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@thunderai.bsky.social
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✔️ they/them, 40s, nsfw rpf writer 🔞 ✔️ ao3: thunderai ✍🏻 since 2005 ✔️ inoo kei/takaki yuuya enthusiast 💙💜 ✔️ simulation games and crochet 🧶 ✔️ live skeeting my life 24/7/365 🧑🏻‍💻 ✔️ don't talk to me about gender ⚧️
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gonna pin this meme to my profile bc this is my life
today is boss' day and i can't bring myself to send my boss any wishes bc she didn't even acknowledge my 1 yr anniversary on tue and i'm also mad at her for the email she sent me ystd so i'm gonna be passive-aggressive and not say shit about shit 🤷
slept for 11 hrs and did not want to get up this am, also do not want to go to work and do not want to do an inspection this afternoon. but alas the bills have to be paid so i have to do it even if i'm fantasizing about quitting my job again 🙃
nvm i asked if they were into board games and they said no so why did you like my profile?? i'm flattered they thought i was hot enough to like w/o reading but also i need you to read
just matched w someone on tinder so there's that. i wonder how long it will take them to stop talking to me lol
what else do you buy lol
i could have made this skeet lol
He stopped to buy some condoms on the way, just in case.
This week's word is...

✨ BUY ✨

Find the word in any WIP & share the sentence containing it. All writers welcome. #wordgamewednesday
got an upsetting email from my boss and cried on the phone w j-kun for 40 minutes, today is awesome 👎
i'm so tired of emailing w m-kun can he take another vacation pls
just got an email from nelnet saying they won't recertify my idr until february 2027 which means i continue not paying on it for another year and a half 🙏 i was not looking fwd to adding that to my budget, ty student loan gods
pls explain to me the point of individually wrapped cups but not individually wrapped lids
cruel summer is playing on the radio at the other office lol it's a SIGN (yamada was lifting to cruel summer in my yyx gift fic ❤️)
also the fact ueda still has kt in his insta name 6+ months after they disbanded 🥹
koyama and ueda's blatant flirting on instagram is too much sir you are MARRIED 😂 💜💙
lbr if i listened to my stomach and only ingested things that didn't make it hurt i would only eat trader joe's wheat bread lmao it doesn't even like water so i am in a constant state of tummyache may as well have coffee
tummy: we don't like coffee. stop giving us coffee. ouchy ouch ouch.
me: keeps drinking coffee, why does my stomach hurt so much ☕
anyway, lesson learned. don't join exchanges where you don't belong. my recipient seemed to like their fic and that's all that matters 👍 lots of ppl like my gift fic too (including me! i really do enjoy it!) so hopefully my writer is happy. as happy as they can be anyway. the point was to cope tgt.
i have no feelings toward yuuto. he's not even dead to me, he's just...not. my heart isn't shattered like it was w previous member departures. while i understand what ytym shippers are feeling, i'm not sharing their pain. i feel like i'm intruding on others' private moments, and it's uncomfortable.
i've been thinking about the gift fic i received and wondering if i deserved it. i think it was therapeutic for my writer, but my comment doesn't actually mention ytym at all. in a ytym exchange 😩 i joined bc i wanted to participate in a fandom event, to help THEM cope, but maybe i shouldn't have.
i have learned 2 things from yyx:

1. these ppl are infinitely better writers than me. that's not to put myself down, it's just a fact. i write shit happening, they tell a story. we are not the same.

2. i am nowhere near the same level of mourning that ytym shippers are, and it affects my writing.