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TransMasculine Chaos BF
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Grey ☾ agenderfluid | he/they/it Creating art, poems, and just enough chaos System of 20+ ✦ Trans rights forever ✦ ✦ Better faggot than fascist ✦ 📧 [email protected]
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Grey and their cat, on an adventure to be an independent adult.
Ive lost alot of weight already, ans she still calls me fat all the time.
Im just scared to run away, i know i have a place, but im still terrified.
Im 19 years old btw.
She made me burn my bed, my bedframe, some of my clothes, some of my blankets, all because I got fired from my job for getting sick. She wont let me go to events, calls me lazy even tho I do all thr cooking and cleaning in the house. Calls me fat, while im trying to lose weight.
Tw: abuse,
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Im about to run away from home in a few days, i got a job with housing and im just going to leave. Reason im running away, instead of letting my family know is because my grandma (who i live with) is an abusive racist magat tr*mp loving Karen, and im a black gay enby.
Im running away tomorrow. But its not really running away, because im an adult. But it feels like running away because ive barely had any independence, ever.
Posting here because I know Noone in my family is on here.

I got a job at thr grand canyon, hopefully leaving this week. But I didnt tell my family, because im planning on going no contact with most of them after I leave.

Im just scared, and I need to vent.
Posting here because I know Noone in my family is on here.

I got a job at thr grand canyon, hopefully leaving this week. But I didnt tell my family, because im planning on going no contact with most of them after I leave.

Im just scared, and I need to vent.
"I was 9.
The first time.

Took a knife.
Dragged it down my arms.
Didn’t even do it right.
Just scars.

My mom laughed.
Mocked.
Showed them off.

That’s when I learned
Don’t complain.
Don’t cry.
Don’t show pain."

Poem by me ♡
"Im tired.
But not in the sleep way.
Im hungry.
But not in the food way.
Im thirsty.
But not in the water eat."
Poem by me ♡
"I close my eyes.
I try to sleep.

I close my eyes.
I try to rest.

I close my eyes.
I try to dream.

I close my eyes...
And hope I wont open them again"

Poem by me ♡
"I cross without looking.

I don’t panic
when I can’t breathe.

I don’t take my meds.

…But I still make plans.
I still smile.
I still laugh.

Even when I don’t look.
Even when I don’t take care of myself.

I don’t end,
even when I want to.

I keep going."

Poem by me ♡
"They preach 'love everyone'
But will outlaw you if you love the wrong way.

They preach 'everyone is creative equal'
Then make laws that kill certain people.

They preach 'rapist shall be stoned'
Then ellect one as president"

Poem by me ♡
"They said 'prey the gay away'
So i prayed.

They said 'God cures all'
So i preyed

They said 'depression isn't real, its demons'
So i preyed.

I preyed.
Im still gay.

I preyed.
Im still ill.

I preyed.
Im still depressed.

I prayed, and prayed, and prayed. Nothing changed. "

Poem by me ♡
Random thought i had while watching "prince of Egypt" last night.

Tr🍊 thinks he is Moses, trying to lead his people to the "promise land"

Who he really is ramese, killing and enslaving (imprisoning) the people who are actually doing good work/ gods work (if you believe in god)

#LGBT #transmasc
Hey what's up?!
It's been a while!
Should I make a birthday amazon wishlist?
My birthday Is in like a month
Huh, I never thought of it as a plural thing. That might be it
I think I'm weird, and not in the good way.

I wish I was born male, so I could be trans femme. Cause I don't want to be a girl in a cis way, or demi girl, or whatever.

I say im a femboy, but that isn't exactly right tho.

Idk, I've said this before, and it's just weird ik
Should I start posting here more?
I know it'd late to do new years resolutions, but I'm doing something.
This time next year I will:
have my license
Have an apartment
Be with my fiance
Lose at least 100lb