amaerus
@amaerus.bsky.social
Solitude was an old friend. It came like a silent sigh of relief, draped a cold breeze over his shoulders, and made him company for the night.
tags: #hsr • #ffxiv • #vnc • #genshin • #dnd • #bsd • #yuumori • #exo
tags: #hsr • #ffxiv • #vnc • #genshin • #dnd • #bsd • #yuumori • #exo
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amaerus
@amaerus.bsky.social
· Dec 3
Solitude was an old nightmare. It came like a silent scream of despair, built a home in his hollow body, and desolated him until dawn.
one of my besties will be stuck doing doctor stuff for 4 whole days instead of being free for me to cry my heart out until i'm done being dramatic and a massive baby i hate it here
also how do doctors even survive through life i'd kill myself after the first 20 hours in a hospital
also how do doctors even survive through life i'd kill myself after the first 20 hours in a hospital
February 3, 2026 at 6:17 PM
one of my besties will be stuck doing doctor stuff for 4 whole days instead of being free for me to cry my heart out until i'm done being dramatic and a massive baby i hate it here
also how do doctors even survive through life i'd kill myself after the first 20 hours in a hospital
also how do doctors even survive through life i'd kill myself after the first 20 hours in a hospital
#hsr if what aha says is true then it's kinda hilarious that the fuck around and find out aeon was lovers with the fuck around aeon and killed by the find out aeon
February 2, 2026 at 8:32 PM
#hsr if what aha says is true then it's kinda hilarious that the fuck around and find out aeon was lovers with the fuck around aeon and killed by the find out aeon
#hsr still insane that the nymphs narrate the phaidei bath scene as a chase between predator and prey with mydei's sights on phainon's neck
January 30, 2026 at 2:34 AM
#hsr still insane that the nymphs narrate the phaidei bath scene as a chase between predator and prey with mydei's sights on phainon's neck
#genshin sorry to everyone who believed i could change in the last 4 years but i suddenly remembered why i love kaedehara kazuha genshinimpact and it's STILL for all the wrong reasons
January 27, 2026 at 4:38 PM
#genshin sorry to everyone who believed i could change in the last 4 years but i suddenly remembered why i love kaedehara kazuha genshinimpact and it's STILL for all the wrong reasons
what does a person need to do to find a medieval knight around these parts (several centuries too late)
January 27, 2026 at 4:54 AM
what does a person need to do to find a medieval knight around these parts (several centuries too late)
tiny tiny worm 🎵
digging a little hole 🎶
oh would you look 🎵
the earth is stronger than you 🎶
tiny tiny worm 🎵
you shouldn't be here 🎶
haven't you learned? 🎵
stone is not the place for you 🎶
tiny tiny worm 🎵
alone, lost, and blind 🎶
be careful where you dig 🎵
or a heart will crush you to bits 🎶
digging a little hole 🎶
oh would you look 🎵
the earth is stronger than you 🎶
tiny tiny worm 🎵
you shouldn't be here 🎶
haven't you learned? 🎵
stone is not the place for you 🎶
tiny tiny worm 🎵
alone, lost, and blind 🎶
be careful where you dig 🎵
or a heart will crush you to bits 🎶
January 24, 2026 at 2:39 AM
tiny tiny worm 🎵
digging a little hole 🎶
oh would you look 🎵
the earth is stronger than you 🎶
tiny tiny worm 🎵
you shouldn't be here 🎶
haven't you learned? 🎵
stone is not the place for you 🎶
tiny tiny worm 🎵
alone, lost, and blind 🎶
be careful where you dig 🎵
or a heart will crush you to bits 🎶
digging a little hole 🎶
oh would you look 🎵
the earth is stronger than you 🎶
tiny tiny worm 🎵
you shouldn't be here 🎶
haven't you learned? 🎵
stone is not the place for you 🎶
tiny tiny worm 🎵
alone, lost, and blind 🎶
be careful where you dig 🎵
or a heart will crush you to bits 🎶
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and i keep unceremoniously barging into people's lives trying to make anything that resembles a home in their hearts but every time no matter how much i want to believe that i've found my space i'm always forced to face that no one actually sees me in their future. and at some point i have to wonder
January 12, 2026 at 5:37 PM
and i keep unceremoniously barging into people's lives trying to make anything that resembles a home in their hearts but every time no matter how much i want to believe that i've found my space i'm always forced to face that no one actually sees me in their future. and at some point i have to wonder
everything hurts and my head feels like it's gonna explode in pain from crying
January 24, 2026 at 2:33 AM
everything hurts and my head feels like it's gonna explode in pain from crying
#hsr if all the curses of the crysos heirs were broken in the eternal page then so should be mydei's theme of being alone, just saying. give him his friends back, you cowards
#hsr wait. i don't recall all the tidbits of how cyrene created the eternal page right now, but if she used "the memories of thirty million lifetimes of every ordinary amphorean", why aren't the kremnoan detachment 5 in it?
