realizing all the dates need to be shifted back, I just wrote them down past midnight and I just forgot about that, oops

I suppose
-I figured out some random stuff I wanna look into just for the sake of fun. I wanna look into that and start getting back into learning stuff over break. I might wait some 2-3 days before that but I just don't know at the moment. I might just push myself to get used to shit idfk

defo am somewhat to fairly dead. Oh well, I have nothing planned for a while so I can relax
-I reorganized the entire pantry again, I'm not glad I had to do it but I'm glad I did it because my dad does some fucking black magic and makes nice and orderly systems just not work cause fuck using them

12/15 gratitude journal
-I met up with tormi downtown and just walked around and chatted about random stuff which was fun
-I rewatched and read up to current on record of ragnarok, god I'm so curious where the series is gonna go from where it is now
-I'm not as dead as I thought I'd be by now, but I

to where I can jump off the deep end for projects and shit but still

would've won but what can you do
-I went to lunch with my mom which was enjoyable, we were talking about substance use disorders and some stuff which was fun. I'm sure we sounded insane to the random people who were around us but thats their issue not ours lmao
-I felt semi rested, defo not enough

which I love. When I can see my breath and its not windy is when I'm typically happy with the temp
-The trees by the park were all lit up which was a very pretty sight
-The lan was today, it was fun to go to. I'm defo peeved at how we lost cause I think if we got any proper practice before it we

probably could've fully read it today alone but eh. No need to rush it
-I had a dream of some sort this morning, I don't remember it but eh. I so rarely even have dreams so I'm happy to get em at all lmao
-I've been listening to epic the musical today and god do I enjoy listening to it

but it was helpful to point out flaws and stuff I need to work on. I'm half tempted to want to do sendouq or 8s more, not to try to play more standard but to force me to have to adapt or lose playing how I do without proper teammate support
-I started rereading a story which has been kinda fun, I

where I'm back to full but oh well. Its better than yesterday so we take that
-I got my last grade back. For all my finals I scored 95% or higher, I think my average was a 98% which what the fuck. My resting grades this semester is 94, 95, 95, and 97%
-Played sendouq with mad and santana. I did ass

-I got some half decent meteor hammer practice in. I also thought over some stuff and realized huh, besides for in particular my thighs meteor hammer stuff is a full body workout. If I can keep at it and change my diet I think I can get to where I want to in terms of body shape and all that

which would've been fucking nuts
-I got around to watching kill la kill, I tried to in the past and it just never loaded or would stutter like mad. I liked it
-I meet up with a classmate and just talked some random stuff, it was fun. Also they apparently play the squid game which is crazy odds

-My sleep schedule of late has been REALLY really good. Like consistently in bed at 9:30-10 and waking up consistent at 5 even without my alarm. I defo dropped it a bit yesterday cause I had to destress but still. Its really impressive for me and smn that makes me happy

happy to ramble and let people try it. But dude wanted me to hit him with it at full force which hello? Like its at least half a pound, if not a full pound moving at some odd 45+ miles per hour. I think my fastest cast has been about 50. I just left but like, dude what the actual fuck

Arguably should be a negative but y'know? My day course corrected after some clips and calm music so I am just happy I learned from it
-I had some fun meteor hammer practice. Tho good lord are men stupid when it comes to weapons. Some dude just walked up to me and asked about it, totally fine I'm

I'm gonna shove it down their throat to get all their points across quickly. Someone dm'd me saying they wanted to talk and I didn't get a response for like 20 hours and oh my god did I lose my mind a little bit. I know how to get around it, but good lord did it take a lot of energy to get settled