🪼 Abyssal Thoughts💧
@abyssalthoughts.bsky.social
they/them
This is a vent account. I just want to express myself. Call it cringe if you want. I just need a place to let it out.
TW FOR VENT, GORE ART, MENTIONS OF ABUSE/SH/SA. BLOCK IF YOU’RE UNCOMFORTABLE.
This is a vent account. I just want to express myself. Call it cringe if you want. I just need a place to let it out.
TW FOR VENT, GORE ART, MENTIONS OF ABUSE/SH/SA. BLOCK IF YOU’RE UNCOMFORTABLE.
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I’m Shell, I do art. This is my vent account ; don’t be surprised to only see sad stuff. I just hope that maybe someone will find comfort in these like I did when I was younger.
Main account : @sh3llyf1sh.bsky.social
Art account : @sh3llyf1shdraws.bsky.social
Stay safe 🩵
I’m Shell, I do art. This is my vent account ; don’t be surprised to only see sad stuff. I just hope that maybe someone will find comfort in these like I did when I was younger.
Main account : @sh3llyf1sh.bsky.social
Art account : @sh3llyf1shdraws.bsky.social
Stay safe 🩵
I had my hopes up for nothing
May 18, 2025 at 11:46 AM
I had my hopes up for nothing
I’m not a good person, I got that. Is a bad person allowed to have friends ?
May 3, 2025 at 4:53 PM
I’m not a good person, I got that. Is a bad person allowed to have friends ?
I’m happy but I also really wanna kill someone right now
April 21, 2025 at 10:25 AM
I’m happy but I also really wanna kill someone right now
I’m so happy. I’m truly just SO happy.
April 15, 2025 at 7:36 AM
I’m so happy. I’m truly just SO happy.
I don’t wanna die. I think I found comfort in someone.
April 13, 2025 at 8:52 PM
I don’t wanna die. I think I found comfort in someone.
3 months before I kill myself.
3 months before I either fly to another country or I kill myself
April 9, 2025 at 11:33 PM
3 months before I kill myself.
2021-2022 if I’m not wrong. This vent was— and still is— extremely important to me.
April 9, 2025 at 11:31 PM
2021-2022 if I’m not wrong. This vent was— and still is— extremely important to me.
3 months before I either fly to another country or I kill myself
April 5, 2025 at 4:25 AM
3 months before I either fly to another country or I kill myself
I really am sensitive. Crying over such a stupid thing. It’s not like it’s the first time I’m called that too, but it just feels. So sad and disappointing.
March 23, 2025 at 11:11 PM
I really am sensitive. Crying over such a stupid thing. It’s not like it’s the first time I’m called that too, but it just feels. So sad and disappointing.
I don’t wanna do anything. I just wanna rot.
March 21, 2025 at 10:43 AM
I don’t wanna do anything. I just wanna rot.
[ART]
Drew it again. This month is really not my month… I just hope it’ll be over soon.
Drew it again. This month is really not my month… I just hope it’ll be over soon.
March 19, 2025 at 10:38 PM
[ART]
Drew it again. This month is really not my month… I just hope it’ll be over soon.
Drew it again. This month is really not my month… I just hope it’ll be over soon.
I’m terrified
March 17, 2025 at 12:47 PM
I’m terrified
I’m scared. My sister still watching my every move. I feel sick. This is impacting me so badly. I want to throw up and never do anything ever again. I want to stay in bed until I rot. Let moss consumes me. Just so I’m sure she won’t know what’s on my mind.
March 16, 2025 at 8:04 PM
I’m scared. My sister still watching my every move. I feel sick. This is impacting me so badly. I want to throw up and never do anything ever again. I want to stay in bed until I rot. Let moss consumes me. Just so I’m sure she won’t know what’s on my mind.
I’m scared. My family is one fucking hell. He’s still stalking me. My sister is still stalking me. It’s terrible. I want to be left alone, I’ve said it clearly. they’re still stalking me. It’s terrible, I hate it so much. I hate it. I’m so scared. I’m so fucking scared
March 15, 2025 at 11:47 PM
I’m scared. My family is one fucking hell. He’s still stalking me. My sister is still stalking me. It’s terrible. I want to be left alone, I’ve said it clearly. they’re still stalking me. It’s terrible, I hate it so much. I hate it. I’m so scared. I’m so fucking scared
THEY’RE BLAMING MY ASS
March 13, 2025 at 7:51 PM
THEY’RE BLAMING MY ASS
I made them uncomfortable I’m so sorry
March 11, 2025 at 6:12 PM
I made them uncomfortable I’m so sorry
I don’t think I’ll survive until summer
March 9, 2025 at 5:30 PM
I don’t think I’ll survive until summer
I hate looking in the mirror
March 9, 2025 at 5:16 PM
I hate looking in the mirror
I looked at my arms and wondered.
I wish they were smooth. I wish you couldn’t see the faint white lines. I wondered if people looked or not. I wonder if they saw the fresh scars or not.
I wish they were smooth. I wish you couldn’t see the faint white lines. I wondered if people looked or not. I wonder if they saw the fresh scars or not.
March 9, 2025 at 5:02 PM
I looked at my arms and wondered.
I wish they were smooth. I wish you couldn’t see the faint white lines. I wondered if people looked or not. I wonder if they saw the fresh scars or not.
I wish they were smooth. I wish you couldn’t see the faint white lines. I wondered if people looked or not. I wonder if they saw the fresh scars or not.
Why is God so against me. What did I do. What did I do. What did I do. Why is everything always so bad. Why can’t I have one fucking happy ending
March 5, 2025 at 10:03 AM
Why is God so against me. What did I do. What did I do. What did I do. Why is everything always so bad. Why can’t I have one fucking happy ending
Too old to be a teenager, too young to be an adult
March 2, 2025 at 12:06 AM
Too old to be a teenager, too young to be an adult
Running away. God I wish I had money so I could actually sustain myself. This shelter is hell
February 27, 2025 at 6:48 PM
Running away. God I wish I had money so I could actually sustain myself. This shelter is hell