January 24, 2026 at 2:14 AM
#hsr if all the curses of the crysos heirs were broken in the eternal page then so should be mydei's theme of being alone, just saying. give him his friends back, you cowards
#hsr wait. i don't recall all the tidbits of how cyrene created the eternal page right now, but if she used "the memories of thirty million lifetimes of every ordinary amphorean", why aren't the kremnoan detachment 5 in it?
January 23, 2026 at 9:25 PM
#hsr wait. i don't recall all the tidbits of how cyrene created the eternal page right now, but if she used "the memories of thirty million lifetimes of every ordinary amphorean", why aren't the kremnoan detachment 5 in it?
#hsr i have a confession i still don't know how amphoreus hours work. what the fuck is a lucid hour. does a quint actually mean ⅕ or am i just crazy. amphoreus why
January 23, 2026 at 7:46 PM
#hsr i have a confession i still don't know how amphoreus hours work. what the fuck is a lucid hour. does a quint actually mean ⅕ or am i just crazy. amphoreus why
i'm in so much pain suddenly and i can't tell if it's due to my medication getting messed up or if i got sick and the back of my right eye feels like it's going to explode i want to die
January 23, 2026 at 12:49 AM
i'm in so much pain suddenly and i can't tell if it's due to my medication getting messed up or if i got sick and the back of my right eye feels like it's going to explode i want to die
#bsd my controversial opinion on bsd art direction is that no longer human should be white instead of blue. yeah it doesn't work on manga bc everything is already b&w and neither on anime bc the abilities' visual effects already combine white with another color but still it should be white. fight me
January 22, 2026 at 11:05 AM
#bsd my controversial opinion on bsd art direction is that no longer human should be white instead of blue. yeah it doesn't work on manga bc everything is already b&w and neither on anime bc the abilities' visual effects already combine white with another color but still it should be white. fight me
taking back my "today is a day alright" post, today is just a nightmare
January 19, 2026 at 2:53 PM
taking back my "today is a day alright" post, today is just a nightmare
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irl being a blade runner fan and me being a hsr blade fan is leading us into levels of wordplay never seen before
January 14, 2026 at 5:13 PM
irl being a blade runner fan and me being a hsr blade fan is leading us into levels of wordplay never seen before
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January 13, 2026 at 11:14 PM
tiny vent before i go back to amphoreusposting but i'm just. so frustrated by my constant feeling of loneliness. i want fulfilling relationships, i want friends who put as much energy into hanging out together as i do, and by god i DON'T wanna be a massive bitch over others' relationships because
January 12, 2026 at 5:37 PM
tiny vent before i go back to amphoreusposting but i'm just. so frustrated by my constant feeling of loneliness. i want fulfilling relationships, i want friends who put as much energy into hanging out together as i do, and by god i DON'T wanna be a massive bitch over others' relationships because
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snow cold bf warm ❄️
January 12, 2026 at 11:03 AM
snow cold bf warm ❄️
#hsr version 4.0 throwing ahavili into the hot new ship podium wasn't in my 2026 plans but i'm entertained and that's probably what THEY would want
January 12, 2026 at 12:55 PM
#hsr version 4.0 throwing ahavili into the hot new ship podium wasn't in my 2026 plans but i'm entertained and that's probably what THEY would want
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#hsr y'all. amphoreus players only started talking about the whole symbolism of phainon's head around 3.4. kephale literally means head. WE'RE ALL A BUNCH OF DUMBASSES
January 11, 2026 at 2:59 AM
#hsr y'all. amphoreus players only started talking about the whole symbolism of phainon's head around 3.4. kephale literally means head. WE'RE ALL A BUNCH OF DUMBASSES
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Meanwhile fish is just surprised that she can make a living out of swimming..
January 9, 2026 at 11:57 PM
Meanwhile fish is just surprised that she can make a living out of swimming..
bringing my tweets back to bsky because the hell app has been trying to feed me conservative crap and i'm not about to let that ruin my day
January 8, 2026 at 11:13 PM
bringing my tweets back to bsky because the hell app has been trying to feed me conservative crap and i'm not about to let that ruin my day