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🧪Variety Robot VTuber #twitchaffiliate ⚙ 23yro 🤖 Tech Lover, Robot Builder, Mega Nerd 💚 Socials: https://theluckynewby.carrd.co/ 🎨PFP: @OnyxGalaria 🎨Model: @AbsolonSpyker
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Mine broke my OBS so long ago and I have been putting off streaming because of it I think

Is it a good idea to just start from scratch? 🥲😅
I have multiple block lists cause I'm tired of politics period but it always seems like these fall through the muted words and lists... it's annoying
Twitter feels like such a long lost area of my social media life now, Meta is about to become the same thing cause my friends and family are starting to leave the app too
“You guys don’t understand, I can’t leave Twitter because I just can’t make bluesky work”

*is following less than 20 people, doesn’t interact with others, and only has a few posts all of which are going live notifs*
Why did the midwest suddenly go from humid hell feat. corn sweat to "oh hey it's October weather now"
Having people sit there and tell you to quit the hobbies that have kept you alive definitely did not help this shitty year.

Alright vent over
Now I have a whole new outlook on people who stim (somatic therapy), exercise or walk to relieve stress (also somatic, a type of stim), or make themselves busy with lots of fun hobbies to like... not want to off yourself

I was told this was "unhealthy" burnout for years and people were wrong.
Turns out keeping your brain and body busy when you have ADHD and depressive grief (within reason, not to the point of burnout I've found out the hard way) is a legitimate way to keep the harmful icky stuff away according to my therapist and it's worked.
I literally just want to be left alone, I do not want apologies, I do not want the stress, because I just cannot forgive people that I've seen what they've said and done then continue to think I don't know what kind of person they really are.
I had someone message me about this out of concern, so let me say this, I'm doing better but knowing there are people out there talking bad and stalking me still is stressing me out to the point of having very bad mental health for months. I'm taking extreme measures to keep these people out.
And if I find out who you are, you're getting blocked in the same way because the constant drama, stalking, and talking crap is getting so exhausting its put me into extensive therapy. This is not being taken lightly.
So that last post worked as intended. Let me put this message out:

STOP FEEDING MY BUSINESS TO PEOPLE WHO HAVE MADE MY MENTAL HEALTH WORSE.

If this reaches the intended, good. Because you're about to put me in a mental hospital.

If not, please ignore. Thanks.
So I emptied my block list on Discord because I found out the person who encouraged me to block was a pathological liar that left out some pretty important details on how they were actually the problem..
And if you know who this is and you're unblocked..yeah, sorry.

Anyways how's your day going 🥲
People that regularly check Clearsky are weird, sorry
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You cannot meaningfully fight fascism if you aren't trying to fight the doom and gloom it brings.

Find a new hobby! Kiss the gay people in your phone! Make the best of what we have!
Thank you, I'm trying my best. I've missed a few doses of my meds already lately and my appetite is way down. I need to start doing better somehow. I appreciate the encouragement 💚
Sorry this probably means I won't be trying to stream this weekend again.

I'm trying to hold my head above water. Any tips to keep myself from crashing out would be appreciated. 😕

Waiting on a call to see if another family member is dying while stressed at work.
I swear every time I feel like I might be ready and motivated to start a new project, someone or something ruins it or something in my life goes wrong that I can't control but it thrusts me into another bad mental health spiral.

I just want to live life the way I want to.
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Executing greeting.exe...

Heya, Lucky here! I'm a VTubing robot, standing by. O7

Launching friendly_protai.exe, standby...

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Quote with a movie gif from the year you turned 18
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Little gentle reminder to all the human creatives out there 💪
Good cause I dont have time to remake my model before I wanna stream again 😅