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Blair 🏳️‍🌈

@whimsicalblair.bsky.social

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Blair! ◇ Level 29 ◇ Illustration enjoyer ◇ Occasional gamer ◇ FL, USA ◇ Bi, 'not important romantic' 🔞 No minors pls ✌️ Into toon things 🦋 header by @heyitsmyles.bsky.social ◇ mental or personal ramblings ahead

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Blair 🏳️‍🌈 @whimsicalblair.bsky.social · Jun 21

I made a Zaqa account for receiving anonymous messages or fun stuff. If you're someone who doesn't want to direct message me but would rather just quickly send an anon message, I made this. zaqa.net/WhimsicalBlair

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Blair 🏳️‍🌈 @whimsicalblair.bsky.social · 18h

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Blair 🏳️‍🌈 @whimsicalblair.bsky.social · 1d

I don't care about labels such as "victim", I just know you're not excused due to it. This can't be more than a block, or set of blocks.

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Travis Bickerstaff @bickpixx.bsky.social · 2d

I felt like drawing @atomicapplecore.bsky.social's bunny. They got such a cute design! ❤️

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Blair 🏳️‍🌈 @whimsicalblair.bsky.social · 1d

I say A, I'm told I'm like someone who has A. I say the opposite, I'm told I'm like someone who has the opposite. Nature didn't do shit though.

Blair 🏳️‍🌈 @whimsicalblair.bsky.social · 1d

My irrational single word or several word "dyslexia" doesn't make sense. Just had to let out I know how it can sound, but it's just more along the lines of mental illness. It's different day to day but hard to shrug off. I don't think any of you really want to know what it means.

Blair 🏳️‍🌈 @whimsicalblair.bsky.social · 1d

I also know that doodle is yawn, but I question how I draw eyes specifically

Blair 🏳️‍🌈 @whimsicalblair.bsky.social · 1d

I have deep interest in everything I claim, I just haven't been applying that for *reasons*

Blair 🏳️‍🌈 @whimsicalblair.bsky.social · 2d

I'm pretty serious this time
If I'm going to improve, my style and characters are going there as well.

Blair 🏳️‍🌈 @whimsicalblair.bsky.social · 2d

I don't share enough of myself on here, but I drew toon eyes that might show up in a developing style. I can’t stand just ovals.

Blair 🏳️‍🌈 @whimsicalblair.bsky.social · 3d

I hate being paranoid

Blair 🏳️‍🌈 @whimsicalblair.bsky.social · 3d

Better
Old stuff. Any reasonable person absolutely doesn’t think like this.

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Yay, Sound of Terror🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈 @yeaunganimation.bsky.social · 5d

Painted Hairball sketch from the other day. He is ready to mingle at a Halloween Party.

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SnowyBat @snowstormbat.bsky.social · 5d

Skater otter

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Blair 🏳️‍🌈 @whimsicalblair.bsky.social · 3d

I revise
I think I'm triggered when "who" isn't used literally. When I can't possibly comprehend that as a fitting word. It's weird.

Blair 🏳️‍🌈 @whimsicalblair.bsky.social · 4d

I'm triggered by the word "who" if literal for no reason

Blair 🏳️‍🌈 @whimsicalblair.bsky.social · 4d

Mom concluded she should be filling that out too since she has a lot of these listed herself

Blair 🏳️‍🌈 @whimsicalblair.bsky.social · 4d

If they don't take her answers, there's one person (you know) I could get to answer the same stuff. And grandparents are dead.

Blair 🏳️‍🌈 @whimsicalblair.bsky.social · 4d

She isn't tech savvy so I had to ask her every part of the online forms. Even if I'm not in agreement with every one, they're her answers and she knows she has limited knowledge of them. She didn't doubt I'm capable of most of that stuff.

Blair 🏳️‍🌈 @whimsicalblair.bsky.social · 4d

Since I started this topic, I did pay the full neuropsych eval bill. And I got mom to fill things she wasn't around long enough to remember because she was working more and stuff she had to guess, like my thoughts and what I do alone.

Blair 🏳️‍🌈 @whimsicalblair.bsky.social · 4d

Probably remote stress, but there's zero reason to lose time over it. Of course I hear that bit of my brain being annoying. The rest of me is fine though.

Blair 🏳️‍🌈 @whimsicalblair.bsky.social · 4d

The said medication can screw me up in other ways since it feels like an issue with a small part of my brain and taking it for a long time depletes my motivation. It's like if an entity is forcing me to describe nothing as something.

Blair 🏳️‍🌈 @whimsicalblair.bsky.social · 4d

The purpose of medication, which I guess would be antipsychotics, is to keep this far away and get back to the usual study routine. I don't care about what's useless. But I don't fully know if out of the few that's what it is.

Blair 🏳️‍🌈 @whimsicalblair.bsky.social · 4d

I have no idea how to makes those set of thoughts coherent... I'm basically trying to describe nothing. They just mean how I worded them. They barely mean anything more than that.

Blair 🏳️‍🌈 @whimsicalblair.bsky.social · 4d

Ow my brain

Blair 🏳️‍🌈 @whimsicalblair.bsky.social · 4d

Because I want to have my cake and eat it too, I'd just select everything I want regardless of whether it perfectly fits into a label or not. I would have them infinitely and never lose track. I would be 10 times where I am, even with something to start. Your maximum would be my minimum.