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kiwi

@thisissurreal.bsky.social

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i dont even draw that much OC artist and occasional pixel artist check out my comms lmao: https://artistree.io/thisissurreal

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kiwi @thisissurreal.bsky.social · Oct 3

comms are open! might as well post here so i get as much reach as possible lol. for more info take a look at my carrd: thisissurreal.carrd.co
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kiwi @thisissurreal.bsky.social · 13h

maybe i should start writing edgy poetry to deal w my mental issues and my lack of self worth

kiwi @thisissurreal.bsky.social · 15h

i feel like when it comes to gesture drawing, it,,, just feels like i draw the gestures but i dont pick up shit from it. i have been doing it on and off and its just. i dunno if i see a noticeable improvement?????? to be fair tho, i also dont do it regularly like i should lol

kiwi @thisissurreal.bsky.social · 15h

i did 100 30 second gesture drawings in pretty much one sitting, and throughout the whole thing i was like "i dont think im learning anything" "now hold on i think i get it" "nvm i am not learning"

kiwi @thisissurreal.bsky.social · 12d

speaking of youtube pet peeves, i HATE when creators do the "before i continue talking about this, PLEASE like and subscribe!!" SPECIFICALLY for tutorials, because that will just make me click off entirely. i already prefer written tutorials, dont fucking waste my time

kiwi @thisissurreal.bsky.social · 12d

things like "x explained" but its not an explanation, its a fucking summary. or when someone uses the word "rant" but its a RAMBLE, not a rant!! brother....

kiwi @thisissurreal.bsky.social · 12d

i think one of my pet peeves that i have with youtube videos is when people just dont fuckin know the meanings of words and still use it in their title

kiwi @thisissurreal.bsky.social · 14d

on god i hope i get my motivation back,,, i drew so much during art fight and then my art production TANKED so bad afterwards

kiwi @thisissurreal.bsky.social · 14d

nothing like seein really good art and thinking "i gotta practice drawing" but then never really doing it

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🕸Nye🐇 comms open! @nigelgraz.bsky.social · 15d

OC 🪽

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kiwi @thisissurreal.bsky.social · 17d

i am just worried i have payment info there, but as far as i remember, i dont think i even set it up lol

kiwi @thisissurreal.bsky.social · 17d

i got an email about the artists and clients data breach that happened a while back and im like... 90% sure i deleted my account. i am p sure i made an account, used it for like a month TOPS, and then realized it wasnt for me and deleted it

kiwi @thisissurreal.bsky.social · 17d

ever since i got the library extension i get more excited to read. its such a useful extension and it makes me realize how many books are actually accessible for me. would recommend!

kiwi @thisissurreal.bsky.social · 18d

oh moon knight. i love you. youre so silly

kiwi @thisissurreal.bsky.social · 18d

reread a bit of mk comics and like. i forgot about the fact that hes so Mentally Ill that mind control doesnt fucking work on him. and its SOOOO funny LMFAO

kiwi @thisissurreal.bsky.social · 19d

love how my brain has immediately latched onto a Specific thing just bc i thought of it randomly ONE (1) time and now it cant let it go. LEAVE ME ALONE,,

kiwi @thisissurreal.bsky.social · 19d

throwback to the time i took an "are you depressed" quiz for funsies and was literally like :O when the results showed up that i may be Mildly Depressed lmao

kiwi @thisissurreal.bsky.social · 19d

i mean to be fair i am a lil mentally ill but i dont think its enough for me to go to a psychiatrist yknow?? i dont think i need to be medicated or anything

kiwi @thisissurreal.bsky.social · 19d

every day i have the thoughts of "i wish i could be sleeping for months" and "i don't want to do anything at all" and i still think to myself, "i don't think im THAT depressed"

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geneva @gdbee.bsky.social · 25d

Tiger print

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kiwi @thisissurreal.bsky.social · 26d

elsewhere and where it matters most. EW EW EW EW EW!!! its kind of like the online equivalent of tattooing your partner's name; WHY would you fucking DO that????

kiwi @thisissurreal.bsky.social · 26d

they LITERALLY fucking made a donation to a streamer talking about how much they loved my friend. and i am putting this on blast because its SOOOO fucking embarrassing for them. like imagine donating to a twitch streamer to declare your love in front of thousands of viewers but you dont express it-

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kiwi @thisissurreal.bsky.social · 26d

listen. all im saying is that if you tweet about how much you love your partner, i think thats a Red Flag. and i know i am hypocritical cause i kinda was like that in the past, but i dont Do That anymore cause im a grown ass fucking adult now LMFAO

kiwi @thisissurreal.bsky.social · 26d

i talked about a guy with my friends that we All collectively Dislike and theyre apparently still the same weirdo lovebomber

kiwi @thisissurreal.bsky.social · 27d

ALSO JUST TO DISCLAIM: i am NOT saying all white people who make an attempt at diversity DO this. i am saying, that when you come across this, theres a Certain Flavor where you can just Tell as a POC-- the good intentions are there, but in the end, they missed the mark SLIGHTLY.

kiwi @thisissurreal.bsky.social · 27d

im really torn on diversity like this because its like, cool, you made an effort to include people of color! but like, i feel like there needs to be MORE intent than to just put them in as set dressing and props for the white leads.