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Ahkmedren
@ahkmedren.bsky.social
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Married to Brelly
37/acab/he-they
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Babycakes for babybabybaby

:))
November 17, 2025 at 8:05 AM
Side note;
I make this face every time i open my camera on the off chance the inner cam is on. Like this time
November 17, 2025 at 7:54 AM
Ze bebe iz cold. I must fill ze bebe with warm foods, coffee and kisses.
Tater cakes, bubblin' in oil and butter
November 17, 2025 at 7:54 AM
An excuse to use alt text to write thicc poetic waxing about Vana'diel. :')
When I first got my airship pass years and years ago, I rushed to fly back to my home in Bastok. Final Fantasy XI was The Game for me. I was stoked the moment I saw it announced. I busted my ass in school to get my grades up to get the PS2 kit. And the dude at Best Buy who recommended the $10 USB keyboard I used in my ps2 for ten years. You may find Home in an unlikely place. It may well be a game world. It may be a craft, or book series. FFXI gave me a world to explore, make friends and go on adventures with those friends. And I bailed on it frequently due to feeling like it was wrong. I deeply regret those choices. Ahkmedrea was my first acceptable sense of self. Vana'diel was my home that I didn't realize. I hope somethin' happens that lets me feel this sense of home and community again. Being there now feels like walking along the streets of your hometown, long after everyone has left. Every street is full of memories and open space. I am so thankful to have had it in my life as a young person, though.
November 15, 2025 at 6:38 PM
Went on an Airship ride from Jeuno to Bastok for old time's sake. Folks used to pile up near the dock while waiting. This could be a solid 20min chunk of your time to travel! I genuinely enjoyed it as a mode of transport in-game.
Standing just outside the departures door in Jeuno, you are greeted by a stone wetdock with steepled canvas to protect against the rain. Airships land by splashdown and coast into place, allowing passengers to board or disembark. The first few times you see an airship land are special. They aren't fake, pre-rendered little models. They're full-sized actualized vessels that land and allow you on board. The wonderful, fantastical style that is in many Final Fantasy games, steam and magic powered, these behemoths of the sky ferry adventurers all over Vana'diel. While in-flight, you can roam the lower and upper decks freely. The trips seem to be much shorter than two decades ago by half. But these trips very much used to be TRIPS. Seeing the continent pass under you and birds fly by. It wasn't a rarity to meet new people, or bump into old party members to exchange stories with. Lots of laughs, lots of AFK folks, and a welcome, relaxing journey home. :) I know these graphics must hurt the eyes of some. But they still fill me with a homesickness that I can't describe. Vana'diel was home to me in my teenage years while I tried to escape reality. Seeing the cities so vacant, and the modes of travel abandoned tugs at my heart. I missed out on many, many years of being here. I tried so hard to make Reality better, to not be 'childish' and play things that made me feel comfort.
November 15, 2025 at 6:38 PM
Going to try for level 75, or at least 70 today o3o

Procrastination is my superpower

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November 14, 2025 at 9:29 AM
Just the hat left :))
November 12, 2025 at 7:09 PM
REPORTING LIVE, FROM BASTOK MINES, WE HAVE OUR STUPID GLOVES. More at Eleven. Probably literally

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November 12, 2025 at 4:30 PM
Reporting to you live from the Eldieme Necropolis as I try to find a coffer for an overhyped pair of gloves.

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November 12, 2025 at 9:02 AM
Breffusts
November 11, 2025 at 7:28 AM
Me: "I can't believe so many people use so much oil in their food UGH."

Also me with leftover grease and oil: "oh boy breakfast :)"
November 11, 2025 at 7:22 AM
I had a little manual coffee grinder with ceramic burrs before I left the states.
It LOOKED LIKE this image. But it was a german thing. But everything I see now is a knockoff assortment of vowels and or consonants like HAICNX

Can anyone help me out or at least show a good manual grinder?
November 10, 2025 at 2:02 PM
Okay, I'm actually gonna try to finish my Limit Break and Bastok 4-1 Mission. I promise it won't just be me dancing for 8 hours. I swear
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November 10, 2025 at 9:39 AM
owo Sometimes I go through my library and see I have a shiny achievement, but then instead of being proud I'm astonished more folks haven't done it.
November 10, 2025 at 8:52 AM
Sometimes I get reminded of this drawing I did on the back of a daily schedule while standing at the register in Borders.

2011
Ahk, dressed as a character from TRON is in a wide stance, screaming "DELETE MEEEE!!" to the sky while their legs dissolve into bits. Possibly from deletion. The artist was exceptionally bored from 10 hours of standing in the same spot
November 10, 2025 at 8:47 AM
Quadavs and Orcs did. Still gotta git the crest in the caverns. But it's goin well
November 9, 2025 at 1:15 PM
I used the image scan function and apparently my two favoritest fukken mugs belong in space trek nine, the hole mall, the fun one
November 9, 2025 at 10:21 AM
I REALLY miss this mug. I know it was a St*rbucks mug, but i scrubbed the logo off.
November 9, 2025 at 8:28 AM
IT'S SO COOL. No ragrets
November 7, 2025 at 5:00 PM
Not me finally getting to wear the Black Cotehardie for the first time in 20+ years :BBBBB
November 7, 2025 at 4:59 PM
The Warmachine mount is the best in any game and I will not hear otherwise
November 7, 2025 at 3:22 PM
So I says to the guy, I'm streamin' FFXI nearly every day!

Like right now!
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November 5, 2025 at 8:01 AM
S O U P E
November 4, 2025 at 1:48 PM
I like to make my dumplings big enough to stop a heart. That ensures I've made the best soup of someone's life.
November 4, 2025 at 1:36 PM
I can't take the lid off cuz the steam is cooking the dumplings. But please let me assure it all looks realgood
November 4, 2025 at 1:24 PM