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ヽ༼ ಠ益ಠ ༽ﾉ @thisaintlei.bsky.social · Apr 21

#myvibe3

ヽ༼ ಠ益ಠ ༽ﾉ @thisaintlei.bsky.social · 21d

never fucking again

ヽ༼ ಠ益ಠ ༽ﾉ @thisaintlei.bsky.social · 21d

bpd x bpd romantic relationships are tumultuous af

ヽ༼ ಠ益ಠ ༽ﾉ @thisaintlei.bsky.social · 21d

how do u even find a balance between overcommunicating v. just keeping things to yourself… like ive been on both sides now im just confused

ヽ༼ ಠ益ಠ ༽ﾉ @thisaintlei.bsky.social · 21d

then be told i’m lovebombing and manipulating? HELLO I LIKED U until i didnt

ヽ༼ ಠ益ಠ ༽ﾉ @thisaintlei.bsky.social · 21d

i tried so hard to be vulnerable and emotionally mature in my first wlw experience but that literally meant nothing lmaoooooo…. it’s so odd to feel like you’re understood by someone but then that all goes away within seconds

ヽ༼ ಠ益ಠ ༽ﾉ @thisaintlei.bsky.social · 21d

woah i used to be crashing out bad on here #medicated #therapy

ヽ༼ ಠ益ಠ ༽ﾉ @thisaintlei.bsky.social · Jun 4

the day someone proposes to me will be the best day of my life, cant wait to be loved and that reassure me i am capable and worthy of it

ヽ༼ ಠ益ಠ ༽ﾉ @thisaintlei.bsky.social · May 24

im scared that one day im gonna get triggered so bad i do end up kms

ヽ༼ ಠ益ಠ ༽ﾉ @thisaintlei.bsky.social · May 24

i’ll love him forever bro this shit hurts so much my heart is shattered

ヽ༼ ಠ益ಠ ༽ﾉ @thisaintlei.bsky.social · May 24

im trying so hard not to cut myself rn

ヽ༼ ಠ益ಠ ༽ﾉ @thisaintlei.bsky.social · May 22

im gonna mail him a really freaky love letter in 6 months

ヽ༼ ಠ益ಠ ༽ﾉ @thisaintlei.bsky.social · May 21

im staying single
for as long as i can

ヽ༼ ಠ益ಠ ༽ﾉ @thisaintlei.bsky.social · May 21

sigh

ヽ༼ ಠ益ಠ ༽ﾉ @thisaintlei.bsky.social · May 18

my chest is tight everything about today is so uncomfortable bro wtf

ヽ༼ ಠ益ಠ ༽ﾉ @thisaintlei.bsky.social · May 16

grieving the person i couldve been

ヽ༼ ಠ益ಠ ༽ﾉ @thisaintlei.bsky.social · May 16

dealing with someone that has bpd is draining but omg at least you can walk away from it 😭😭😭 i have to live w this shit

ヽ༼ ಠ益ಠ ༽ﾉ @thisaintlei.bsky.social · May 16

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK

ヽ༼ ಠ益ಠ ༽ﾉ @thisaintlei.bsky.social · May 16

past year i dead been feelin like im just now becoming extremely aware of myself

ヽ༼ ಠ益ಠ ༽ﾉ @thisaintlei.bsky.social · May 16

woah i dont think ive ever been sane since trauma thats kinda scary. i feel like i just gained consciousness and been on autopilot for years.

ヽ༼ ಠ益ಠ ༽ﾉ @thisaintlei.bsky.social · May 16

just remembered when i’d take benadryl extra strength every night whilst going thru a breakup w a narcissist but i stopped cus one day i took too much and wasn’t able to sleep because i was so dizzy and nauseous and saw the hat man i was scared for my life. mane i just wanted to SLEEP

ヽ༼ ಠ益ಠ ༽ﾉ @thisaintlei.bsky.social · May 16

one day im going to rid myself of this demonic device and only contact others thru calls and emails

ヽ༼ ಠ益ಠ ༽ﾉ @thisaintlei.bsky.social · May 16

i wish phones never existed

ヽ༼ ಠ益ಠ ༽ﾉ @thisaintlei.bsky.social · May 16

i hope my future partner can tell me that they’re not scared of me even after i crash out like please recognize im not myself please dont run away

ヽ༼ ಠ益ಠ ༽ﾉ @thisaintlei.bsky.social · May 16

its taking me 20mins to eat my now cold japchae cus i keep getting side tracked by fucking everything :/ and i still havent found a youtube video to watch while i eat and im too lazy to get up and heat it so ill eat it cold fuck it

ヽ༼ ಠ益ಠ ༽ﾉ @thisaintlei.bsky.social · May 16

sometimes i think i have high functioning adhd… women’s symptoms arent really recorded but FUCK i wish i had the resources to get properly tested for everything