Honestly, even scrolling through my old Reddit account I specifically made for r/4tran4 isn't as abhorrent as this one tbh... 😞
It's almost like other toxic parts of my personality fed on the corpses of all those brainworms around passing...
It's almost like other toxic parts of my personality fed on the corpses of all those brainworms around passing...
September 4, 2025 at 9:13 AM
Honestly, even scrolling through my old Reddit account I specifically made for r/4tran4 isn't as abhorrent as this one tbh... 😞
It's almost like other toxic parts of my personality fed on the corpses of all those brainworms around passing...
It's almost like other toxic parts of my personality fed on the corpses of all those brainworms around passing...
Scrolling through the posts here I really really don't like the person I see..
These parts of me need to be fucking purged
These parts of me need to be fucking purged
September 4, 2025 at 8:55 AM
Scrolling through the posts here I really really don't like the person I see..
These parts of me need to be fucking purged
These parts of me need to be fucking purged
Also I clearly suffer from BPD identity fragmentation so when those strong emotions modify my beliefs I'm pretty likely to say things that I'll regret later... And when that regret and shame over what I said hits it can pull me right into another negative emotion... 😣
September 4, 2025 at 6:32 AM
Also I clearly suffer from BPD identity fragmentation so when those strong emotions modify my beliefs I'm pretty likely to say things that I'll regret later... And when that regret and shame over what I said hits it can pull me right into another negative emotion... 😣
Just more proof of the fact that BPD is a shameful part of me that always needs to be masked to the best of my abilities otherwise people won't see me as an actual person anymore...
September 3, 2025 at 5:15 AM
Just more proof of the fact that BPD is a shameful part of me that always needs to be masked to the best of my abilities otherwise people won't see me as an actual person anymore...
Tbh, I'm starting to realize that venting doesn't actually serve me...
This account seems to just bring out the worst sides of me and feed my darkest impulses, without providing any actual benefit.
This account seems to just bring out the worst sides of me and feed my darkest impulses, without providing any actual benefit.
September 3, 2025 at 5:03 AM
Arguing with people and posting about SH just doesn't mix... and I know that, that's specifically why I made this vent account.
September 3, 2025 at 4:59 AM
Arguing with people and posting about SH just doesn't mix... and I know that, that's specifically why I made this vent account.
Yes, I have BPD, I am in therapy, therapy is not really working, and yes I'm an alt account as indicated by my pinned post...
And none of that is actually relevant to the arguments I made earlier...
bsky.app/profile/abys...
And none of that is actually relevant to the arguments I made earlier...
bsky.app/profile/abys...
> go to therapy
> go to therapy
> gO To tHerApY
I'm already in therapy... I have been for years... It clearly doesn't help... 🙄
...So what do I do if therapy doesn't actually work? Just rope?
> go to therapy
> gO To tHerApY
I'm already in therapy... I have been for years... It clearly doesn't help... 🙄
...So what do I do if therapy doesn't actually work? Just rope?
September 3, 2025 at 4:25 AM
Yes, I have BPD, I am in therapy, therapy is not really working, and yes I'm an alt account as indicated by my pinned post...
And none of that is actually relevant to the arguments I made earlier...
bsky.app/profile/abys...
And none of that is actually relevant to the arguments I made earlier...
bsky.app/profile/abys...
But I've seen these arguments before and I know exactly what kind of point you're actually trying to make here
You're trying to make passing binary transsex women out to be some kind of oppressor group inside the transgender umbrella, because we're supposedly "more privileged" and "less radical"
You're trying to make passing binary transsex women out to be some kind of oppressor group inside the transgender umbrella, because we're supposedly "more privileged" and "less radical"
September 3, 2025 at 4:08 AM
But I've seen these arguments before and I know exactly what kind of point you're actually trying to make here
You're trying to make passing binary transsex women out to be some kind of oppressor group inside the transgender umbrella, because we're supposedly "more privileged" and "less radical"
You're trying to make passing binary transsex women out to be some kind of oppressor group inside the transgender umbrella, because we're supposedly "more privileged" and "less radical"
Huh, I never said it's not real tho...??
Why would I use a term from Whipping Girl, specifically from the chapter where Serano talks about the concept and says it's real, to make my point about how it's not real? That wouldn't make any sense right? 😭
Why would I use a term from Whipping Girl, specifically from the chapter where Serano talks about the concept and says it's real, to make my point about how it's not real? That wouldn't make any sense right? 😭
September 3, 2025 at 4:06 AM
Huh, I never said it's not real tho...??
Why would I use a term from Whipping Girl, specifically from the chapter where Serano talks about the concept and says it's real, to make my point about how it's not real? That wouldn't make any sense right? 😭
Why would I use a term from Whipping Girl, specifically from the chapter where Serano talks about the concept and says it's real, to make my point about how it's not real? That wouldn't make any sense right? 😭
Also trans women are especially targeted by the reactionary right because we actually are particularly disruptive to the patriarchy.
In the eyes of the misogynists, wanting to be a woman and relinquishing the supposedly superior male role is something that requires a particularly extreme punishment
In the eyes of the misogynists, wanting to be a woman and relinquishing the supposedly superior male role is something that requires a particularly extreme punishment
September 3, 2025 at 3:40 AM
Also trans women are especially targeted by the reactionary right because we actually are particularly disruptive to the patriarchy.
In the eyes of the misogynists, wanting to be a woman and relinquishing the supposedly superior male role is something that requires a particularly extreme punishment
In the eyes of the misogynists, wanting to be a woman and relinquishing the supposedly superior male role is something that requires a particularly extreme punishment
Temporary cissexual privilege through passing is basically worthless when your existence is directly attacked by the fascist state...
Sorry but, I'm unfortunately dysphoric so if take away my HRT I'll just die... and not getting clocked in the street won't do anything to stop that 🤷♀️
Sorry but, I'm unfortunately dysphoric so if take away my HRT I'll just die... and not getting clocked in the street won't do anything to stop that 🤷♀️
September 3, 2025 at 3:40 AM
Temporary cissexual privilege through passing is basically worthless when your existence is directly attacked by the fascist state...
Sorry but, I'm unfortunately dysphoric so if take away my HRT I'll just die... and not getting clocked in the street won't do anything to stop that 🤷♀️
Sorry but, I'm unfortunately dysphoric so if take away my HRT I'll just die... and not getting clocked in the street won't do anything to stop that 🤷♀️
Oh, and fuck capitalism too ofc >____>
September 2, 2025 at 11:18 AM
Oh, and fuck capitalism too ofc >____>
I just want to be a woman... why is this wretched society so hell-bent on punishing me for that? 😞
September 2, 2025 at 10:44 AM
I just want to be a woman... why is this wretched society so hell-bent on punishing me for that? 😞