i was questioning my sexuality these days but then i see a girl that's exactly my type and immediatly went "yeah No i'm still bissexual"

i suck at multitasking but i'm cute so it doesn't matter,

last post for now; i was trying to learn it support, but gave up because i could not manage two things at the same time. however, i do want to get into programing because why not lmao :3

let's multitask with enanan!

or something that forces me to actually do some research

i think i should change my major to english. i don't want to keep getting worse at it + the only thing that keeps me sane these days is learning stuff that will force me to go ahead and interact with other people

i think that it's pretty easy to guess who i am based on what i post on this account, but if you do recognize who i am, please ignore this account and everything i post on it. pretend it does not exist and that what you are seeing is a fever dream.

sincerely, enanan

with the help of a friend i managed to bullshit through it
thank you *****

somehow i can't bullshit my way through an assignment and that's pissing me off so bad.
stupid brain that holds me back

i'm so tired bro

i probably am neurodivergent or something (i think) but i kinda need a job so that's not That important right now,,,

thank GOD writing is one of my okay-ish skills and i can always get a good grade by bullshiting my way through an assignment

had a small breakdown but i'm back on track

time to finish those assignments whether i like it or not lmao

tired as fuck
but i can't rest

i need to drink more coffee and find a way to get my ass into gear

i probably just wrote some BULLSHIT right now but it's whatever. i created this account to train my english grammar as well so yeah if i type incorrectly it's because of that.

starting today i will start the "get even prettier" project. it's a project where i go ahead and try to become prettier

intrusive thoughts will be the death of me

it's good to have this hidden account actually because i just don't feel like having friends and people to count on anymore. i just wish a quiet life with me and myself, that's all

because you're sooo superior right. because you can get mad at me all you want. fuck off

worst part is basically hearing this getting blamed on me ("see, i told you so") and having to hear it in such an entitled tone that makes me want to cut myself and disappear

it's always girl cock but never woman cock

if i were stronger this would've not have happened. i'm a weak loser, a loner. that's all;

you don't know me. don't touch me. don't talk to me. don't try and act like we're destined to meet. get away from me. get away from me. get away from me. get away from me. get away from me. get away from me. get away from me. get away from me. get away from me. get away from me. get away from me.

i have to see a psychologist tomorrow but i don't want to, it never works

it would not matter if i just went ahead and left. it's pointless to even try and befriend people who i have little to nothing in common with

sigh