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@theverakellers.bsky.social
• (i hate it here so I will go to secret gardens in my mind) • she/they • ‘92 liner • (sometimes) bts writer • ot7
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i looked at what i’ve written and it’s not so bad actually?? with some cleaning up maybe i could go and revisit it? maybe…
the fact that I never got around to finishing my sope christmas fic bc I was struck down in my prime 🥺
November 26, 2025 at 5:53 AM
i looked at what i’ve written and it’s not so bad actually?? with some cleaning up maybe i could go and revisit it? maybe…
not to be over dramatic but you know when you push and ignore a feeling away and you think it’s gone forever but then one day when you really think about it, it’s not gone at all actually and it’s terrible?? bc yeah
November 26, 2025 at 5:49 AM
not to be over dramatic but you know when you push and ignore a feeling away and you think it’s gone forever but then one day when you really think about it, it’s not gone at all actually and it’s terrible?? bc yeah
no but fr if you a story like totally changes your entire world when you read it, like it’s literally world shifting, you NEED TO TELL THE WRITER!!!! i cannot emphasize this enough bc !!! seriously!! let them know!!! 😭😭😭😭😭
November 25, 2025 at 11:19 PM
no but fr if you a story like totally changes your entire world when you read it, like it’s literally world shifting, you NEED TO TELL THE WRITER!!!! i cannot emphasize this enough bc !!! seriously!! let them know!!! 😭😭😭😭😭
are you ever just going about your normal life and then suddenly something reminds me of a scene in your favorite fic like ever so you have to go open it up and read that scene and suddenly you’re hit with all of the emotions of how much you love that fic in all its entirety and everything about it?
November 25, 2025 at 11:10 PM
are you ever just going about your normal life and then suddenly something reminds me of a scene in your favorite fic like ever so you have to go open it up and read that scene and suddenly you’re hit with all of the emotions of how much you love that fic in all its entirety and everything about it?
unrelated to anything but i just realized that i had a crush on a tumblr oomf back in the day. like we didn’t talk that much or anything but yeah. like i definitely had a crush on her now that i think about it. this was also before i realized just how bi i was so ofc i didn’t clock it then. 💀
November 24, 2025 at 9:59 PM
unrelated to anything but i just realized that i had a crush on a tumblr oomf back in the day. like we didn’t talk that much or anything but yeah. like i definitely had a crush on her now that i think about it. this was also before i realized just how bi i was so ofc i didn’t clock it then. 💀
who needs a christmas tree to put ornaments on when you can hang it on your rearview mirror (i did this with a bts ornament last christmas as well)
November 22, 2025 at 11:56 PM
who needs a christmas tree to put ornaments on when you can hang it on your rearview mirror (i did this with a bts ornament last christmas as well)
actually looks like i was aware that i was embarrassing but still like why were you doing so much 💀
channeling all my embarrassing energy into my writing bc why should I feel these feelings and not one of my characters?? let’s share emotions ok
November 22, 2025 at 6:53 AM
actually looks like i was aware that i was embarrassing but still like why were you doing so much 💀
found evidence from my memories on my camera roll of what i was up to a year ago today and omg past brownie was so embarrassing like super embarassing 😭
November 22, 2025 at 5:05 AM
found evidence from my memories on my camera roll of what i was up to a year ago today and omg past brownie was so embarrassing like super embarassing 😭
do you think hoseok is the type to video call you like all the time even when he’s super tired in the car on his way home even though it’s super late and dark and he’s just mumbling random stuff bc he wants to tell you about his day 😭
November 20, 2025 at 9:00 AM
do you think hoseok is the type to video call you like all the time even when he’s super tired in the car on his way home even though it’s super late and dark and he’s just mumbling random stuff bc he wants to tell you about his day 😭
saw this shirt at a thrift store today and i laughed so hard bc real
November 18, 2025 at 10:20 PM
saw this shirt at a thrift store today and i laughed so hard bc real
maybe i should never let anyone in ever again which shouldn’t be too hard bc ppl don’t like me anyway soooo who needs friends anyway right let’s just be friendless forever
November 17, 2025 at 5:52 AM
maybe i should never let anyone in ever again which shouldn’t be too hard bc ppl don’t like me anyway soooo who needs friends anyway right let’s just be friendless forever
went to an anime con this weekend for the first time in a few years without my ex best friend and the past few days i’ve just been thinking to myself “am i a bad friend? or the type of person who shouldn’t have friends? did i not try?” and i’ve just spiraled and maybe i’m not the best person idk
November 17, 2025 at 3:38 AM
went to an anime con this weekend for the first time in a few years without my ex best friend and the past few days i’ve just been thinking to myself “am i a bad friend? or the type of person who shouldn’t have friends? did i not try?” and i’ve just spiraled and maybe i’m not the best person idk
do you understand that if i speak about namgi i will cry??
November 12, 2025 at 7:58 PM
do you understand that if i speak about namgi i will cry??
i. need to write (which i haven’t done in months and no i’ve not been avoiding it at all or anything like that what are you talking about) 😭
November 5, 2025 at 1:37 AM
i. need to write (which i haven’t done in months and no i’ve not been avoiding it at all or anything like that what are you talking about) 😭
i have totally normal, completely emotionally stable feelings about taejin fyi
November 2, 2025 at 12:41 AM
i have totally normal, completely emotionally stable feelings about taejin fyi
okay who’s gonna get me cheese fries from shake shack now bc those things are seriously the best and now i’m craving some
October 30, 2025 at 7:14 AM
okay who’s gonna get me cheese fries from shake shack now bc those things are seriously the best and now i’m craving some
greatest find of this week was finding a hoodie from the eras tour merch at a thrift store and other than being a bit faded it’s in great condition and was only 15 dollars 👍🏽
October 30, 2025 at 4:08 AM
greatest find of this week was finding a hoodie from the eras tour merch at a thrift store and other than being a bit faded it’s in great condition and was only 15 dollars 👍🏽
been having like debilitating headaches every few weeks for the past few months and i finally went to the doctor and she was like “you’re having migraines” and i was like 😮
October 29, 2025 at 3:17 PM
been having like debilitating headaches every few weeks for the past few months and i finally went to the doctor and she was like “you’re having migraines” and i was like 😮
looking into a new hair salon and i feel like i’m cheating on previous hair stylist but like i think i need to go somewhere else for a new ‘do bc idk my previous one always left something to be desired??
October 27, 2025 at 9:48 PM
looking into a new hair salon and i feel like i’m cheating on previous hair stylist but like i think i need to go somewhere else for a new ‘do bc idk my previous one always left something to be desired??
seventeen, i love you more than words can describe
October 23, 2025 at 6:47 AM
seventeen, i love you more than words can describe
where i’ve been for the last month btw 😭
get you a friend who basically will hold your hand as you get into a new interest that they’re already into, as you journey through it but also throw things at you at a neck breaking speed 🙂↕️
October 12, 2025 at 10:38 PM
where i’ve been for the last month btw 😭
happy birthday park jimin, the light of the world that you are 💜
October 12, 2025 at 9:35 PM
happy birthday park jimin, the light of the world that you are 💜
the fact that every time tswift drops a new album it’s like my entire personality for weeks on end
October 7, 2025 at 11:25 PM
the fact that every time tswift drops a new album it’s like my entire personality for weeks on end
been thinking about seokjin’s shoulders literally all day
September 24, 2025 at 6:08 AM
been thinking about seokjin’s shoulders literally all day