AltoGrizzly
@altogrizzly.bsky.social
my name is Alto‚ it's a grizzly bear from TAIWAN․
｜｜fursuit maker｜｜artist?｜｜designer｜｜28｜｜PTSD｜｜
Hope to be friends with everyone․ My English is not very good‚ so please ＂bear＂ with me！
twitter˸ ＠Alto_Grizzly
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telegram˸ ＠Alto_Grizzly
｜｜fursuit maker｜｜artist?｜｜designer｜｜28｜｜PTSD｜｜
Hope to be friends with everyone․ My English is not very good‚ so please ＂bear＂ with me！
twitter˸ ＠Alto_Grizzly
Discord˸ alto_grizzly
telegram˸ ＠Alto_Grizzly
Double Bears💚🤎
🐻: @conradhusky.bsky.social
🐻: @conradhusky.bsky.social
November 7, 2025 at 8:23 PM
Double Bears💚🤎
🐻: @conradhusky.bsky.social
🐻: @conradhusky.bsky.social
I don't need to change myself to be liked by others. I know I'll be replaced one day.
maybe a sense of belonging is a luxury to me.
I just have to choose to accept everything with my wounds. At least I can better understand other people's feelings and pain.
Light and Dark side.
maybe a sense of belonging is a luxury to me.
I just have to choose to accept everything with my wounds. At least I can better understand other people's feelings and pain.
Light and Dark side.
October 25, 2025 at 8:07 AM
I don't need to change myself to be liked by others. I know I'll be replaced one day.
maybe a sense of belonging is a luxury to me.
I just have to choose to accept everything with my wounds. At least I can better understand other people's feelings and pain.
Light and Dark side.
maybe a sense of belonging is a luxury to me.
I just have to choose to accept everything with my wounds. At least I can better understand other people's feelings and pain.
Light and Dark side.
thank for some Ndarkfox group.
I was kicked out that day just for playing well in the game.
Because I play this game frequently, it is easy for me to judge the enemy's position.
But now, a week later, it still affects my gaming mood.
I was kicked out that day just for playing well in the game.
Because I play this game frequently, it is easy for me to judge the enemy's position.
But now, a week later, it still affects my gaming mood.
October 14, 2025 at 9:03 PM
thank for some Ndarkfox group.
I was kicked out that day just for playing well in the game.
Because I play this game frequently, it is easy for me to judge the enemy's position.
But now, a week later, it still affects my gaming mood.
I was kicked out that day just for playing well in the game.
Because I play this game frequently, it is easy for me to judge the enemy's position.
But now, a week later, it still affects my gaming mood.
You used to be my favorite friend. when your friend changed make you feel sad, I with you try to help you. last year you start close more looking good peoples, Even do ERP next to me. I still didn't say anything.
Until you blocked and kicked me out.
You stepped on my bottom line.
Until you blocked and kicked me out.
You stepped on my bottom line.
September 18, 2025 at 10:21 PM
You used to be my favorite friend. when your friend changed make you feel sad, I with you try to help you. last year you start close more looking good peoples, Even do ERP next to me. I still didn't say anything.
Until you blocked and kicked me out.
You stepped on my bottom line.
Until you blocked and kicked me out.
You stepped on my bottom line.
I know that sometimes what I do is wrong, but I cannot accept enduring unreasonable grievances again, like thay Banning or kicking without justifiable reasons.
I don't want to swallow my anger for this. everything is true. There is no need for me to lie because it is meaningless.
I don't want to swallow my anger for this. everything is true. There is no need for me to lie because it is meaningless.
September 17, 2025 at 11:33 PM
I know that sometimes what I do is wrong, but I cannot accept enduring unreasonable grievances again, like thay Banning or kicking without justifiable reasons.
I don't want to swallow my anger for this. everything is true. There is no need for me to lie because it is meaningless.
I don't want to swallow my anger for this. everything is true. There is no need for me to lie because it is meaningless.
You little F shit
You used to be my favorite panda.
Until last year, you were doing ERP with someone else next to me and then gradually got close to other people.
And more more more more.
Today I also know that you blocked me.
And kicked me out when I was just visiting a friend.
You used to be my favorite panda.
Until last year, you were doing ERP with someone else next to me and then gradually got close to other people.
And more more more more.
Today I also know that you blocked me.
And kicked me out when I was just visiting a friend.
September 16, 2025 at 9:13 PM
You little F shit
You used to be my favorite panda.
Until last year, you were doing ERP with someone else next to me and then gradually got close to other people.
And more more more more.
Today I also know that you blocked me.
And kicked me out when I was just visiting a friend.
You used to be my favorite panda.
Until last year, you were doing ERP with someone else next to me and then gradually got close to other people.
And more more more more.
Today I also know that you blocked me.
And kicked me out when I was just visiting a friend.
The test version becomes the new style.
