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oh, while I'm listing 'mainline' games since XY, obviously Diamond and Pearl remake"s" are very lacking. I got it and enjoyed it because I felt like replaying Gen 4. So that's one where I'm for once not claiming it's a success of a game, but I still managed a thorough satisfactory experience with it
Some of these are true of some prior games in ways, but only now do I feel they define the experience:

urban graphics lacking
tutorial lockdown intro WAY too long
Human platforming really shoddy, which comes into the motion battles & is an intentional forefront game part
environment dull/unvaried
so, like, boycott-minded people, I think I'm somewhat joining em, despite disagreeing for several generations. "Dexit" is a tedious objection. I don't feel the need to be apologist: there's no way to pretend those long dialog sequences were justified; they just didn't put the games below 8/10 for me
I note I've said 'lovely' thrice. It shows I'm charmed by an aesthetic that resonates since my childhood, the first capitalist thing I ever found fascinating & worth investment.

Legends Za: I've learned several of its impediments before I've seen anything to adore. I do feel guilty enabling this.
SV: clearly impaired by Switch 1, which can't be excused in overall review. Still, we can now access its intent, & even crippled it was just so cool to explore, free & adventurous

Me being a sucker for all those games is a preamble to me saying I finally, totally get the disappointment with new one
Sunmoon: even more sunny, a bit ambitious. Both of these suffer in cutesy storytelling & puzzlelessness, but felt lovely & refreshing
USUM: pending, not fully played
SS: oh, same reaction as XY, just in a higher resolution, heh. Lovely. Really liked DLC
Arceus: genuinely brilliant, enthralling game
Mainline Pokémon games have received a lot of fanbase criticism since Gen 6, and impressed reviews coexist with disappointed ones. I have continued to enjoy them. I'll say stuff after my takes:
XY: I know they're simplistic, but great new designs, lovely region, something sunny about it. bad badguy
Me buying them stuff felt like trying to stop them from buying stuff. it just led to them buying accessories for the stuff I bought them.
Facebook just newly pointless now, all content encouraging us to comment on Posts by Pages we don't Follow. I'm falling for it a bit; maybe I need a break from the platform
I misread 'travel in Paris'
bipolar man who's never had a good pole experience
The one auspicious use case of AI on social media would be when someone comments "Who?" on an article, instead of posting the comment, it could flash up a message to them repeating the name of the person
Azaelia Banks frantically researching what's the least literate take possible on anything
the mental illness is thoroughly part of it, & I reacted correctly & considerately to it. who I love[d] included those aspects, and at some points the intent to confront them.

I don't wanna live much longer at all but I must never be mired in anything like this
no; it's all their words. A pleasant interpretation flatters me but it most strongly flatters my interpretation of them.

like, if I find a couple pagefuls I like the look of, am I gonna tell myself "this bit is an exception from mental illness"?

maybe not; maybe just, like
I reach for "moments of lucidity" in my understanding. They were literally in love with me, & to interpret that as lucid can be accurate, but it also fit a pattern of mental illness. I'm probably gonna, like, print some chatlog? to help correct/prettify my memory, & it'll be in a self-flattering way
*the definition is 'delusion'... then we can nudge it a little closer to 'lying' again.
It's been degrading to reach to others with their self-certain information, but I guess what's literally most degrading is how much it's permeated through me. It'll take ages to wash out, if that's even possible.
there were versions of small truths there, embellished and misshapen
I've felt really contained, paranoid, about addressing their world, their inventions, because of how badly they reacted to finding this information potentially out of their control. It's literally mental illness, and that's an illness that's ended, except for how it echoes in me (& others?) now.
I learn new tidbit details and it's the thorough ways my partner [deceased] was lying* to me. I gotta stop investigating but also gotta feel less unresolved

*not entirely comfortable with the word. it's true, but it's woven tightly with mental illness. wonder if there's a proper definition for this
we should invent some substance I can indulge in to feel better
I hate life & I love you
congrats to Legends ZA for making people with ADHD actually use stat-altering moves