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Anomalous nonbinary entity making art and studying medicinal plants/fungi in downtown Portland. Connector of dots, weaver of vibes, summoner of rainbows. Next Show: PRGE2025 Booth 219
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🤤ugh, i want to have beautiful lucid dreams of this lovely man. what the hell. who could even compare? it's totally not fair. lol i'm ruined. absolutely ruined. -sob sob- i should have been nicer when we met...
🙃i am a microscene. i am talented with the hands. making the things. in many mediums. and i'm on a creative rampage. youtu.be/5e7G9dJ2HWY?...
The Art World Lost Its Humanity
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🥲its been years in the making and whether it is successful or not doesn't matter so much as that I did the thing. lol
😭in 2 weeks i'll have my own gallery. aaaaahhhhh
eating a rice bowl and thinking about jack shit because my brain is so fucking tired. it's been a very long weekend.
also any of those disgusting man baby bitches who are into creepy little girl shit can absolutely 100% fucking kill themselves.
letting go is not difficult if you refuse attachments. life is just an ever changing happening. when it's time to grow, you have to, or things break. Everything has a start and an end and sometimes it's better to bow out because you have better things to do. that's just how it goes sometimes.
It's disrespectful to oneself to keep traumatizing oneself for the sake of a paycheck and self indulgence. you gotta expand your mind and see it from multiple perspectives and vantage points. And i do. I see/know/feel so much that it sucks sometimes, but that's my shit to deal with, ya know.
It was cool being cool in those spaces for a hot minute (a decade more like) but you know, maybe i don't give a shit about being 'cool', maybe I only give a shit about becoming the best and most authentic version of myself and so need to remove distractions and less than quality experiences. garden.
while those piss asses whine about holding down a part time job, I'm over here building culture and shit. I cannot with those folks dude.
while i was there i found someone to help with getting things to the gallery. Also, I signed a bunch of people up to get updates for my upcoming gallery. Did I mention I'm opening an art gallery/shop and I'm very excited about it!? Because I am!
Glad to be home and for that to be done with. I can't explain how dead in there it felt compared to previous years. Combination of personal growth+lower crowd numbers=i got paid but i feel like i definitely no longer belong in that scene. Long ass weekend. Finally done. BLEUGH
So concludes this shit. My Uber home is a benzo
Inspiring others to do amazing creative things is my best function. I have many of them but the joy of encouraging others to express their most authentic selves is very much the best. Wipe away the lies and just be a silly little guy dude
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I mean, I don't wonder, it's pretty fucking obvious. Glad to be out of here. I'm so fucking tired that it's now challenging to speak to people. I cant seem to muster any more fucks to give this season.
Ew. They came by the booth next to mine. Ish be looking olllllld, like glad you found another mommy to wipe your ass. I'm legit wondering if they are mentally disabled.
let the con organizer know. i will not be returning next year, for a number of reasons, none of which I feel the need to explain to grown ass men. y'all are fucking sick.
Of course, you have to be AWARE of these things, and these motherfuckers aren't even on that level. Too distracted by flashing colors on a digital screen to even learn basic breathing techniques. I understand why tagawa won't do prge now lol i fucking get it bro.
It leaves you susceptible. it's a weakness. it allows you to show kindness to people who are undeserving of it. It's insincere. when you allow that shit to inflate, it becomes a liability. it shows that you still have attachments to unhelpful patterns of behavior and that u can't stand on your own
I can't wait for this weekend to be over. It's very ugly to look at now. Before I suppose it stroked my ego, but that shit is just a tool and needs regulation, not a boost. That shit will make you delusional in unpretty ways so maybe it's best to not get wrapped up in such silly little games.
Imagine giving over a decade of your life and resources to something only to have that thing throw enemies and disrespect at you. That's what it feels like here. Fucking losers, i grew the fuck out of your scene years ago, i just stopped talking to people about it. Perlers before swine and all that.
Fucking trash people is why I won't be coming back to portland retro. Y'all are nasty and allow nasty people into your events. It's fucking gross that you perpetuate cycles of abuse and protect male abusers. You're literally trash to me. Dead to me even. I'll still make art, I'm just not sharing w/u