@maropl.bsky.social
thank for Complete equipment testing and program.❤️
@foemy.bsky.social
thank for Complete this new avatar.💙
@namekotuki.bsky.social [Wolf's Warehouse]
thank for installation suggestions,
and this two great weapon habakiri and amazuchi.💚
@maropl.bsky.social
thank for Complete equipment testing and program.❤️
@foemy.bsky.social
thank for Complete this new avatar.💙
@namekotuki.bsky.social [Wolf's Warehouse]
thank for installation suggestions,
and this two great weapon habakiri and amazuchi.💚
September 13, 2025 at 8:59 AM
The test version becomes the new style.
@maropl.bsky.social
thank for Complete equipment testing and program.❤️
@foemy.bsky.social
thank for Complete this new avatar.💙
@namekotuki.bsky.social [Wolf's Warehouse]
thank for installation suggestions,
and this two great weapon habakiri and amazuchi.💚
@maropl.bsky.social
thank for Complete equipment testing and program.❤️
@foemy.bsky.social
thank for Complete this new avatar.💙
@namekotuki.bsky.social [Wolf's Warehouse]
thank for installation suggestions,
and this two great weapon habakiri and amazuchi.💚
It's a dream again.
3 years ago, meeting and communicating with you was joyful. You always wanted me to join your group, Even took me into VR.
You were one of the few people I was close. Until everything happened the next year. I can't forget this all.
But hope you're doing well.
3 years ago, meeting and communicating with you was joyful. You always wanted me to join your group, Even took me into VR.
You were one of the few people I was close. Until everything happened the next year. I can't forget this all.
But hope you're doing well.
September 9, 2025 at 9:04 PM
It's a dream again.
3 years ago, meeting and communicating with you was joyful. You always wanted me to join your group, Even took me into VR.
You were one of the few people I was close. Until everything happened the next year. I can't forget this all.
But hope you're doing well.
3 years ago, meeting and communicating with you was joyful. You always wanted me to join your group, Even took me into VR.
You were one of the few people I was close. Until everything happened the next year. I can't forget this all.
But hope you're doing well.
Sometimes, when I see close friends seeming distant,
and try to get closer to those who seem more special....
my mind like tall me: "Maybe I'm still not good enough...Not good enough..." Those familiar pain creeps back in. But I keep saying, "I'm okay it's fine",
and try to get closer to those who seem more special....
my mind like tall me: "Maybe I'm still not good enough...Not good enough..." Those familiar pain creeps back in. But I keep saying, "I'm okay it's fine",
September 5, 2025 at 5:43 PM
Sometimes, when I see close friends seeming distant,
and try to get closer to those who seem more special....
my mind like tall me: "Maybe I'm still not good enough...Not good enough..." Those familiar pain creeps back in. But I keep saying, "I'm okay it's fine",
and try to get closer to those who seem more special....
my mind like tall me: "Maybe I'm still not good enough...Not good enough..." Those familiar pain creeps back in. But I keep saying, "I'm okay it's fine",
About 4 years ago
There were some designs that have not been carried out until now.
they are a kind of Cyborg style
Hopefully next year I'll have the chance to successfully make them into fursuits
There were some designs that have not been carried out until now.
they are a kind of Cyborg style
Hopefully next year I'll have the chance to successfully make them into fursuits
September 2, 2025 at 7:15 PM
About 4 years ago
There were some designs that have not been carried out until now.
they are a kind of Cyborg style
Hopefully next year I'll have the chance to successfully make them into fursuits
There were some designs that have not been carried out until now.
they are a kind of Cyborg style
Hopefully next year I'll have the chance to successfully make them into fursuits
I woke up from a nightmare of fear, so scared.
in my dream I saw two unidentified blue lights flashing
I know that light is not hope, it's more terrible destruction.
The whole city is filled with an atmosphere of despair.
I don't know what terrible things will happen in future.
in my dream I saw two unidentified blue lights flashing
I know that light is not hope, it's more terrible destruction.
The whole city is filled with an atmosphere of despair.
I don't know what terrible things will happen in future.
August 23, 2025 at 4:24 PM
I woke up from a nightmare of fear, so scared.
in my dream I saw two unidentified blue lights flashing
I know that light is not hope, it's more terrible destruction.
The whole city is filled with an atmosphere of despair.
I don't know what terrible things will happen in future.
in my dream I saw two unidentified blue lights flashing
I know that light is not hope, it's more terrible destruction.
The whole city is filled with an atmosphere of despair.
I don't know what terrible things will happen in future.
"Emergency Isolation"
I originally thought that I would be safe without the people had bullied me joining.
Until "M"TheCanine, once caused me to be banned by ten people, joined
At least this time I left before losing control of my mind
my dark:"FK OFF WHY THAT BITCH STILL JOINED"
I originally thought that I would be safe without the people had bullied me joining.
