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The EVIL Moth Guy
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Pfp by @Ashashhicks69 ! ⚠️ I am a minor DO NOT INTERACT IF YOU ARE AN NSFW ACCOUNT ⚠️ ☆ I will vent at times ☆ 「He/Him/moth」 Hai!!! I'm Benkaru/Deron! Artist - mostly drawing moths, protogen, and Ark-tech OC lore Moth enthusiast Cavern Crusher fan
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Hi it's time to ACTUALLY introduce myself with a big thread talking about me slay
I saw a moth im feeling much better now
Im an idiot, I have no meaning, I'm useless, and i dont deserve anything.
It'd be great if all I felt was endless dopamine
I dont want this anymore. I want it to end.
Imagine if life was okay. Imagine if we could be happy again. If we could be okay. It would be so perfect
Can someone kill me and make it quick
Everything is terrible. People are terrible. Life is terrible. I shouldve died long ago. I dont deserve life. Maybe if I die others can feel better
I dont matter. If I mattered things would've changed already.
The funny thing is that i dont deserve the stuff I have because I have no worth.
There's a reason people forget me and it's because i have no purpose and im meaningless
I am a bad person. I am not someone who is friendly I deserve to be alone and die alone with nobody around me. If i didn't deserve that I would not feel this way. I'm useless in every right and shouldn't be treated like a human
If I disappeared i doubt people would wonder
Im an idiot. If i wasn't an idiot i wouldn't feel this way.
I cannot see myself when im older
Three more years till im out of school and I honestly dont know if ill actually make it to the end
My friends deserve life, but do i? Do I actually deserve to live?
God i wish for way too many things. I want Kontana to be real, I want to live in the world of Ark-tech, I want to be a moth, I want things to be okay again.

None of it will ever come true. I know that.
I dont want to be here anymore I want everything to be back when I was ignorant and stupid I want to feel like that again I want to feel okay
I wish it was over already. I thought it would be. I thought I wouldn't have to deal with much anymore. But no. It continues and it thrives. When will it end? When will I be free from this feeling?
I kinda just wanna sleep for a week or two. Just sleep.