aciidz
@aciidz.dev
he/him, AuDHD. I used to (sorta still do (don’t)) speedrun L4D2 at a high level, ran the game at SGDQ 2022. Slowly learning reverse engineering, programming (C), and other stuff when I'm not dead from work. I miss Chester Bennington.
Some of those 50+h weeks were extremely stressful, but I also really didn’t want to be at home during that period because I felt like I had absolutely nothing to do, and my brain does not do well without distractions
May 29, 2025 at 1:39 AM
Some of those 50+h weeks were extremely stressful, but I also really didn’t want to be at home during that period because I felt like I had absolutely nothing to do, and my brain does not do well without distractions
it'll be very interesting to look back on this experience at my current job 5 years from now. life will (hopefully) be very different. I'm sure I will regret not quitting sooner, but quitting my job will set several painful things into motion that I am not yet ready to process at this time
April 17, 2025 at 4:53 PM
it'll be very interesting to look back on this experience at my current job 5 years from now. life will (hopefully) be very different. I'm sure I will regret not quitting sooner, but quitting my job will set several painful things into motion that I am not yet ready to process at this time
i'm in such an awkward state right now where i cannot even figure out what to do today or tomorrow (my two days off). i would almost rather be at work right now, which is ridiculous and obviously wrong
April 17, 2025 at 4:51 PM
i'm in such an awkward state right now where i cannot even figure out what to do today or tomorrow (my two days off). i would almost rather be at work right now, which is ridiculous and obviously wrong
or i worry that it will result in people perceiving me a certain way (i shouldn't care about that, but alas)
April 16, 2025 at 12:14 AM
or i worry that it will result in people perceiving me a certain way (i shouldn't care about that, but alas)
I complain about this all of the time to my friends but I’m coping that saying it “out loud” will make me feel slightly better about it (absolute copium)
March 12, 2025 at 9:45 PM
I complain about this all of the time to my friends but I’m coping that saying it “out loud” will make me feel slightly better about it (absolute copium)
the day after this last post I woke up at 1:30am. every day I've worked since then, I wake up at least once during the night lol
February 15, 2025 at 3:00 AM
the day after this last post I woke up at 1:30am. every day I've worked since then, I wake up at least once during the night lol
today I woke up at 2:30 am and then 3:20am despite having taken melatonin before going to sleep (challenge still absolutely impossible)
February 2, 2025 at 11:29 AM
today I woke up at 2:30 am and then 3:20am despite having taken melatonin before going to sleep (challenge still absolutely impossible)