Until "M"TheCanine, once caused me to be banned by ten people, joined
At least this time I left before losing control of my mind
my dark:"FK OFF WHY THAT BITCH STILL JOINED"
August 21, 2025 at 5:15 AM
"Emergency Isolation"
I originally thought that I would be safe without the people had bullied me joining.
Until "M"TheCanine, once caused me to be banned by ten people, joined
At least this time I left before losing control of my mind
my dark:"FK OFF WHY THAT BITCH STILL JOINED"
I originally thought that I would be safe without the people had bullied me joining.
Until "M"TheCanine, once caused me to be banned by ten people, joined
At least this time I left before losing control of my mind
my dark:"FK OFF WHY THAT BITCH STILL JOINED"
Memories stored in crystals.
i know I am a goober, but I just want to see smile.
I've experienced a lot of things and lost. it also makes me can understand everyone's feelings.
Even if I'm hated, excluded, or have rumors spread about me.
I'm still surrounded by everyone's loves.
i know I am a goober, but I just want to see smile.
I've experienced a lot of things and lost. it also makes me can understand everyone's feelings.
Even if I'm hated, excluded, or have rumors spread about me.
I'm still surrounded by everyone's loves.
August 19, 2025 at 8:20 PM
Memories stored in crystals.
i know I am a goober, but I just want to see smile.
I've experienced a lot of things and lost. it also makes me can understand everyone's feelings.
Even if I'm hated, excluded, or have rumors spread about me.
I'm still surrounded by everyone's loves.
i know I am a goober, but I just want to see smile.
I've experienced a lot of things and lost. it also makes me can understand everyone's feelings.
Even if I'm hated, excluded, or have rumors spread about me.
I'm still surrounded by everyone's loves.
Another new week...
For over a month, I've been going back and forth between medication and sleep. I know my mental state has affected my body, and I no longer have the energy to move.
I wish I could be as normal as everyone else, or even better. I don't know...
For over a month, I've been going back and forth between medication and sleep. I know my mental state has affected my body, and I no longer have the energy to move.
I wish I could be as normal as everyone else, or even better. I don't know...
August 18, 2025 at 7:49 AM
Another new week...
For over a month, I've been going back and forth between medication and sleep. I know my mental state has affected my body, and I no longer have the energy to move.
I wish I could be as normal as everyone else, or even better. I don't know...
For over a month, I've been going back and forth between medication and sleep. I know my mental state has affected my body, and I no longer have the energy to move.
I wish I could be as normal as everyone else, or even better. I don't know...
for my Favorites
@thatdogcoda.bsky.social
Thank you for always giving me warmth when I am down
and... yes i'm always your good boy🧡
@thatdogcoda.bsky.social
Thank you for always giving me warmth when I am down
and... yes i'm always your good boy🧡
August 18, 2025 at 6:23 AM
for my Favorites
@thatdogcoda.bsky.social
Thank you for always giving me warmth when I am down
and... yes i'm always your good boy🧡
@thatdogcoda.bsky.social
Thank you for always giving me warmth when I am down
and... yes i'm always your good boy🧡
2014 to now
I think I've changed a lot,
But I also often remind myself not to lose myself
I just want to be myself
I think I've changed a lot,
But I also often remind myself not to lose myself
I just want to be myself
August 16, 2025 at 9:53 PM
2014 to now
I think I've changed a lot,
But I also often remind myself not to lose myself
I just want to be myself
I think I've changed a lot,
But I also often remind myself not to lose myself
I just want to be myself
"We know you like playing games with friends and cherishing time. Why didn't you join?"
Because I know that those who block, oppress and ban me will join.
It's a pity, but at least it will cause less mental damage to me.
Even though I really want to playing games with my friends
Because I know that those who block, oppress and ban me will join.
It's a pity, but at least it will cause less mental damage to me.
Even though I really want to playing games with my friends
August 14, 2025 at 7:24 AM
"We know you like playing games with friends and cherishing time. Why didn't you join?"
Because I know that those who block, oppress and ban me will join.
It's a pity, but at least it will cause less mental damage to me.
Even though I really want to playing games with my friends
Because I know that those who block, oppress and ban me will join.
It's a pity, but at least it will cause less mental damage to me.
Even though I really want to playing games with my friends
A gift for a friend from across the ocean
After nearly two weeks of waiting, Finally delivered them to you. When I saw the photos, it felt like it was all worth it. They may not be the best, But it means a lot to me,
At least maybe we can spend more time together💙
After nearly two weeks of waiting, Finally delivered them to you. When I saw the photos, it felt like it was all worth it. They may not be the best, But it means a lot to me,
At least maybe we can spend more time together💙
August 13, 2025 at 7:23 PM
A gift for a friend from across the ocean
After nearly two weeks of waiting, Finally delivered them to you. When I saw the photos, it felt like it was all worth it. They may not be the best, But it means a lot to me,
At least maybe we can spend more time together💙
After nearly two weeks of waiting, Finally delivered them to you. When I saw the photos, it felt like it was all worth it. They may not be the best, But it means a lot to me,
At least maybe we can spend more time together💙
If you're ignoring my request because of that blocker, that just makes me feel more disappointed. Maybe it would be better for you if I left, right?
because i'm "not" good bean for you
RIGHT~?
because i'm "not" good bean for you
RIGHT~?
