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XenonReality
@xenonreality.bsky.social
Just some regular dude, you know? 🤷 😏 Who dreams of being a big star. ⚡

Business email [email protected]
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Spaceship/Rocket & Recolonization (govt too): www.youtube.com/playlist?lis...

Sexual inclination talks: www.youtube.com/playlist?lis...

Design & perspective philosophy talks: www.youtube.com/playlist?lis...

Lore & reality/concept designs: www.youtube.com/playlist?lis...

Some of what I'm about 😁👋
Spaceship/Rocketry & Recolonization (govt included) - YouTube
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Gen z obsesses about locking in b/c they're more autistic (plastic pollution & environmental factors at play to increase that likelihood sadly)

More autistic means more need to function & be productive for the ppl around you

Means you mask hard & nobody hates you as much

Means you won't end up
December 11, 2025 at 11:50 PM
new banger of a song I wanted to share

tala rocket - opiuo
December 11, 2025 at 6:07 AM
Bl-argh-hee-paste-ton

how to pronounce my old username

since you wanted to know & I'm fine reposting it
December 11, 2025 at 4:39 AM
I will see if it works out

I can only hope; each & every single damn update seems like a bunch of sudden time traps waiting to spring that could take longer than a few days to fix!

Bs really
December 11, 2025 at 4:28 AM
I have no idea if I could even try to install the dec 4th Nvidia driver now

It's been not crashing for a few hours....

Like damn land mines I'm watching for, geez!
December 11, 2025 at 3:36 AM
The scale is off again...

It's been all over the place today w fixing this computer
December 10, 2025 at 11:12 PM
I rolled back drivers, finally. After uninstalling everything & then downloading old drivers & adjusting the power & performance settings for the Nvidia driver it now no longer crashes! 👍🎊

I started this around 6-7am! Hahahahaha *stressed & strained laughter*

Fuck this.
December 10, 2025 at 10:56 PM
Looks like my c drive isn't being seen
December 10, 2025 at 5:55 PM
It kept defaulting back to 0 bytes of memory

I kept putting it as all & it wouldn't stay on so I went w other programs that have 0 mean default to all or w/e & that's why it was doing that
December 10, 2025 at 5:24 PM
Now I'm not sure how to fix w/o a flash drive, yay!
December 10, 2025 at 5:21 PM
Time to windows recovery environment, except it won't do it
December 10, 2025 at 5:19 PM
Soooo

It couldn't find my hard drive for some reason, if I used msconfig to turn off Nvidia it worked

Turning it back on has caused problem

After turning on 16 cores in the advanced menu & apparently it's on 0 memory
December 10, 2025 at 5:17 PM
It's taking almost 15 to 25 mins to just login, then everything else just to see if I can get somewhere w it

Just to see if it's something that will fix a program that will no longer crash my computer every time I sign in

That's fucking fucked up dude, just only frustrating & annoying w rage
December 10, 2025 at 4:51 PM
For all who wants to know what "fuck" means for those Microsoft tweets just before this one, it means obliterate their lives & all of reality around them, their friends, neighbors, countries they live in etc.

Straight beat them up, murder their lines of influence & all info relates to them & them
December 10, 2025 at 4:46 PM
I've been at this since 6-7 am in & it's almost 10am, it's not good it's much worse than bad.

It takes for fucking ever to do any of this

& I still don't know if it will fix it lol 😊 fuck Microsoft & Nvidia & everyone else that's involved in fucking up my computer & day yet again

Let's see
December 10, 2025 at 4:43 PM
All so I can simply try to have a driver install so I can use a program so I can change a setting so I can then sign in without crashing
December 10, 2025 at 4:39 PM
What that means is that I have to restart back in safe mode & re-enter my bitlocker key, yet again! To do this!
December 10, 2025 at 4:38 PM
It worked w only the USB dongle, the Ethernet

I'm redownloading the Nvidia studio drivers but I tried to uninstall the old ones, then task scheduler says restart

The problem?

I have it crash while not in safe mode & I have to change the Nvidia control panel settings to have maximum power mode on
December 10, 2025 at 4:35 PM
Nope. Turns out hitting 5 didn't do it, no wifi & I guess I'm going digging for a super long Ethernet cable to see if I have one
December 10, 2025 at 4:06 PM
Through a comedy of errors & not focusing enough on the fine print, I have only finalized now been able to get to safe mode with networking
December 10, 2025 at 4:05 PM
It's genuinely been taking quite a while to just get back to the sign in menu, the bios have been reset to factory defaults w the exceptions of fan curves to go harder b/c I'm 🦻 & don't mind

& Turning the 4g thingy on

I'll update later
December 10, 2025 at 3:21 PM
I got to the sign in & restarted, it straight chugged to have the logo come back on!
December 10, 2025 at 3:18 PM
Now it's just the spinning circle
December 10, 2025 at 3:17 PM
Took 2 trays to get the computer started! I need to restart in safe mode or something to fix the Nvidia driver I think it is, as I also had this happen after updating my #nividiadriver together w my #windows11security #update
December 10, 2025 at 3:16 PM
So! I can't even boot into bios anymore! What is even going on! Geez
December 10, 2025 at 3:11 PM