Eleanor from outside
@theboatfromjaws.bsky.social
weightlifting, birds, lewds
Pinned
Anyway, I'm a 40 year old trans woman, take better care of your health and just start the damn hormones already
When I posted this on an insta story somebody DMed me asking where I found pink gym shorts with a smiley logo
December 14, 2025 at 1:44 AM
When I posted this on an insta story somebody DMed me asking where I found pink gym shorts with a smiley logo
The most useful thing I gained from therapy is the ability to step back the moment I feel a big scary painful emotion and ask how much of my reaction comes from the thing itself vs a fear or need of mine amplifying everything
Turns out you gotta do that with big positive emotions too??? Seems fake
Turns out you gotta do that with big positive emotions too??? Seems fake
December 14, 2025 at 1:29 AM
The most useful thing I gained from therapy is the ability to step back the moment I feel a big scary painful emotion and ask how much of my reaction comes from the thing itself vs a fear or need of mine amplifying everything
Turns out you gotta do that with big positive emotions too??? Seems fake
Turns out you gotta do that with big positive emotions too??? Seems fake
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i believe people when they say linux has gotten better in the last few years. what i'm skeptical of is that linux Guys have improved. i will not use an OS where i'm at high risk of someone calling me stupid for not liking some aspect of the experience. i must be allowed to hate the computer
November 19, 2025 at 9:36 PM
i believe people when they say linux has gotten better in the last few years. what i'm skeptical of is that linux Guys have improved. i will not use an OS where i'm at high risk of someone calling me stupid for not liking some aspect of the experience. i must be allowed to hate the computer
They should sell looseys of onion rings
December 13, 2025 at 8:41 PM
They should sell looseys of onion rings
I somehow lost at lesbian arm wrestling??? (I got bored and gave up. She was strong though)
December 13, 2025 at 6:41 AM
I somehow lost at lesbian arm wrestling??? (I got bored and gave up. She was strong though)
It's kinda hard to ride a motorcycle in high heeled boots
December 13, 2025 at 5:26 AM
It's kinda hard to ride a motorcycle in high heeled boots
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Get a load of this idiot, getting gently kissed by sunbeams
December 12, 2025 at 6:43 PM
Get a load of this idiot, getting gently kissed by sunbeams
I think I'm learning the difference between the look my tiny lesbian boyfriend gives me when they're about to say something really sweet and the one they give me when they're imagining doing some light cannibalism
December 12, 2025 at 2:25 AM
I think I'm learning the difference between the look my tiny lesbian boyfriend gives me when they're about to say something really sweet and the one they give me when they're imagining doing some light cannibalism
I hate those "I bought this before Elon went crazy" stickers but I did just see one on a Subaru Outback and that was pretty funny
December 12, 2025 at 12:27 AM
I hate those "I bought this before Elon went crazy" stickers but I did just see one on a Subaru Outback and that was pretty funny
Dubious twink from grindr keeps telling me about how much he hates his dad, but he wants to call me mommy. Plus he said sometimes he wishes he was a girl.
That's right folks, I'm fielding DMs from an Incredible Oedipal Egg
That's right folks, I'm fielding DMs from an Incredible Oedipal Egg
December 12, 2025 at 12:19 AM
Dubious twink from grindr keeps telling me about how much he hates his dad, but he wants to call me mommy. Plus he said sometimes he wishes he was a girl.
That's right folks, I'm fielding DMs from an Incredible Oedipal Egg
That's right folks, I'm fielding DMs from an Incredible Oedipal Egg
I really bodied a whole box of nilla wafers in less than 24 hours, damn. I stopped exercising for injury recovery and my body was like "Oh I see, we're prepping for winter hibernation"
December 11, 2025 at 6:30 PM
I really bodied a whole box of nilla wafers in less than 24 hours, damn. I stopped exercising for injury recovery and my body was like "Oh I see, we're prepping for winter hibernation"
Whenever I read a book of poetry and I find out one of the poems is several pages I groan. The good part is like 6 lines usually
December 11, 2025 at 4:32 AM
Whenever I read a book of poetry and I find out one of the poems is several pages I groan. The good part is like 6 lines usually
there's an apartment building for rich people across from me. I can see in their windows. They all have huge TVs that are on all the time. I have never seen a person in any of their windows (sometimes I look with binoculars, out of curiosity). I am beginning to think that rich people aren't real
December 11, 2025 at 2:41 AM
there's an apartment building for rich people across from me. I can see in their windows. They all have huge TVs that are on all the time. I have never seen a person in any of their windows (sometimes I look with binoculars, out of curiosity). I am beginning to think that rich people aren't real
Nothing against Max but if he ever has a bad crash I'm gonna get kicked off this app for saying some shit like "more like Max Versplatten lol"
December 11, 2025 at 12:09 AM
Nothing against Max but if he ever has a bad crash I'm gonna get kicked off this app for saying some shit like "more like Max Versplatten lol"
I've been thinking lately about how valve is just never gonna get another dollar of mine. It's long past time for better platforms
I just don't know what to do about this. I'm genuinely at a loss.
"Has muslims, thumbs down" is now just written on the Steam page for Little Rocket Lab, and I cannot remove it. Anyone coming in to look at our game will rightly just think "What the fuck?", and there's nothing I can do.
"Has muslims, thumbs down" is now just written on the Steam page for Little Rocket Lab, and I cannot remove it. Anyone coming in to look at our game will rightly just think "What the fuck?", and there's nothing I can do.
December 10, 2025 at 7:37 PM
I've been thinking lately about how valve is just never gonna get another dollar of mine. It's long past time for better platforms
being named "horse_lore" on twitch really paid off for me today
At 3pm today, @sylvibullet.bsky.social and @notquitereal.bsky.social are going to stream Santa Ragione's HORSES at twitch.tv/friendsatthetable
December 9, 2025 at 10:19 PM
being named "horse_lore" on twitch really paid off for me today
I used to hang out with this huge indie wrestler guy named Jake and one time we almost got kicked out of a buffalo wild wings because he wouldn't stop yelling "I love gay shit and Magic: The Gathering!!!!"
God I miss Jake
God I miss Jake
December 9, 2025 at 5:23 PM
I used to hang out with this huge indie wrestler guy named Jake and one time we almost got kicked out of a buffalo wild wings because he wouldn't stop yelling "I love gay shit and Magic: The Gathering!!!!"
God I miss Jake
God I miss Jake
not the most flattering picture, but I've finally drawn the concept for my next tattoo from the person who did my snakes
December 9, 2025 at 5:51 AM
not the most flattering picture, but I've finally drawn the concept for my next tattoo from the person who did my snakes
I mostly don't fall into depressive spirals the way I used to, but SAD hits harder on my ability to function in practical terms every year. I'm not experiencing sorrow, but without the sunlight I only have the willpower to accomplish one thing every 1-2 days
December 8, 2025 at 10:46 PM
I mostly don't fall into depressive spirals the way I used to, but SAD hits harder on my ability to function in practical terms every year. I'm not experiencing sorrow, but without the sunlight I only have the willpower to accomplish one thing every 1-2 days
My boyfriend is so cute it drives me completely insane
December 6, 2025 at 8:29 AM
My boyfriend is so cute it drives me completely insane
vibe goals
December 6, 2025 at 12:41 AM
vibe goals
i am so unable to concentrate this week that i've been like "does ADHD actually get this bad, or did i have some kind of stroke?"
December 5, 2025 at 10:31 PM
i am so unable to concentrate this week that i've been like "does ADHD actually get this bad, or did i have some kind of stroke?"