August 12, 2025 at 8:09 PM
If you're ignoring my request because of that blocker, that just makes me feel more disappointed. Maybe it would be better for you if I left, right?
because i'm "not" good bean for you
RIGHT~?
because i'm "not" good bean for you
RIGHT~?
I want join my favourite but....
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August 11, 2025 at 2:32 AM
I want join my favourite but....
I didn't do anything
I didn't do anything
I didn't do anything
I didn't do anything
I didn't do anything
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It's never over
I know I'm emotional a lot of the time.
I also know that not everyone can understand these feelings. I've been through a lot of pain over the past 15 years,
Sometimes a hug like a luxury for me
my heart always tell myself "I'm not good enough"
nightmare never stop.
It's..so hurt.
I also know that not everyone can understand these feelings. I've been through a lot of pain over the past 15 years,
Sometimes a hug like a luxury for me
my heart always tell myself "I'm not good enough"
nightmare never stop.
It's..so hurt.
August 8, 2025 at 6:50 PM
I know I'm emotional a lot of the time.
I also know that not everyone can understand these feelings. I've been through a lot of pain over the past 15 years,
Sometimes a hug like a luxury for me
my heart always tell myself "I'm not good enough"
nightmare never stop.
It's..so hurt.
I also know that not everyone can understand these feelings. I've been through a lot of pain over the past 15 years,
Sometimes a hug like a luxury for me
my heart always tell myself "I'm not good enough"
nightmare never stop.
It's..so hurt.
I love hanging out with friends and cuddling, cherishing every moment.
But I'm losing that energy. Sometimes I even avoid large gatherings. I feel like I have social anxiety.
I guess I'm just afraid of getting hurt or make people feel uncomfortable....
But I'm losing that energy. Sometimes I even avoid large gatherings. I feel like I have social anxiety.
I guess I'm just afraid of getting hurt or make people feel uncomfortable....
August 8, 2025 at 1:50 PM
I love hanging out with friends and cuddling, cherishing every moment.
But I'm losing that energy. Sometimes I even avoid large gatherings. I feel like I have social anxiety.
I guess I'm just afraid of getting hurt or make people feel uncomfortable....
But I'm losing that energy. Sometimes I even avoid large gatherings. I feel like I have social anxiety.
I guess I'm just afraid of getting hurt or make people feel uncomfortable....
first time sending a special gift to Australia.
Maybe it's not the best, but I hope my friends will love it.
I just hope everything goes well.❤️
Maybe it's not the best, but I hope my friends will love it.
I just hope everything goes well.❤️
August 7, 2025 at 5:41 PM
first time sending a special gift to Australia.
Maybe it's not the best, but I hope my friends will love it.
I just hope everything goes well.❤️
Maybe it's not the best, but I hope my friends will love it.
I just hope everything goes well.❤️
Sometimes, I've also wished I could turn my experiences over the years into a short film, or perhaps even a photo narrative,
like those music videos that resonate with my own experiences, especially whsprs's "Snow in Sweden."
But I don't know who would be willing to help me
like those music videos that resonate with my own experiences, especially whsprs's "Snow in Sweden."
But I don't know who would be willing to help me
August 6, 2025 at 7:56 PM
Sometimes, I've also wished I could turn my experiences over the years into a short film, or perhaps even a photo narrative,
like those music videos that resonate with my own experiences, especially whsprs's "Snow in Sweden."
But I don't know who would be willing to help me
like those music videos that resonate with my own experiences, especially whsprs's "Snow in Sweden."
But I don't know who would be willing to help me
After a month of mental stress, My PTSD symptoms have worsened, and I've had to take more medication and Alprazolam....
Thankfully, many friends have stayed with me, even if someone deleted me.
But also some people tried to protect me during this situation.
Thanks.....
Thankfully, many friends have stayed with me, even if someone deleted me.
But also some people tried to protect me during this situation.
Thanks.....
August 4, 2025 at 7:55 PM
After a month of mental stress, My PTSD symptoms have worsened, and I've had to take more medication and Alprazolam....
Thankfully, many friends have stayed with me, even if someone deleted me.
But also some people tried to protect me during this situation.
Thanks.....
Thankfully, many friends have stayed with me, even if someone deleted me.
But also some people tried to protect me during this situation.
Thanks.....