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Nyv shbsky

Nyv shbsky

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Nyv shbsky @veixn.bsky.social · Mar 9

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Nyv shbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 19h

Im kinda getting better but that urge to cut still remains like, it’s building up and it’ll explode once the time is right. Sobs, if that ever happens i might actually try to commit again

Nyv shbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 19h

Brah i hate how i get attached to someone so fast, like?? Please, it makes it hard for me because, why can’t i just be normal to them??? So weird, which is why i often try to isolate myself from others bcs i don’t want to get attached

Nyv shbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 5d

wah i wanna cut so bad SO BA DAHHHH

Nyv shbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 5d

looking back, how did none of my cuts get infected from that musty ahh hairband LMAOAOOAO. Like, those cuts were covered by it almost all day

Nyv shbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 5d

i miss beans, i lkce beans sigh, i miss the beans ,sigh, beansaddict222 fr

Nyv shbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 5d

im gonna cope by looking at all the pics i've taken

Nyv shbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 5d

idk, lowkey miss cutting though. Still wanna do it, with or without the goal of cutting something vital. SIGHHHHHHHH

Nyv shbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 5d

i felt useless. And i still do now, i haven't really decided if i should go through with my suicide, because my goal for this year has been to kill myself before the end of the year. But idk, i haven't fully decided. If im not committed, then it'll all be for nothing

Nyv shbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 5d

i dont even remember much abt it anymore, gulp. Also dropped out 10th grade, so i cant graduate huhu. Mental health so bad i couldn't focus on school and was like, absent for a month. sobs. It was horrifying, i wanted to die because it felt like i lost all my worth

Nyv shbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 5d

kms maybe in the future, or when i live alone and have adult money. I could cut freely but er, i can prolly do that now but like, with the goal of cutting my arteries. man those radial smth arteries were so hard, my dumb ahh thought they were like, veins LOL. Adrenaline got me confused

Nyv shbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 5d

Wasn't able to cut for a while because i couldn't find anything to use for getting the blades out of the pencil sharpener LOLOLOL. No fr, it was so hard to find something to twist those screws(?) out IDK. Like, the thing i used before got taken away

Nyv shbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 5d

hiya, haven't been cutting lately, i guess it's an improvement. Idk, i still kinda wanna die, but lowkey i also wanna get better. IT'S NUST SO CONFLICTING AHHHHHHHH

Nyv shbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 16d

also i genuinely hate how moody i can get, like stop why am i so so rude and aggressive for no reason

Nyv shbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 16d

Atp i would rather be stuck in a room all by myself💔💔

Nyv shbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 16d

also it sucks when u dont have ur own room and instead, share a room with two annoying cousins who are noisy as fuck and i genuinely wish that i had noise cancelling headphones

Nyv shbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 16d

i genuinely want to get better and get my shit back together but it's so so so hard, i just want to cut rn just so i could get rid of this feeling

Nyv shbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 16d

dont u just hate it when ur stuff gets placed somewhere else and then you get confused, and feel all weird just trying to find it. 💔 Like man, i just want to draw but idfk where they put my stuff and im SO stressed just for looking for it sovbing rn

Nyv shbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 23d

AND NO ONE TOLD ME??? Well to be fair, i dont know anyone that play epic seven BUT STILL WHAT

Nyv shbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 23d

EPIC SEVEN X FRIEREN WHAT WHATWHAGHWATS, HELLOOO IM REDOWNLOADING TOMORROW WHAT THE HELL

Nyv shbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 23d

Why’s a random author following me erm

Nyv shbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 23d

The author is so cruel …

Nyv shbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 23d

Crying myy eyes oit rn, don’t read pick me up if you can’t handle having ur fav characters die

Nyv shbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 24d

Holy guacamole, i forgot how awesome action fantasy manhwas are. Alr guys, suicide is on hold for now!!! I ain’t dying until i see the end of this

Nyv shbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 23d

Crying myy eyes oit rn, don’t read pick me up if you can’t handle having ur fav characters die

Nyv shbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 24d

Holy guacamole, i forgot how awesome action fantasy manhwas are. Alr guys, suicide is on hold for now!!! I ain’t dying until i see the end of this

Nyv shbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 24d

Holy guacamole, i forgot how awesome action fantasy manhwas are. Alr guys, suicide is on hold for now!!! I ain’t dying until i see the end of this

Nyv shbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 26d

Fuck

Nyv shbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 26d

Maybe i wilk be cutting wrists