, ignored me and then just left pretending he still wanted me because he forgot to dump me for months before being assumed dead as he vanished
January 9, 2026 at 6:53 AM
Every person I pretended to be happy to on VRChat while trying to make life more interactive even if I cant go anywhere just screamed the N Word, made fun of my mic not working and other stuff
January 9, 2026 at 6:47 AM
Why should I try to be anything when im not allowed to be anyone? What could I do and talk about when I dont even walk outside and everything just pains me more
January 9, 2026 at 6:44 AM
I wouldnt be able to talk about anything or do anything, I've been constantly barred and denied access to London and even got Transphobic Comments my way from him as well, I might as well give up asking for help, this year will be 4 years since I found out I was trans
January 9, 2026 at 6:38 AM
Im so numb that I dont think I could ever care about anyones sympathy at this point, Music is ruined by feuds, right wing bigotry and constant harassment of their favourite Punching Bags, its nothing but pressure to conform, I wouldnt be able to escape with Music
January 9, 2026 at 6:36 AM
Im just scared of Earth, everything just got worse as soon as 2020 hit, no one was there for me, I was actively put in situations harming me and I got my growth stunted and put in a worse school when I said I was Trans
January 9, 2026 at 6:30 AM
Ive been rejected by everyone, I was supposed to be nurtured and guided by a loving family but I didnt and I keep seeing these posts talking about middle aged people being with their parents because they cant physically or mentally do anything, im starting to think this is happening to me
January 9, 2026 at 6:28 AM
I can't think of anything other than move to SpaceHey in terms of my posting, but is that going to change anything? What meaningful talks can I do when I dont have anything to talk about? Im scared of anything
January 9, 2026 at 6:26 AM
I keep making these angry posts that no one even reads and I just continue looking bad and it makes me more scared and paranoid over everything, im scared of myself and im scared of anything around me
January 9, 2026 at 6:21 AM
January 7, 2026 at 7:38 AM
And the Song is now listed on Wikipedia as one of the Greatest Diss Tracks ever made, I was glad to leave that toxic year behind me and I dont want a repeat of it ever again, bring on the Katy Perry, Madonna, Bebe Rexha and Charlie Puth albums
January 7, 2026 at 7:36 AM
And School Dances played the song to condition School Students to be fearful or they'll be next, fucking Gay Nightlife would play the song at Clubs confirming everyone is joining in to fit in and even fucking Taylor Swift sang along to the song at the Grammys as Not Like Us won Best Song of 2024
January 7, 2026 at 7:34 AM
And anyone who didnt like the song were called a Pedophile and would chant "They Not Like Us" to marginalise and segregate anyone not in their musical Conservative Corrupt Music Chart Pressuring Hate Cult while praising the Music Video as a "Victory Lap" as if its something to celebrate
January 7, 2026 at 7:29 AM
Kendricks pathetic lowlife "Epic Own" Diss Track was fucking critically acclaimed by news publications, called the best song of the whole fucking year, was used to tell Drake to commit suicide, had real life places tarnished with "They Not Like Us" graffiti
January 7, 2026 at 7:27 AM
This Year of Hate, Lies and Corruptions crown fucking jewel according to everyone was a fucking Defamatory Unintelligent Hitpiece Inciting Violence through fake Groomer allegations against another human being, how absolutely fucking disgraceful and repulsive
January 7, 2026 at 7:21 AM
Then Charli XCX fucking ditched her whole personality and discography trying to appeal to Queer People by making purposely low quality EDM and got fucking Kamala Harris to promote her terrible music she didnt even try with as a fucking Queer Summer Album
January 7, 2026 at 7:17 AM
Queer People then fucking Critically Panned and made fun of the song for being too Sexual and celebrating Queer Sexual Encounters and resorted to Cyberbullying her on Social Media in a relentless year wide hate campaign to protect their precious Chappell Roan
January 7, 2026 at 7:14 AM
Then theres Jojo Siwa who made a song celebrating her queerness with a fun, flirty, mature, raw and touching song about her identity called "Karma" which was inspiring and gripping in a way Chappell never would be
January 7, 2026 at 7:10 AM
Benson Boone sounds like the stage name of a fucking MAGA Rapper and his music is fucking music Christian Evangelist Hate Churches would use for their Youth Programs, note how he proudly drapes himself in the American Flag while Trump is abducting people and locating them to Concentration Camps
January 7, 2026 at 7:03 AM
The next Singer i want to give a moment to talk about is fucking Benson Boone, who the fuck is this guy? What's fucking special about him? He was not making the cut and all of a sudden, he played at Taylor Swifts Eras Tour
January 7, 2026 at 6:58 AM