Alistair Blackwood
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He turned to grab the books he needed from the shelf, a weak smile on his face.
“… I trust you, I just don’t trust fate. I hope you don’t ever actually die for me. That’s abandoning me, you know?” he laughed.
“… I trust you, I just don’t trust fate. I hope you don’t ever actually die for me. That’s abandoning me, you know?” he laughed.
"And you know I'm not about to let any of those happen, Tomio... You know I'd die for you if I had to."
Tomio let out a small laugh— not because he genuinely thought it was funny, more because his first instinct was to make a joke about it.
“Is it? Well, you don’t need to worry about it with me, considering…well, you know.”
He grinned a little, then it fell.
“… My biggest fear is actually just +
“Is it? Well, you don’t need to worry about it with me, considering…well, you know.”
He grinned a little, then it fell.
“… My biggest fear is actually just +
Oh.. right. The books.
"Of course, dearest."
There was a pause as Alistair thought for a moment.
"...My biggest fear is being the cause of someone else's pain... A little ironic when I let Alex hurt himself for me..."
"Of course, dearest."
There was a pause as Alistair thought for a moment.
"...My biggest fear is being the cause of someone else's pain... A little ironic when I let Alex hurt himself for me..."
“I guess…so…” he mumbled, a little embarrassed by the fact he’s struggling with memories of his own deaths that he brought on.
“Let me go and get the books, yeah?” a change of subject.
“Let me go and get the books, yeah?” a change of subject.
"I understand...it's okay."
Alistair moved, holding his partner close.
"I understand. And it's okay if you want to concur that memory but you're struggling."
Alistair moved, holding his partner close.
"I understand. And it's okay if you want to concur that memory but you're struggling."
“I’m not— I’m not afraid.”
He shifted awkwardly where he stood. He feels uncomfortably cold all of a sudden.
“Just… Maybe a little. It’s— it’s more 𝙢𝙚𝙢𝙤𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙨 associated of falling than being actually afraid, if that makes sense…”
He shifted awkwardly where he stood. He feels uncomfortably cold all of a sudden.
“Just… Maybe a little. It’s— it’s more 𝙢𝙚𝙢𝙤𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙨 associated of falling than being actually afraid, if that makes sense…”
"Dearest...you're shaking. It's alright. There's no shame in being afraid..."
Is he shaking? A little, actually.
He can’t help the bad memories of falling.
“Sorry. I’m fine, I promise. I’m fine…”
He’s trying to assure himself more than anything.
He can’t help the bad memories of falling.
“Sorry. I’m fine, I promise. I’m fine…”
He’s trying to assure himself more than anything.
"Alright. I've got you."
Slowly and gently, he put Tomio down.
"There. It's okay."
Slowly and gently, he put Tomio down.
"There. It's okay."
“…..Please.” he nodded weakly. His heart rate, despite naturally being faint, is pretty quick right now. He’s trying not to be afraid, but he’s still struggling.
That last sound made him hesitate.
"Do you want down, Tomio? It's okay to be scared."
"Do you want down, Tomio? It's okay to be scared."
“I guess so. Thank you…” he mumbled, his grip tightening even more.
It’s fine. He’s fine. Nothing to fear, he’s not going to fall and die again, at least, not permanently. Fine. Everything’s fine—
“Gh…”
It’s fine. He’s fine. Nothing to fear, he’s not going to fall and die again, at least, not permanently. Fine. Everything’s fine—
“Gh…”
"You're doing wonderful, dearest."
He genuinely meant that.
He genuinely meant that.
Despite his fear, he’s doing surprisingly well. better than he thought he’d fair, at least.
Alistair kept up his slow pace. He flet bad but he also knew he wasn't letting Tomio go.
“Okay…” he whispered, his eyes shut tightly to avoid looking down.
"Just let me know if it's too much."
He started to walk, just as slowly as he held on tightly.
He started to walk, just as slowly as he held on tightly.
He felt his heart drop immediately—.
Deep breath…
“So far so good…”
Deep breath…
“So far so good…”
"Okay."
He moved very slowly, holding onto Tomio as he slowly stood up.
He moved very slowly, holding onto Tomio as he slowly stood up.
“Right.”
He took a deep breath, practically clinging to Alistair at this point.
“…..Ready.”
He took a deep breath, practically clinging to Alistair at this point.
“…..Ready.”
"Alright...let me know when you're ready, then. And also if you get uncomfortable."
“I’ll be fine. I just, ah, need to brace myself beforehand… Just don’t pick me up without permission.”
"I just...don't want you getting upset. It at me, but by being in that situation."
“… If you want, I suppose you can. I’m not just saying it to make you happy, either. I… Trust you don’t drop me.”
Alistair chuckled softly.
"Well, I promised not to pick you up."
"Well, I promised not to pick you up."
“Damn. You’re so comfortable, though.”
He slowly grinned, about to tease Tomio by standing up with him still wrapped around the vampire before he remembered. Fear of falling!
"Need to get up first."
"Need to get up first."