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Veroniqué Herzen ღ

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Only daughter of the Herzen family! I'm 14 and you can call me Vero! "...like a constellation that exists without a tale." ⋆｡°✩ (PL OC, spoilers duh)

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Veroniqué Herzen ღ @veroniqueherzen.bsky.social · May 3

⬇️ Me :3

Pazu 🎩🍷🎭 c0mms open! @pazurumare.bsky.social · Apr 30

My little bug... ღ

#professorlayton #oc

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Veroniqué Herzen ღ @veroniqueherzen.bsky.social · 14h

I don't hate you.. not.. ever..

(Her entire body relaxes as she completely fell asleep, still leaning against him.)

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Veroniqué Herzen ღ @veroniqueherzen.bsky.social · 14h

Mhm.. they always are..
I'm gonna smile a lot for you Papa.. but not right now, if that's okay..

(She closes her eyes a little to rest them, which makes her doze off a little.)

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Veroniqué Herzen ღ @veroniqueherzen.bsky.social · 14h

My.. my stars.. All those stars shine forever. They are so pretty always. No matter when you look..

(She yawns once and plops back against him.)

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Veroniqué Herzen ღ @veroniqueherzen.bsky.social · 14h

Oh.. okay. I understand.

(She glanced over to the bowl on the small table. Her stomach made itself known again, but she was still afraid to eat.)

I want everyone to remember me happy. And not sad and crying.

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Veroniqué Herzen ღ @veroniqueherzen.bsky.social · 15h

I'm.. I'm sorry for crying..

(She tried to move her leg a little, but winced immediately and stopped again.)

How does medicine make someone sick? Isn't it supposed to help?

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Veroniqué Herzen ღ @veroniqueherzen.bsky.social · 15h

(It took her a while to calm down. Just when she first felt the medication to work, she was able to do so.

She held her head down, still not wanting him to see her face like that.)

Maybe.. maybe yeah..
That won't make it dissapear either, tho..

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Veroniqué Herzen ღ @veroniqueherzen.bsky.social · 16h

(She didn't like it crying with him seeing it, but she couldn't help it anymore. Her plan to hide everything forever failed.)

It.. hurts so much...

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Veroniqué Herzen ღ @veroniqueherzen.bsky.social · 16h

(Now she returned the hug, her arms shaking just a tiny bit as her tears returned once again.)

I.. I-I hate it.. everything.. it.. it's been so long already.. how long does t-this still have to happen..?
Why.. why can't I do anything..?

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Veroniqué Herzen ღ @veroniqueherzen.bsky.social · 16h

They said I was very small.. too small. But nothing was strange until I was older.

I just.. I just want to be normal. I don't want to have this forever.. I don't want to be like this..

(She hid herself against him, this was the first time she said it out loud.)

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Veroniqué Herzen ღ @veroniqueherzen.bsky.social · 16h

I love you too..

(A few tears started to roll again, but she tried to wipe them away before he could notice it.)

Why did I have to get this..? Mom isn't sick.. and she said dad isn't either.. why am I the only one..?

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Veroniqué Herzen ღ @veroniqueherzen.bsky.social · 16h

I don't want anyone to worry..

(She puts the glass away and tries to pull herself closer, with moving her legs as little as possible, leaning against him when she was there.)

I want to be out of ink again.. it didn't hurt at all..

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Veroniqué Herzen ღ @veroniqueherzen.bsky.social · 17h

(She stays quiet for a moment until her water was empty.)

Are you mad at me..?

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Veroniqué Herzen ღ @veroniqueherzen.bsky.social · 17h

Yes please.

(She moves it around in her hand a little and waits for him, taking the water and slowly takes the medication afterwards.)

Thank you Papa..

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Veroniqué Herzen ღ @veroniqueherzen.bsky.social · 17h

(Her eyes still sparkled a bit from the tears when she looked at him and right after he did that, she wiped over them herself once more.)

Okay..

(She takes the medicine slowly and like last time, only looks at it in her hands at first.)

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Veroniqué Herzen ღ @veroniqueherzen.bsky.social · 17h

I would sleep eventually..

(Now she pulls herself up, very slowly until she sat. She tried her best to show no expression.)

I don't want to eat.

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Veroniqué Herzen ღ @veroniqueherzen.bsky.social · 17h

...?

(She only moved her head into his direction a little, but only so far that he can't see that she cried.)

Pa said he doesn't want to give them to me anymore.

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Veroniqué Herzen ღ @veroniqueherzen.bsky.social · 17h

Go away..

(She didn't move an inch, still hugging the pillow tightly. She was sniffing quietly and quickly wiped over her eyes when he knocked.)

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Veroniqué Herzen ღ @veroniqueherzen.bsky.social · 1d

(She peeks over the edge from the pillow to him, but quickly hides away again when she sees he's still there.)

...I'm sorry Papa.

(She mumbles that quietly before turning around to the other side.)

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Veroniqué Herzen ღ @veroniqueherzen.bsky.social · 1d

I don't want to eat leave me alone..!!

(She hides her face in her pillow aswell now, simply frustrated about the situation.)

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Veroniqué Herzen ღ @veroniqueherzen.bsky.social · 1d

(She nods and now just lets herself fall to the side onto the bed again, grabbing a pillow and hugging it close to herself.)

I don't want her to know it hurts right now. I'm really not hungry, it's fine.

(Her stomach grummels very silently.)

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Veroniqué Herzen ღ @veroniqueherzen.bsky.social · 1d

It's okay, it's not new to me.

I'm not really hungry anyway. I can just take a nap and you can tell them I was tired. Then mom won't worry aswell.

She always acts like she is fine, but I know that she is stressed because of me.

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Veroniqué Herzen ღ @veroniqueherzen.bsky.social · 1d

(She just shook her head a little and kept staring down at the floor.)

I could force it. Like I always do. But it would be hard.

And.. when we go back, I will have to see the doctor. And he will see it and then scold me again for ignoring that I'm not healthy.

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Veroniqué Herzen ღ @veroniqueherzen.bsky.social · 1d

I'm.. I'm fine. Thank you.

(She watches hershel leave and charlie following him. Only when he's gone she looks down at the floor.)

It feels like the ink didn't stop anything after all.

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Veroniqué Herzen ღ @veroniqueherzen.bsky.social · 1d

(She just smiles and nods at him.)

Thank you Pa. I'll be there the minute it's done.

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Veroniqué Herzen ღ @veroniqueherzen.bsky.social · 1d

Uhm.. I think I'm okay here. I'll come down later.

(She pats her knees a little but doesn't say anything to it, since she still believed Charlie doesn't know.)

I want to look at another book.

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