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twredfish.bsky.social
@twredfish.bsky.social
I just want to go home
I'm tired of faking that I'm ok.
Tired of denying the constant pain I'm in.
Tired.

But here I am. At work. Sucking it up another minute, hour, shift, day..

So, how ya'll doing on this EARLY Tuesday afternoon?
February 17, 2026 at 6:55 PM
I have been divorced now for 7 years come May.

Ist marriage lasted 5yrs.

2nd marriage lasted 24 years.

I will NEVER marry again.

Learning who I am, what I like, what I want to do, is everything.

7 years free, physically. Still working on the mental fk ups from both of them.

I miss.... me.
February 17, 2026 at 3:01 AM
Men suck
February 15, 2026 at 9:24 PM
When you are at an outdoor event n maga decides to come.

Rude, obnoxious n armed.

And WE are the snowflakes?

I'm sorry, but I do NOT wanna hear your country music at decibels that shake glass windows you RUDE MUTHER....
February 15, 2026 at 9:10 PM
My only wish, is to have a stranger hand me a flower, tip their head, then walk away, not expecting anything.

But won't happen, for this is real life,not a book or movie.
February 15, 2026 at 12:48 AM
Reposted
Get it? See, it's funny 'cuz our President is a pathological liar who rarely, if ever, tells the truth.
February 13, 2026 at 7:29 PM
Question:

To whom should I get my news info?

US reporting media's are slanted left/right.

Do I go to BBC? Reuters?
The Guardian?

Is there even an entity that is nonbiased?
February 13, 2026 at 4:54 PM
The past is gone.

The present is now.

The future is not written.

Unless the TVA is real and we are sooo skayrood!
February 12, 2026 at 2:14 PM
When I was a preteen I fear my parent's were heading for a divorce. (They didn't)
In high school I feared nuclear war. (Nope, didn't happen)

Now.
As an older adult. I fear for my rights, I fear for my daughter, I fear for my trans friends. I fear for my friends who are not white.

I fear. Fuk trmp
February 12, 2026 at 1:46 PM
To my fellow insomniacs:

Hellool! 🤗

So, 4,456,357 sheep have been counted.
Doomscrolling completed.
Putzing around room quietly trying not to wake anyone achieved.
Bills/funding mental gymnastics done.
Worrying/not worrying over doing taxes (owe? Not owe?)
Saying hello to everyone here. 🤗🤗
February 12, 2026 at 7:53 AM
How up on things I am.

Keep seeing "this movie trailer", or "this commercial had..", and I'm thinking...wait.
The game was played? All I heard yesterday, were kids playing.
So, the world didn't implode cause a non white played halftime? Huh, imagine that. 🤔
February 9, 2026 at 1:11 PM
Out of left field question for the Canadians here:

Have you seen/heard of Cats vs Pickles? Itsa little bean stuffy, fits in the palm of your hand.

Have been finding them at thrift stores, barely ever new unless on clearance. Look like these.
February 9, 2026 at 3:25 AM
Bitch bitch
Moan
Groan.

These post brought to you by the following letters:

F.C.K.T.H.U.S.G.O.V.N.I.C.E.
February 9, 2026 at 1:13 AM
I can't keep doing this but I keep doing this because:
I keep the roof over our heads
I keep food in the pantry
I keep paying all the bills, on time
I keep us afloat

If I mentally implode, cave in, we lose everything.

So, suffer in silence do I, yes, mmmm.
February 9, 2026 at 1:07 AM
Please send help.

Found I LOVE/ADORE Sargento cheese, but can't afford it. Especially that 4 state one!

Stuck with great value cheese, or worse, Kroger brand.

At least it's still cheese, and not processed cheese food product. Like, WTF even is that?

Oh, yeah. Oil byproduct food thing.
February 9, 2026 at 1:01 AM
Panic attack? Check
Anxiety attack? Check
Unable to discern the two? Check

I FUCKING HATE BEING THE ADULT IN EVERYTHING ANY MORE!

I.....(whimper).....so tired....

My dumbass just kero going.
February 9, 2026 at 12:42 AM
We had rented Loku season one from library.

THEY DON'T HAVE SEASON TWO!

This , is going to be hard.

(Please, no spoilers)
February 8, 2026 at 9:35 PM
Watching Loki...

So, when I left the ex, was I deviating from my path, or was I readjusting my path to the correct path timeline?
February 7, 2026 at 8:30 PM
Cooked bacon in the oven for first time.
Top rack they came out fairly chewy how I like it.
Bottom rack a lot more crispy. Too crispy for me (gonna crumble for salads)
Line baking sheet with parchment paper. Cook @400° for 15min. Can put in during preheat.
Paper towels on plate. Use/toss grease.
February 7, 2026 at 3:04 PM
Ohhhhhhhh......

Who lives in a pineapple......

🍍🍍🍍🍍🍍🍍🍍🍍🍍🍍🍍
February 5, 2026 at 9:04 AM
I don't want to adult anymore.
February 4, 2026 at 8:34 PM
If women are the problem for men, and men are problem for women...

Separate.

States that are GOP only, Dem only, I really dgaff states.
Men only
Women only
Dogs only
Cats only
White only
Black only

WE NEED EACH OTHER TO SURVIVE AGAINST THE DARK.
February 3, 2026 at 5:08 PM
Reposted
February 3, 2026 at 12:14 PM
I'm starting to understand the phrase "read the room", and it's scaring me.
February 2, 2026 at 6:58 PM
I need an adultier adult to tell me it's gonna be alright.
February 2, 2026 at 6:24 PM