nika shedtwt
@surfacehell.bsky.social
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nika shedtwt
@surfacehell.bsky.social
· Nov 27
guys please don't ask for cutting tips in my comments 😵💫
i'm not gonna tell you how to go deeper
i'm not gonna tell you how to go deeper
being scared of the adult psyche ward makes me risk my life
i am scared of and for myself
i am scared of and for myself
January 19, 2026 at 7:23 AM
being scared of the adult psyche ward makes me risk my life
i am scared of and for myself
i am scared of and for myself
i feel like i need saved im so scared
January 19, 2026 at 7:16 AM
i feel like i need saved im so scared
"i'm tired of hearing it all the time"
imagine living with it
i can't take it anymore
imagine living with it
i can't take it anymore
January 19, 2026 at 6:45 AM
"i'm tired of hearing it all the time"
imagine living with it
i can't take it anymore
imagine living with it
i can't take it anymore
bruising
the wrist bruising didn't show up
the wrist bruising didn't show up
January 17, 2026 at 6:20 AM
bruising
the wrist bruising didn't show up
the wrist bruising didn't show up
went from 195 to 184 in two weeks
January 12, 2026 at 9:58 PM
went from 195 to 184 in two weeks
that's definitely not the half bagel i ate
January 12, 2026 at 8:56 AM
that's definitely not the half bagel i ate
yeah idk how yall get it up
January 12, 2026 at 8:53 AM
yeah idk how yall get it up
how do yall purge i litterally cant get myself to throw up my food
January 12, 2026 at 8:45 AM
how do yall purge i litterally cant get myself to throw up my food
i need to quit letting myself like people i go crazy
January 12, 2026 at 4:33 AM
i need to quit letting myself like people i go crazy
year ago today
fell into my dresser getting into the bathroom
fell into my dresser getting into the bathroom
December 11, 2025 at 4:39 AM
year ago today
fell into my dresser getting into the bathroom
fell into my dresser getting into the bathroom
i hate how ugly and disgusting my skin is but i can't help but want to make it worse
November 22, 2025 at 4:16 AM
i hate how ugly and disgusting my skin is but i can't help but want to make it worse
never posted an update for those either
November 22, 2025 at 3:56 AM
never posted an update for those either
anyways here's that update
i disappear because i feel fine for like a week or two after then i spiral again
an AWESOME cycle right 😀
i disappear because i feel fine for like a week or two after then i spiral again
an AWESOME cycle right 😀
November 22, 2025 at 3:54 AM
anyways here's that update
i disappear because i feel fine for like a week or two after then i spiral again
an AWESOME cycle right 😀
i disappear because i feel fine for like a week or two after then i spiral again
an AWESOME cycle right 😀
it's funny how i just disappear for weeks at a time every time
im still going crazy dw
im still going crazy dw
November 22, 2025 at 3:49 AM
it's funny how i just disappear for weeks at a time every time
im still going crazy dw
im still going crazy dw
can't take it anymore
here's some small ones
here's some small ones
October 31, 2025 at 5:29 AM
can't take it anymore
here's some small ones
here's some small ones
i'm so sick
why does cutting instantly make me feel like everything's okay but that only lasts a week then i'm back to suffering
why does cutting instantly make me feel like everything's okay but that only lasts a week then i'm back to suffering
October 28, 2025 at 6:36 AM
i'm so sick
why does cutting instantly make me feel like everything's okay but that only lasts a week then i'm back to suffering
why does cutting instantly make me feel like everything's okay but that only lasts a week then i'm back to suffering
shrinkage is annoying as fuck
October 10, 2025 at 6:55 AM
shrinkage is annoying as fuck
all i feel like i own are shorts wtf
October 10, 2025 at 3:35 AM
all i feel like i own are shorts wtf
but god that shower made me feel sick cause of the pain
October 8, 2025 at 5:05 AM
but god that shower made me feel sick cause of the pain
next day and after shower
the infected hair follicles is not it but i was not dealing with the blood all night so it was trapped under a tight gauze wrap
the infected hair follicles is not it but i was not dealing with the blood all night so it was trapped under a tight gauze wrap
October 8, 2025 at 4:59 AM
next day and after shower
the infected hair follicles is not it but i was not dealing with the blood all night so it was trapped under a tight gauze wrap
the infected hair follicles is not it but i was not dealing with the blood all night so it was trapped under a tight gauze wrap
i'm bleeding through everything
another roll of gauze and self stick shit
another roll of gauze and self stick shit
October 7, 2025 at 8:18 AM
i'm bleeding through everything
another roll of gauze and self stick shit
another roll of gauze and self stick shit