Topin
@topin.bsky.social
Hello, I'm Topin
I don't know how people work.
Nothing is hard, just tedious.
I don't know how people work.
Nothing is hard, just tedious.
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Nobody benefits from just taking in problems. You need solutions or a sense of action to take and approach what problems you can solve or you drown in problems you can't bring yourself to solve.
And right now I'm drowning.
And right now I'm drowning.
August 16, 2025 at 1:09 AM
Nobody benefits from just taking in problems. You need solutions or a sense of action to take and approach what problems you can solve or you drown in problems you can't bring yourself to solve.
And right now I'm drowning.
And right now I'm drowning.
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But with the general vibe of the state of the world, my settling into a fairly content but boring lifestyle, and actively feeling my body and mind atrophying, the impulse is dying.
August 16, 2025 at 1:09 AM
But with the general vibe of the state of the world, my settling into a fairly content but boring lifestyle, and actively feeling my body and mind atrophying, the impulse is dying.
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I think I've been bogged down in the constant reminders of the problems out there that either can't be solved or are grossly not being solved/being exacerbated by the powers that be
If I was more angry, the spite would be my driving force
If I was more confused, the curiosity in learning would be it
If I was more angry, the spite would be my driving force
If I was more confused, the curiosity in learning would be it
August 16, 2025 at 1:09 AM
I think I've been bogged down in the constant reminders of the problems out there that either can't be solved or are grossly not being solved/being exacerbated by the powers that be
If I was more angry, the spite would be my driving force
If I was more confused, the curiosity in learning would be it
If I was more angry, the spite would be my driving force
If I was more confused, the curiosity in learning would be it
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Lately the problems I've sat with are ones with either no solution or solutions that are hard to implement. As a result, I've been left feeling somewhat directionless with little drive to proceed in solving problems.
August 16, 2025 at 1:09 AM
Lately the problems I've sat with are ones with either no solution or solutions that are hard to implement. As a result, I've been left feeling somewhat directionless with little drive to proceed in solving problems.
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I have a sticky note that has always displayed a formidable truth about me.
"I'm an impulsive problem solver.
If I can't find the answer, I get confused.
If I'm denied solving it, I get angry.
If I'm reminded of it, I get depressed."
"I'm an impulsive problem solver.
If I can't find the answer, I get confused.
If I'm denied solving it, I get angry.
If I'm reminded of it, I get depressed."
August 16, 2025 at 1:09 AM
I have a sticky note that has always displayed a formidable truth about me.
"I'm an impulsive problem solver.
If I can't find the answer, I get confused.
If I'm denied solving it, I get angry.
If I'm reminded of it, I get depressed."
"I'm an impulsive problem solver.
If I can't find the answer, I get confused.
If I'm denied solving it, I get angry.
If I'm reminded of it, I get depressed."
So...... I just had another depression/anxiety episode.
And it was a rerun at that.
And it was a rerun at that.
December 8, 2025 at 11:02 PM
So...... I just had another depression/anxiety episode.
And it was a rerun at that.
And it was a rerun at that.
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You really need to know when to not be on here.
Your grey matter is too important for it to turn to mush over any of this.
Your grey matter is too important for it to turn to mush over any of this.
October 8, 2024 at 3:13 PM
You really need to know when to not be on here.
Your grey matter is too important for it to turn to mush over any of this.
Your grey matter is too important for it to turn to mush over any of this.
I think a sign of self-destructive behavior is if you catch yourself having to answer the question of why you're doing what you're doing and the only response you can think of is to feel something, regardless of what it is. It's at least a sign you're aware of it if you're the one asking, but still.
December 1, 2025 at 12:07 PM
I think a sign of self-destructive behavior is if you catch yourself having to answer the question of why you're doing what you're doing and the only response you can think of is to feel something, regardless of what it is. It's at least a sign you're aware of it if you're the one asking, but still.
Exactly how serious should you take the warning "You will shit out your legs" after telling someone you walked 10,000 steps in one session and also don't frequently exercise?
November 30, 2025 at 4:19 PM
Exactly how serious should you take the warning "You will shit out your legs" after telling someone you walked 10,000 steps in one session and also don't frequently exercise?
This year's been rough
A multitude of depressive episodes including two really bad ones that've resulted in me self-isolating, my job security seemingly hanging in the balance twice over, my direction in life feeling constantly stagnant, and losing two close friends whose trust I'll never earn back.
A multitude of depressive episodes including two really bad ones that've resulted in me self-isolating, my job security seemingly hanging in the balance twice over, my direction in life feeling constantly stagnant, and losing two close friends whose trust I'll never earn back.
November 27, 2025 at 12:01 AM
This year's been rough
A multitude of depressive episodes including two really bad ones that've resulted in me self-isolating, my job security seemingly hanging in the balance twice over, my direction in life feeling constantly stagnant, and losing two close friends whose trust I'll never earn back.
A multitude of depressive episodes including two really bad ones that've resulted in me self-isolating, my job security seemingly hanging in the balance twice over, my direction in life feeling constantly stagnant, and losing two close friends whose trust I'll never earn back.
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PSA for all trans girls, and I do mean all
November 1, 2025 at 5:18 PM
PSA for all trans girls, and I do mean all
That special kind of catharsis that comes from your therapist empathetically wincing at your misfortune.
November 24, 2025 at 7:33 PM
That special kind of catharsis that comes from your therapist empathetically wincing at your misfortune.
Outlines with @plushvik.bsky.social
November 23, 2025 at 6:55 PM
Outlines with @plushvik.bsky.social
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Misread "redraw" as "red-raw" and thought it was some slang for a cut of meat.
November 20, 2025 at 7:20 PM
Misread "redraw" as "red-raw" and thought it was some slang for a cut of meat.
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Check on your people. It shouldn’t be a mail carrier who notices something is wrong because the mail hasn’t been picked up in weeks. It shouldn’t be the post office asking the police for a welfare check. Check on them. Everyone should have someone.
November 19, 2025 at 5:23 PM
Check on your people. It shouldn’t be a mail carrier who notices something is wrong because the mail hasn’t been picked up in weeks. It shouldn’t be the post office asking the police for a welfare check. Check on them. Everyone should have someone.
I feel funny
Can't tell if it's the new meds or the sleep deprivation
Can't tell if it's the new meds or the sleep deprivation
November 19, 2025 at 11:51 AM
I feel funny
Can't tell if it's the new meds or the sleep deprivation
Can't tell if it's the new meds or the sleep deprivation
I'm good at charming my girlfriend.
November 19, 2025 at 1:13 AM
I'm good at charming my girlfriend.
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You can love someone you love even if you don't love yourself🏳️⚧️
But if you love yourself, you can love both yourself and the person you love. Your love becomes twofold.
So take care of yourself.
Your soul is beautiful.
But if you love yourself, you can love both yourself and the person you love. Your love becomes twofold.
So take care of yourself.
Your soul is beautiful.
November 18, 2025 at 2:33 PM
You can love someone you love even if you don't love yourself🏳️⚧️
But if you love yourself, you can love both yourself and the person you love. Your love becomes twofold.
So take care of yourself.
Your soul is beautiful.
But if you love yourself, you can love both yourself and the person you love. Your love becomes twofold.
So take care of yourself.
Your soul is beautiful.
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I feel like this sometimes
November 18, 2025 at 2:16 PM
I feel like this sometimes